tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64945472261415945152024-03-13T20:21:42.917-07:00encyclopedia of lifetg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.comBlogger71125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-46789183171440001062013-06-14T07:50:00.000-07:002013-06-14T07:55:51.896-07:00asasi, undergraduate prgram in ukmassalamualaikum wbt. salam dan selawat atas baginda RasulAllah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.<br />
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i was intrviewed for ukm medical faculty at may 28th. just to make this clear, i didnt manage to get 4flat. its quite far below from that actually. hihi but i have to say, i really wnt to do medic so, i'm going to keep holding my hope high with the little advantage of once coming from ukm itself. hehe. but if i am not qualified for it, then geology does not sound so bad. i can still make the world a better place to stay. wee.<br />
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anyway, the whole family went to kl a day bfore. though they said that they were there to give me company, the excitement in their faces kind of deny it. haha. how could an intrview gave them so much joy. lol. its obvious they wnted to venture the mall. haha. anyhow, its good to have them by my side :)<br />
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sblum intrview, there was this test called aptitude test. its seems like it is just a test to know whether u really are up into taking medic or not. nothing serious. hoho. as for intrview, there were 2 interviewers. and the way interviews were conducted may vary. some have it 100% english and for some other, bilingual and may also be solely in malay. so luck it is. hehe. one golden tip, if u really want to be a doctor then emphasize that to your heart content. dont show doubts. feel free to tell them your passion which of course u have to really have the interest. they don't want a weakling.<br />
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the good thing is to come. the interviewers were really nice once u are actually in it so don't be afraid. yeah some may give u faces but they merely wntd to know how u would react to that. hehe. it's like the frst time i met my mentors. i thought that they would be drop dead serious but they were obviously not. haha. so don't be afraid. and here i am telling this when i myself freaked out the day bfore. lol.<br />
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that's that about my interview.<br />
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just a brief info about asasi ukm, we have a quite dfferent syllabus compared to other foundation. most of the syllabus are adapted from the AP syllabus but, as my fellow asasi friend once said, it's an AP modified malaysian kind of syllabus so, i guess it's actually dffrent from the original one.<br />
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well, these are the subjects taken there and sbjects like logical reasoning, statistics, calculus, analysis and kepimpinan are actually taken during undergraduate for certain courses. supposedly but, these are the dffrences when cmpared to other asasi. people might say that it looks harder compared to other foundations. even the director of asasipintar itself said that this programme is the toughest asasi in malaysia. and so she said.<br />
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i have to say that yes, it is hard but it's not fair to say that other foundations are not. researches are actually done during undergraduates or masters and there we were, doing thesis during our foundation year. my mentors, prof amara and prof rashidah actually said that they pity me because i have to do this research thingy. so, yes i have to say it is hard and enjoyable, if i may say. but, if i am to be going for other asasi, matriks or stpm itself, i might as well find that it is hard too. so easily said, it depends on the person itself to manage yourself. u cant just say that it is hard on u and not others. each people cope with things in their own way.<br />
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conclusively, the subjects and the studies are tolerable if u have good peers around and they also are if u are smart in handling them. the thing is, asasipintar is newly established so, it is not well-known (not recognized in other u) and the worst, the management of it is bad. we are the frst cohort so there are many trials acted upon us so we may as well known as lab rats. there will always be errors in trials so, there will be some cons in a way. eventually, i think all the problems will be solved anyway. hihi. and there might be changes along the way. all in all, asasipintar is always a good choice if u like to dig deeper and do smthing new especially if u are a science maniac. weeeheee.<br />
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p/s : i know that i'm too late in posting this infrmation. dyeorg dh buat pilihan. msuk dh pn asasi. haha. not so brief eh? -.-<br />
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p/p/s: ukm is known as the only univrsity in mlaysia that use malay lnguage. well, for asasi, it's all in english except fr the jati diri sbject. tp nti msuk dgree same je. melayu jgk. kcuali kalau pngajar tu mat salleh :)<br />
<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-9341527441729135192013-06-13T04:34:00.003-07:002013-06-13T04:40:05.490-07:00shahadatul haq, ghazwul fikrassalamualaikum wbt. salam dan selawat atas baginda RasulAllah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.<br />
