overwhelmed

hye2 . ermm .

how im going to start ths . err pqa frst told me during tnggu turn nk bli abj hri ahad tht elia's gnna trnsfer to another school . its like my heart tore in 2 . rse nk nangis je tp when i looked at her , she too looked err sdih so i dnt wnt to mke her feel much2 more guilty . then i nekad la the nxt day i dnt want to drop a sngle tear in frnt on her last day . i tried my best not to but then she did . i nangis ke erk? i x nk nangis dpn dye! nnti dye sdeh then feel guilty . thats the lst thng i wnt her to feel or do or anything . and i didnt buy a sngle thng for her bcause i dnt wnt me myself to feel like shes gnna drift away from me . i wnt to act like she is nt trnsfering or anythng .

im dnt hve much screts but the least screts , i told her . she is among the frst tht i told if wnt to share smthng . sigh . but nvermind la its not like we're nt gnna meet again . she promised me tht she'll cme to my house . u're gnna come rght? keke .

the kittens , narla and simba died ths week . narla tht snday , wthout dfnite reason died . the leg looked swollen abit . the mom , toffee was like tryng to wke her kitten . trgicly its nt workng . then when my mum's home , toffee mew and mew tryng to brng my mum twards her kitten . its so sad . the nxt day simba whch is mine kne lnggr . died at the crime scene . heh . i told my brother to err tanam kcing tu cpt2 so tht toffee x prasan . nth la rse nye x . overwhelming enough for a week . and bundles of hmework . sme yg blaku ad hkmah .

p/s : lps ne nk stay back at school dgn spe erk? take a vry good care of urself ye mek elia . i'll doakn u always .

share em know em

hye2 . tday i went to school for a prgram . like a bunch of thngs we did . and the part that i lke most is when we're asked about each others first opinion . ths is my group and opinion dyeorg about me
kak amalina
kak syahirah-cari kyakinan.tnye ap yg x tau kpd yg lbih tau.truskan usaha
kak hkmah-merupakan seorg yg pndiam
kak huda-org yg lasak dan serius
kak ain-lihat kat muka mcm bdak bjak
kak ina-agk pndiam.bckap bla dtanye.pasif
kak hdayah-bjak and pndai.gnekn klbhan ne utk tlng kwn.truskn usaha
kak ayu-pendiam
kak fzah-takut je nk tgur tp boleh msk kwn kot
hfzah-bijak
tasha-nmpk mcm pndiam tp rsenye...enthlah.yekot.suke snyum

thnks for being frank . well when i look at ths i starts to thnk 'am i that quiet' . but then still i am quiet jst now . its jst that people needs time to adapt . i guess im not the only one . nonetheless evrythng is superb . i hope in other time it wont be awkward when i meet them . im referring ths to myself .

sharing the grief is half the sorrow, happiness when shared is doubled . and my tov result . its neither so good nor so bad .
bm 81
bi 77
ba 68
mm 95
mt 66
pqs 74
psi 93
bio 73
fzik 84
kmia 85
sej 78

alhamdulillah . better luck next time . best wishes for all of us .