i'm breathing . hmmfuuu

assalamualaikum .
trial ended ystrday and tday , thrsday is the lst day school bfore eid . i went to school and sspicious aroused .
ummi : wk npe g skolh hri ne
me : sje ( mne ad along pnh tnggal pn skolh *dlm hati la kn )
ummi : nk g cari ketas pkse r ne . kejor2 cg , bodek2 cg ok ?
me : haha . bole laa jgk

hari ne dpt ketas ba and alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah sgt , i got a . pheww . really , my ventilation rate was zero after i sat for arabic test . its like i suffocate my own lungs . heh . mmg gile la bak kate org . yeah i know , msti rmai mnyamph dgr ak asyk ckp yg ak takut ngn ktas ba last2 dpt a . ak tau la sbb klu ak pn kekdang ad gk mnympah sket2 but wht can i say , bile fkir2 blik , ak pn mcm tu gk . heh .tp kn , dh klu mmg ak rase exam ba pyoh , x kn ak nk kate senang kot kn . ke gane ? anyhow , sorry if my attitude annoys the people tht i love around me .

lega ble tau mrkh bhsa arab x steruk yg dsangka but another fear butt in . hmpeh . bi ngn pqs . pqs oh pqs . kelu doe . ku sngka pnas hngga ke ptang rupe2 nye hujan di tghari . hoho . x tau mnde gune prbhsa nth ap2 . spot sute habuk pn x dk hk betul . adlah hama debu sket2 hk msk .
hmmph , x tau la .

up until now , i know marks for arabic , admath , mthmod , and psi . gratefully said , i got pure a for all of them . of course i do hope tht i can get a+ but still , mine are not bad ( alat pnyedap jiwe raga ) . its jst that when i make comparison wth few of other classmates , i do feel ermm bad . hihi . x de la jeles jahat2 , jeles sikit2 tu ad la . hoho . kt faiz la cntoh . contohnye la kn . ba , mt , mm , psi , sume pn a+ . wht can be said . you reap what you sow . thniah la . nk ckp dpn2 malu . ckp dlm selimut dh la . haha . qilah pn , syuk pn , tkah pn , fzah pn , kmah pn , sme mrid kls ikhlas la senang , thniah la . klu ckp gune mulut , brbelit2 lidah nk kabo so , kt sini jela bleh kabo . kn senang . hehe . bior org x bace pn . heh .

practically,i could see birds flying around my head

assalamualaikum .
today , smpena hari jmaat di bln rmdhan ne , sy nk ckp ttg ... exam . haha . people are saying that my post are all about studying . hoho . btol ke ? i dont thnk so . let me correct smthing . its about , me , who're going to sit for exam ths year , are still so lazy , not revising anything yet . that one is right :)

i was totally overwhelmed by ths trial exam . TOTALLY . hmpeh .
bm was like ok la except for kmsas .
bi , i'm doomed . mati2 . i dnt want to thnk about ths but i jst cant stop thnking about it . seriously . arrgh mati2 . if i am able to pull ths out , i thnk its all thnks to paper 2 bcause my paper 1 is disastrous . essay mcm bce bku teks bdak drjh 1 . my vocab and grammar are scattered evrywhere , nowhere to be found . mmg .... saket hati . but hey , chill la (ayat nk sedapkn hati) .
sej is another hstory . hoho . structural qstion are so not friendly .
math je yg rse tenang je nk jwb . paper 1 for the frst time snce i step in f4 and f5 , i'm able to fnish answrng wthin the time given and alhamdulillah , smpat check jgk . its the same as paper 2 . thnk god , smpat jawab and smpat check sme skali . tp , air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya . ghalibnye , if i have good feeling about smthing , the outcome would be the opposite . heh . i guess , i jst need to keep my fnger cross and pray for the best . amin .

more is coming . keep our head up and cntnue our fight and strive .

studzilla

assalamualaikum
first and foremost , slamat brpuasa buat sume umat islam kt dunia ne .
smoga tahun ne lbeh baek dr thun2 sebelumnya . amin .
ohho sape tgk jejak rasul ? rsenye ak sorang kot . almaklumlah , org sebuk stady buku, ak sebuk stady tv . haha . org kate tv ne peti neraka , betul ke ? knpa ak rse mcm ....... x tau la .
tahun ne tema dye , legasi nabi muhammad s.a.w di eropah timur . honestly , ble tgk cte ne , i feel extremely proud dgn muslim kt sane . extremely kuase 5 . bile bndingkn dgn umat islam kt mlaysia , jauh beza kot . i feel like there's someone staggering my heart when i see how hard they fought for the unending legacy of islam . time tu rse mcm mmg islam agama terbaek dan plg hebat la . ble tgk kt mlaysia , islam is still the very best but the people are jst ermm how can i put ths , not as good as they should be . i wont say tht im a good muslim and in fact , i might be the worst but im trying my very best and i know that Allah is always by my side .so i hope all of you do too . smtimes when i see how they push their dawaa (dkwah) off the limit , kind of thnking hard , seeing what hve i done for islam . i feel like nothing . smtimes i feel like i suck both , dunia and akhirat . tapi , dgn sekupit iman yg ad dlam jiwa ne , sy rase sy akn terus kuat dgn islam and i believe , strongly believe that ths Allah is the only place that i can turn to and nur of islam will protect me . amin .

and trial is coming soon . now do u see how the post come to be . haha . i thnk my previous post is about how i want to study but in the end , skrang pn mlas lg . warrgghh tlong . exam 2 3 hari je lg but i've done nothing . nothing . omagod . hancur2 . tlongla tg mardhiah tg nazmi . blajola . blajo2 . jgn la tido . doh2 la tgk tv nu . ades .
hereby , i would like to wish all my friends in tok jiring and all of them out there , best of luck and i hope all of you are not as freaking lazy as i am . and i hope i am not as lazy as i am now . may all of us get what we hope for . amin .

p/s : hppy brthday fatinnurasyikin . 04082011 . may Allah bless you and your fmly my dear friend . i love you and the whole sahabat . keke.