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its been sooooo long. hihi. as stated in previous post, its going to be about the daurah that i went before coming home. couple of months ago i think. hihi. i'm not sure either what took me so long to start writing ths back :)<br />
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anyway, have u heard of shahadatul haq and ghazwul fikr? well, those 2 are the main point that i would like to share here. if u never heard of them, its my pleasure if u could take some time and try to read this. it's going to be in the simplest layman term or precisely, my term. haha. sorry if the information is inadequate but u can always try to google more about it. i am writing solely based on what i have in mind rght now so it might be very simple. anyhow, i hope that u could put some thinking and appropriate efforts regarding this :)<br />
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SHAHADATUL HAQ.<br />
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what first comes to your mind when u read this? kalau korang fikirkn ttg 2 kalimah shahadah then well done, it is!<br />
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prkataan aku bersaksi itu sndiri. zahirnya kita akn fikir mksud dia ialah mengakui dan percaya ttg mnde tu. it is but, try to put it in another situation where u happen to witness an accident. that makes u a witness, right? saksi. dan sebagai saksi, kita harus bgtau org lain ttg mnde tu. hbis2 pn kne report polis. and this is what SH is all about. kita perlu menyampaikan mnde yg betul tu. kalau x bgtau org, people won't know jd di mana manfaatnya penyaksian anda kpd org lain. mase daurah tu akak usrah ad bagi beberapa ayt utk mnerangkn lg ttg SH ni. </div>
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kesimpulannya, adalah menjadi tnggungjwb kita sbgai seorg umat islam utk mnyampaikn agama islam itu sndiri. x smestinya kt org bkn islam je. org islam juga msih rmai yg belum sempurna imannya trmasuk sy. krna itu, adlah pnting utk kita saling mengingatkan ke arah kebaikan. skrg korang dh tahu ttg mksud sbenar penyaksian kita jd, fikir-fikirkan :)<br />
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jujurnya, mnde ni sgt berat buat sy. when i frst heard of it,i was overwhelmed. i still am actually. didnt do much snce i frst and last heard about it. i dnt know how to act upon knowing so i hope this post can be of an help in some way to help us as muslims in understanding more about islam.<br />
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GHAZWUL FIKR.<br />
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ghazwul mksudnye serangan. fikr plk, fikiran. so there it is, serangan pemikiran. sbgaimana wasiat raja louise ke-6 (perancis) :<br />
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sbenarnya sejarah GF ni seawal syaitan laknatullah di mana:<br />
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<span style="color: #474747; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;"><i style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Sesungguhnya Allah melarang kalian memakan buah ini </i></span><i style="background-color: #fff2cc; color: #474747; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px;">supaya kalian berdua tidak menjadi malaikat dan tidak dapat hidup abadi.</i></div>
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serangan pmikiran ni byk bidang. even bidang yg x disngka2. pendidikan, sejarah, ekonomi, paling senang, media massa. ad lg bidang lain tp sy lupa. boleh la lps ni silau2 kt mne cari psl mnde ni eh. tp mmg betul kn. dlm kita hidup sng2 ni, mmg prnh trlintas psl mnde ni but never give it a deep thought. fikir sikit2 then biar je. terus hidup lg ikut arus. i was and sadly, i am. tp insyaAllah, dgn skeping ilmu yg ada ni, i'll try to bear these in mind and try to make up the best out of it. aminn.</div>
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just to make it clear. GF ni bhya tau. korang x sedar pn kekadang tu. mngkin ad antara kita yg hidup fikir nk brjaya je. cuba fikir balik, apa erti sbnar hidup kita ni. nk brjaya semata2 ke? tula apa yg musuh2 islam cuba sematkn sbnarnye. nk buat kita mkin jauh dgn agama. wallahualam.</div>
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i think this is it. maaf kalau ad silap dlm post ni. kalau prasan tolong tegur. hehe. and if u wnt to know more about these two, try to search for it. boleh jgk kalau nk tnye sy and insyaAllah kalau sy tau, jwblah. tp kalau x tahu, ermm sy cuba cari and tnye sesape. wee. lps dh tahu psl ni, apa tndakan korang? fikir2 kan :)</div>
tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-17102954667054297382013-04-25T04:01:00.003-07:002013-04-25T04:01:39.863-07:00asasi dah habis!assalamualaikum wbt. selawat dan salam atas baginda SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.<br />
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wee finally asasi dh habis. glad to say that i am free from the outrageous year of foundation. fyi, i <u>was</u> in asasipintar ukm as i mentioned before. hihi see the underline there. lol.<br />
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erm we had our final exam from 1st of april to 8th and i think we wrapped that up pretty well except that i cried like a baby after that chemistry paper. seriously, in my whole life, that was the most disastrous paper that i ever took. bfore, even if i did not know the answer, i had the main idea of what i didnt know. i mean, i just didnt know how to put it as words in paper but this, i was freaked out, out of my mind. i just blanked. more than half of the questions were hard for me that i could not answer and i think in the history of my life, this is the paper that i did not answer the most. i just freaked out.<br />
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right after the last exam, we went out to buy things for dinner the next day. horrendous right? nyehehe. tgh tnggu smpai mid dlm ktm, i messaged mdm suganty. lol. never did i did things like that. i just felt the need of that so that she wont be so disappointed in me when she check my chemstry paper. anyhow, we went to buy things until midnight. practically. and when we got back, they did this roll call thingy that never was done before. at least not that i am aware of. super lol. kteorg x penah2 balik lewat cenggitu and for the frst time, boom! haha.<br />
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dinner on 9th april and though it was not quite as expected, i have to say that i enjoyed each tick with these precious guys. i'm surprised myself actually to see that even its not as grand, i felt the warmth of the companionship.<br />
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11th april we had to present our research. surprise surprise! at frst it should be done on 12th but somehow it became 11th. my research had no progress at all for like months and in 1-day time, i had to finish it all and i think quite a bunch of us did as well. please imagine this; most of us stayed up the night before chemistry paper bcause the syllabus was quite a lot. the next day we were busy for the preparation of dinner and stayed up. next day, the dinner itself wrapped up late, early morning, should i say. the next day on 10th, we had to start doing research for presentation and once again, stayed up to finish it all by 11th, the next day. for 4 days straight, my sleep was not as usual. my biological clock was terribly messed up. and the streak actually went on until 17th, the day we had to submit our thesis. imagine that. for the frst time again, i slept at 6++ in the morning, the last day to finish up all this big thingyyy. my biological clock was one massive mess. i slept irregularly for roughly 10days. these 10 days were seriously packed and jammed with mostly research. lol. most of us did. once the thesis was submitted, it was like a big burden finally lifted off my shoulder. alhamdulillah. and we hanged out for the last time ramai2 kt mines. hik2.<br />
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i want to put pictures in this post but maybe in the next post. insyaAllah nk kongsi sikit pasal daurah yg kami pergi. insyaAllah kalau ad kelapangan.<br />
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p/s: my grandather is admitted in hospital now. haemorrhage. mohon semua doakan yg terbaik utk dia. amin2.<br />
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-51894525867960883612013-03-10T07:26:00.001-07:002013-03-10T07:29:21.883-07:00don't be afraid to read Quran<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">assalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">just realized that i've posted just one miserable post this year. lol. haha. well i'm so not good in describing my life what's more writing it up. anyway, i don't know what to write but i make an effort, at least.</span><br />
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p/s: i don't know how to start my research. plus my final is going to be this 1st april. what to do -.-'</div>
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tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-9052497200314083622013-01-30T20:24:00.002-08:002013-01-30T20:24:42.502-08:00bridging the gapassalamualaikum wbt. selawat dan salam atas baginda rasul Allah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.<br />
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ermm regarding my research, alhamdulillah i finally have my mentor for sure. very grateful for that since i feel that at least i have someone to back me up.hehe andd she's going to be here in bangi this tuesday. yay2. my mentor is prof amara and because of her and other doctors, i feel certain, again! that i do want to be a doctor. they are just extremely nice :)<br />
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talking about that, ermm mdm roz asked us to fill up a paper with what we're going to further in later. its as if upu laaa. and i hope i make the right choice. hehe. my frst choice, as you might have guessed, medicine. geology and economy as my 2nd and 3rd choice rspectively. i really am crossing my fingers hoping for the best. i've given a lot of thoughts in making these choices so i think i'm not going to regret for any of them :)<br />
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ohh and i went to kem sinergi just a few days before at melaka. its somewhere in melaka laa. forgot the name of the place but it was fun. i did the repel thing where you turun guna tali from above. tinggi woo. i am severely afraid of height and you can just imagine how i felt doing that. btw its held by kuim which i myself frst heard of it. it's kolej universiti islam melaka. the way i see this kem is to strengthen the bond of muslims. in a good way. so muslims, lets strive for for the betterment of Islam. bersatu atas nama Islam insyaAllah.<br />
p/s : abg2 long hensem. lololo. gatai naa. and akak2 sgt manis brpurdah dan brtudung labuh :)<br />
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my mid term exam was done and i am in the process of getting back the papers and scores. cuak jgk sbb wktu jawab exam macam ape je. haha. i'm just hoping for the best insyaAllah.<br />
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adios amigos. dont know when else i'll have the chance to post again so ganbatte kudasai.<br />
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<span style="font-family: tahoma; font-size: 15.454545021057129px; line-height: 21px; text-align: justify;">honestly, i have not turned on my laptop since the last post that i made bfore apart from doing assignments and catching up some movies that i cant hold back and u can do the calculation of how long was i being so isolated from the 'great' IT world. lolol. haha. anyhow, i'm so not emotionally stable this days mainly because of the insecurities that i have rght now. things are getting wayy out of hand. janji ditabur seperti menanam tebu di tepi bibir. ehh sejak bila pulak ni pndai brmadah. haha. i'm cnsidering my future. greatly. well i'm not the kind of person who's keen of thinking about things like that but rght now, i cant really help it. its like we're so much at the edge and i must say that its quite hard. everyone's getting emotional and i could see some 'hopes' drifting away. its hard. for all of us. i guess. but buckle up! its the spice of lives or else we wont feel the real taste of what life really is about. special dedication for AP though i know they will never read this. hihi.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: tahoma;"><span style="font-size: 15.454545021057129px; line-height: 21px;">blessing in disguise. i encounter 1 almost every day but not that i realize of. pity huh. i know but its inevitable that i need time to actually figure it out. this occurrence for instance. i never know that i really am interested in medicine bfore. i thought that i might just go with the flow and i do doubt what i am going to do next. its like for once, i do feel the need of why i am going to apply for mdicine. alhamdulillah. but yeah, life's not as smooth as it seen.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: tahoma;"><span style="font-size: 15.454545021057129px; line-height: 21px;">p/s : great time spent today wth high school mate, kimah. appreciate each second and i hope to see the others as well. lets bear this for just another 4 months and off the hook bfore starting the horrendous degree years. hihi ;)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: tahoma;"><span style="font-size: 15.454545021057129px; line-height: 21px;">p.p/s : rmember the thing that i said bfore about changing to the better? alhamdulillah and i did with quite hesitation at frst. hehe. doakan sy terus kuat. in syaa Allah</span></span></div>
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tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-13308736009177250502012-11-15T01:52:00.001-08:002013-03-10T06:00:51.682-07:00perfect suavityassalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.<br />
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hrmm. what did i miss? i guess a lot. fyi, i had my final exam startng from the frst of oct until 10th of oct. the papers that had to be taken were calculus, statistics, language and literary appreciation, physics, chemistry and biology. and i got home by 12th of oct and still am home. have my frst sem result in my hand and alhamdulillah even if it might be not enough for me to further in medic, nonetheless, i'm grateful with it. my sem break was disastrous. all days went by completely in vain except for days when i had my muet test and days that i think of as worthwhile since i could meet my best friends though the family were not complete. hihi. anyhow, it's good to be back :)<br />
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my break is going to meet its end very soon. sooner than i thought. i did nothing during these time. neither my bio fore-study nor the research thingy. what makes it worse is that the moment i'll be going back to ukm, i heard that we're going to take a test. an english test. a british council placement test to be precise. i'm doomed. and the fact that i have to read the bio notes for that there will be a diagnostic test carried on is not making me feel any better than this. as for my research, i dont even want to think about it. or else my head's going to explode. i want to start doing something but at times like this, i dont know where to start. once i make my kickstart then i think i'm good to go. to be honest, i dont know what am i blabbing about right now. i just feel like posting something since its been a while. well, i want to share some of works that i'd done in my language class. the poster and concrete poem. all these were for my carry marks. hihi.<br />
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SPM boarders out there, wishing you all the best. i might be of no help but i want you to think of the main purpose of why did you study all these while. is it all gets down to SPM? NO! so ikhlaskan hati untuk blajar. i know this sounds very cliche but u need to think of the real reason, the purpose of studying. as much as u hate ths fact, u need to accept that the learning process is never ending. face it and lapangkan dada mencari dan menerima ilmu. the more we learn, the more we dont know. kalau hati ikhlas mencari ilmu, insyaAllah x akan hadir rasa berat dlm hati kita mase belajar. my prayers are always with you. special dedication for my sister. please believe in yourself.</div>
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-50681663771485129382012-09-15T07:43:00.001-07:002012-10-17T06:44:25.541-07:00tracing up the past<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">assalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">its been like ages since then. i have nothing left in my head. i mean, this, rght now and then, awkward. haha. whatever it is, there's way too many things apparently happen these past few weeks. literally too many that i dont know where to start and what to start. heh. honestly i barely cope with life these days so, its like impossible for me to do something like this blog thngy and thats how this blog ends up like this. hihi.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">this is bfore raya break. we went to jalan tar to buy goods for raya even that weekend was like helly busy with calculus' assignment. i really wish to wipe out the thought of having those work. huuu.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">later, we had jmuan buka puasa ngn ank yatim at prmatapintar. prof bg duit raye kt bebudak tu and there we were goofing around as if there're nothing. x snonoh.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">week after, we had buka puasa with the prime minister. dpt duit raye yg agak byk and agak banyak goodies dpt. alhamdulillah. lain2 no komen.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and today, farewell friend. hmmpph sigh. hihi. wan asma wan abd aziz, i wish u all the best and insyaAllah akn mndoakan apa yg terbaik utk kita semua. smoga kita smua berada di bawah kredaan-Nya. syuk tkah kmah fizah asma pini esyah mira and fatin, i wnt u to know that u are among those pillars of strength that Allah gives to me. i'm grateful to have these people in my life. alhamdulillah i am surrounded by people who loves me for who i am. eh yeke? i assume laa. families with unconditional love even bickers do happen and ap friends whom i spend most of my time with. uhibbukum fillah abadan abada insyAllah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">post ini teramatlah panjang. sorry for the inconvenience but this is the summation of what happened during my absence. i'm happy to say that i'm happy even it's hard. well, in 2 or 3 weeks i suppose, i'm going to sit for final exam. wish me luck and i'll wish yours. biiznillah, we all are going to nail it. insyaAllah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">p/s: sy sedang menanam cita2 sekarang and i wish to change to the better. doakan yg terbaik utk sy. doakan hati sy makin kuat and apa yg sy rasa skrg x akn berkurang. amin.</span></div>
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-33395362483976792332012-08-08T18:40:00.001-07:002012-08-08T18:40:28.006-07:00salam ramadan<br />
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actually i have nothing to say but since it's been a while since i post something, i guess i'll just try to squeeze something out of my thoughts. ermm well i'm kind of a keen observer and as it is, i observe people a lot. i try to come out with my own explanation about the oddities shown by others. not that kind of oddities, i mean the good one. the one when they react differently with certain people. and anyhow, i find quite a bunch of new things that i think are totally absurd but somehow, do happen. so, i guess i'll just continue my observation and maybe i would come out with some kind of research about human's action. haha who knows? what's more interesting is, most of what i predicted from what i see is true and i'm more attached to doing this kind of thing. </div>
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ohh and i finished my reading of the book, love in a headscarf, for quite some times. that book is about the author who tries to find her spouse through arranged marriage, which i think i might agree of doing it. in my opinion, it's not impossible to do such thing and if we really went through it, do you think any bad guy would agree of doing something like that? i mean to agree of arranged marriage. i presume not so, i guess once they agree of it, that means, he is a devoted person. as a human and as a son. it's not that i'm saying if someone is not up to arranged marriage, he or she is not devoted enough or something like that. this is mere opinion about those who's interested in this. hehe and i end up bluffing about nothing again. pardon me. in any way, i like the way she interprets her thought about the 9/11 incident because i think so too. i watched a lot of television programmes about this incident and read quite some books about it and i found, everyone's thoughts are different. no offence but i don't take accout of what i've seen in tv or read in books because sometimes, they're utter lies. i once asked people's opinion about al-Qaeda and such, and they responded by saying that we are blinded, confused too much by external informations so, i'll just try to figure out by my own. the way they see this incident are all different. some might think that it's all about terrorism and one might think of it as jihad. as for me, as a muslim, i'm ashamed of it. that is of course, if this incident really was caused by the jihad-ers but somehow, i don't think that it is so, yeah. whatever it is, islam is all about peace. the definition of islam itself is related to peace so, what's more can be said. there are many ways that we can convey our dakwa and terrorism is definitely not an option. if, if this really happened because of muslims, still, i don't believe that this is the right way of doing it and i would say no to it.</div>
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p/s : selamat menempuhi 10 malam terakhir ramadan. may this year be better than before. insyaAllah.</div>tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-70328478496246288242012-07-17T00:21:00.000-07:002012-07-17T00:21:59.267-07:00counting daysassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah SAW . alhamdulillah ala kulli hal .<br />
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i'm in the middle of my mid term exam fyi laa . hihi . bapak susah kot . its really , i mean very very strenuous should i say ? sedih lg ahzan especially for my physics paper . seriously , arrggghh terrible like shooot . somehow , i can relate why i only have mere a for my physics sbjeck . horl . its really hard . well , in my opinion la but then when i ask smeone else , they find that physics are just fine so , i guess , its just me . heh . its a nightmare to think of how my marks would look like . for now , i'm trying hard to sooth my heart by thnking about going home . yeah , im going home ! hoho . excited . sgt . sgt . like finally , after more than a month , im going to see my family back , my home and such such . haha .<br />
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about exam , yestrday i have 2 papers which were biology and statistics . bio was like , each minute ticked , i was like , gelabah tahap ntah pape . its like crazy . i wrote with hands like parkinson smthing . dh la mrkh quiz bio rndah gle . i cant imagine what will my average score be . erkkk . as for statistics , the last one hour , my head ached like smthing swirl out my brain through my eyes . my head was spinning that i feel like fainted . i answered those questions in such pain that i barely remember the paper that i took . yg ni pn satu lg . mrkh quiz ngn test mcm ntah pape . sigh . insane much ? such unsanitary is unacceptable .<br />
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anyhow , 3 more days and i'm going home . yoohoo . tmorrow would be chemistry then , research skill and finally logical reasoning and the next day i will be in bus , going back with syerah hfiz and frdaus ? i feel extremely giddy . and its ramadan soon . yeah ! insyaAllah everything would be jst fine . insyaAllah .tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-77006979077306052032012-07-09T09:19:00.001-07:002012-07-09T09:19:34.524-07:00finally<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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these are few of my friends in ukm . ermmm . gmbr2 ne pn sbbnrnye ambk org pnye . hoho . notice smthing ? ad sorng muke mcm ana muslim and ad sorang muke mcm nurul amira shahira saiful bahari . haha . adios .</div>
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-55048287300774309092012-07-07T08:21:00.000-07:002012-07-07T08:21:11.574-07:00buckle up!assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas junjungan baginda Rasulullah SAW . alhamdulillah ala kulli hal .<br />
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hari ni , for the first time , i finally spend my night smwhere else instead of that room . tetiap mlm kt situ je trperap . hee . ermm tday , i went to my uncle's house . in fact , i still am . hehe . anyhow , pergghh sibuk nye these days . to be exact , everyday is a busy day . bile kje ne siap , kje lain msuk . and the flow goes on . i dont even know how to cnsider myself as being free from work . horl . ermmm jst now , my uncle askd about arabic sbjct . whether i have tht sbjct or not here . obviously no la kn . then he said , what a waste so i said , yeah , kind of . he said again , bkn sikit tp byk . i was like .... yeah . mmg rugi but nk buat cmane lg . x dk rzeki nk pgi jordan :(<br />
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ermm today is 7th july . happy brthday k. wa ! heehee . sbnarnye nk ckp psl exam . haha . ths 16th , im going to sit for my midterm exam . boohooo . satu ap pn x bace lg . actually thts not the point . mmg sblm ne ak x bace awl2 . haha . prngai x snonoh . the thing is , lps exam , ad cuti . wooohooo . haha . excited nk cuti exam x ag . papepn , cuti dh dekat . haha . next week ad test . test calculus chpter proving . jst remembering it makes my stomach tied . tjuk tu , x phm2 . ish2 . haha .ble la nk stdy . but then , ths chpter is not about how much we study but its more about how much we understand . even kalau x stdy pn bleh score sbnrnye klu phm but again , i dont so its kind of helpless . insyaAllah i'll try my best to at least know smthing about it . wee . if God wills it . statstics pn ad test next week . i actually find stats as a light sbject . at frst laa but these few last chpter , fuuhh dsyat r . haha .<br />
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as for my research . hmmpphh . ap la ak nk buat . serious , i'm thnking hard in doing smthng about bone cancer . insyaAllah . tp sush kot . bkn sush skit tp bapak sush . hee . mntk dpermudahkn urusan . amin ya rabalalamin . for now , i hve smthng else to do wth ths sbjct . we hve assgnment to cnduct small research about stress . and there would be wnner . the group with the highest validity and reliability . and unexpectedly , there will be prizes . x tau la btol ke x but they say smthng about going to either NSU in singapore or smwhere i frgot the name in bangkok . heee . and the we're for once , seriously participating in research class . haha . obvious kot tetibe je jd brminat . we'll see . that princeton guy , selamat lg d sana . and ths 18th i thnk , kothai will be going to abu dhabi to attend a cnference smthng la . wsh them luck . hehe .<br />
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p/s : kje btimbun tp buat x . what a bum .<br />
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-58753115654429643762012-06-19T08:23:00.000-07:002012-06-19T08:23:44.544-07:00holding in thereassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ats baginda . syukur ala kulli hal .<br />
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frst and foremost , hmmmphh , let me heave a big sigh . hee . smpuuuttt la . smput dgn assgnment yg x ptus2 anddd smput dgn unending stairs . nk mkn pg kafe , trun tngga . bfore going down , blok 4 tngkat kne redah dlu . belum ap2 dh collapse . haha . anyhow , i'm still breathing and alive . alhamdulillah .<br />
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last weekend , i joined PpMO , which stands for permatapintar mathematic olimpiad . and as expected , i got .... nothing . weee . haha . the exam took about 3hours for 3questions . and i got no ruler , which was necessary to do the proving . no ruler , no mood . haha . thus , x buat la . i left it bare and i think i had good sleep for an hour . teruk kn . but its jst inevitable . its not that i dont know at all nk jwb soaln2 tu but then it needs a lot of thinking and i'm exhausted . my eyes wont open that i'm forced to sleep . its kind of unintentional that i sleep . but yeah , it went wth benefits of being empowered and reenergized . hihi . thniah utk mreka yg dpt hnorable mention , bronze , silver and gold .<br />
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one thing that i learned from ths PpMO , mathematics is not jst about counting . its not jst about arithmatics . its more . in fact , i jst know about it . jst realized that we are deceived so much that we are not aware of whats true and whts not . ermphh , we are jst too naive . being ignorance of the happenings that keep occuring . i'm terrified actually to know those truth about wht mathematics really is . its actually an odyssey in finding God . and how we dont know about it . insane , huh ? for instance , albert einstein . korang tau x that he's converted to Islam after dscovering smthing about line . there are no strraight lines in life actually . korang boleh bayang x mcm mne ? straight line x wujud . msti rase mcm ak ne melalut kn but then theres smthng about the speaker that cnvince me , he's telling the truth . and going back to einstein , he dscovered that and found the evidence in Quran . and somehow , thts why its not acceptable . try surf mklumat psl einstein and u'll know that he's dead in 1955 but his history are not told ten yers bfore . meaning that his hstory of life is deleted since 1945 . the truth are hidden . bummer kn ? time tu rse mcm ignorant sgt . jahil sgt . sume nk ambik dr phak laen . kn ? wht do u think ? no offence but i'm jst trying to express wht i thnk about wht i jst happen to find out . hee .<br />
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p/s : korang tahu x perdana menteri tu penggunaan yg salah . yg betul , menteri perdana . heeee .tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-61978994646865908232012-06-04T04:06:00.001-07:002012-06-04T04:06:26.753-07:00tangledassalamualaikum w.b.t. selawat dan salam atas Rasulullah . alhamdulillah ala kulli hal .<br />
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erm2 tday i got my frst assgnment . chemistry . and the nghtmare begins . haha . exaggerating much ? no la . actually , i had 2 classes which are chemstry and biology . sadly ++ pathetically , i didnt revise the topics tht're going to be covered tday beforehand so i'm left confused . in both classes , unfortunately . esp in chemistry class , i was seriously in me dead end . its terrifying snce i could see that i'm the only one who seems to be cnfused and didnt undrstand . then the misery cntnued in bio class . i felt extremely guilty towards madam sham snce she's kind of expcting all of us to do our own pre-revision and apprently , i didnt . once again i became a burden to my peers and lcturer . yela kn . dh ak x phm sorang je so the learning process were knd of dstracted . and i cntributed to that . hee . i feel very sorry to miss suganty and madam sham and the whole class . huu . but anyhow , i'd like to say my gratitude to my lecturers and ai ngn wan yg sudi ajar sy . lps ne , i'm going push myself to the limit and do my own pre-revision . insyaAllah .<br />
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after class , my brain were all scattered . i couldnt digest a thing . otak x saturated pn tp berketul2 smpai brain x bleh interpret . mmg pening gle . after zohor , initially , we were going to have tutorial but somehow , all classes were dismissed so , at 2pm , blik kolej . at 3pm , igt nk prgi library tun sri lanang nk cri material buat assgnment ngn nora dayang and qas but then , what a day . we waited for the bus from 3 to 4++ pm . thats more than an hour . what a waste of time . eventually , we dcided to jst call it off . msk je bilik balik . mmg rase sgt2 rugi mase yg kteorg tnggu bas tu . in an hour , mcm2 bleh buat tau . dah la la bkn hari2 blik awal . biasenye pkul 6 bru balik so mmg rugi sgt . whts more , otak mmg serabut sgt mse tu . dgn bio and chem yg nk cover balik .ishh . bas tu memangggg cari pasal . snce kami puasa , mmg rse dhydrated and exhausted way beyond bearable . bilik plk kt tingkat 4 . sedih kan . what a day . still , blessings in dsguise . we never know whts in store for us so , never give up in hope and Him . amin ya rabbal alamin .<br />
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tune to study mode . weee . insyaAllah .<br />
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-30583081250094500042012-05-30T08:50:00.003-07:002012-05-30T08:50:46.939-07:00fallen to placesassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas Rasulullah dan alhamdulillah atas segalanya .<br />
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actually i have nothing to say but since i'm on it , i guess i have to at least make an effort in it . bkn selalu ade mse nk buat mnde2 ne .hee . erm how am i about to put ths ? ermm kuliah dh start since mnday and alhamdulillah as far as it goes , no problem , yet . its quite a burden as we have a lot to cover but then its fun to learn . fun , eh ? fkir2 lah sndri . in my point of view , yes but seeing those hardworking peers , i thought of how i really have to do my best which i'm not accustomed to . hehe . ntah la camane . might as well become one of them . haha . miracle do happen , rght ? erm , here , i have 8 sbjects tht have to be taken . fiz , kim , bio , statistics , research skill , logical reasoning , apresiasi bhasa and jati diri kebangsaan . some of them are sbjcts for those frst dgree students . haaa , tula sbb namenye asasipintar . blajor pn fast paced la sket . ak ne , yg x brape nk pntar trcungap nk catch up . hee . erm so , credit hour could be transfered laaa . jd , kalu msk ijazah nnti might boleh shortened the time span utk dpt dgree . but before all , pointer utk frst sem tht we have to get is 3.0 and above whch is quite high . kalu x , kne tendang . ermmm ap nk buat . as for scond sem , kalu x cpai trget , kne repeat sem . so the risks are there . same mcm asasi laen .<br />
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i told bfore about going to princeton and apprently , ths aflah named-guy dpt . cngrats and good luck . sbnrnye x knal pn dye . i know who he is but not a friend of mine . i mean , i dont know who i can cnsider as my friend . hehe . pape pn thniah . nk ckp dpn2 kn mcm buang tbiat plk snce i've never talking to him . wee .<br />
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mara results are out . and sadly enough , i'm not qualified . at frst , i cant deny my frustration . that lasted for about 5 minutes and how i realized , how lucky i am . i dont have to thnk more and make dcsion on whch both have their own pro and cons . i could jst live on my life and strive wth what i have now . alhamdulillah ap yg x baek tu ad bnde yg terbaik utk diri kite . ermm buat kwn2 di asasi pintar yg dpt mara , tahniah sgt2 . u guys deserved to be there . so do those tok jiring peers . tahniah spe2 yg dpt :)<br />
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p/s : rindunye kt fmily . ble dgr hasif nangis dlm phone bru ne , mcm nk nangis je . hee .tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-20938074641654920372012-05-24T11:09:00.001-07:002012-05-24T11:09:18.311-07:00the very first dayassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah . alhamdulillah ats segala nikmat .<br />
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ermm i dont know how to start ths but yeah , as all of you might know , i went to ukm strting from wdnesday . the frst thng we did , dftar and then checkin blik . i got the whole one room for myself which is not smthing tht i adore (tp lps tu ad roomate) . dh la x bape nk cntik bilik tu . wee . hehe . zip2 mulut . erm and then they callled us back to give some kind of briefing . they talked about the PERMATApintar programme and such such ; how those kids could go to america at such age of 16 or 17 and how kids of primary school could do smthng extraordinary and how kids of 3 year-old could solve prblems of standard 6 . crazy , eh ? and they kind of expect us to do as much . i thnk tht i'm not at tht par yet . i mean i might be good in a small group of community but being a genius , erk , i dont thnk so . jst being in these kind of group , asasipintar ne la , i chickened out . serious x tipu . sorang2 mcm pergh , komunikasi mmg pergh r . cnfidence mmg , ak jd tukang respek je . dh la plk i'm the kind of talk-less around people tht i dont know . i mentioned ths bfore but ths time , i emphasize , i'm not as talkative when i dont have friend around . and i have to admit ths even when i hate ths , my confidence really loose when i'm not in my people . uhuk . malu je bile bace sndri mnde ne . haha . <br />
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erm anyhow , ths prgramme is created to really polish us in becoming human beings . the shiny-polished-mirror-like one . hee . there are like lots and loads of acctivities to join . i mean the very frst day , they asked us to write an essay about going to princeton in u.s. , which if selected , will be going there at 22nd or 23rd or smthng of june la to join the summer camp there for 3 weeks . one student will be selected among the asasipintar students an another one from the permatapintar la . and then tmorrow we have to sbmit the mathematics olimpiad prticipation form . ntah isi ke x and ntah dpt ke x . haha . org kt sini genius kot . ak ne kelip2 , sengih2 je tgk org . bijak pandai pn x msk lg , nk jd genius . wee . haha . but yeah , i'm putting my trust , fully on ukm , to hone my skills , my self-esteem , self-cnfidence and all those kind of stuff .haha .<br />
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asasipintar is smthng that i would recommend . its an excellent programme but in my point of view , we have to struggle . wickedly hard since its basically back to the basic , taking from scratch and innovate it to smthng thats worth to treasure . we dont have a fixed syllabus and such . mostly , its all about research . we're going to be paired with mentors and lecturers according to our likes and do some kind of research together . presentation is a must so as you can guess , communication skill is fundamental .<br />
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adios amigos .<br />
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p/s : skng dh pkul 2pagi . esok kalu smpat smbung la cite psl mnde ne .hehe . gedik melampau .tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-65367430641200786142012-05-21T08:24:00.001-07:002012-05-21T08:24:32.661-07:00bila hati ckp dah lewat , tangan buat derkassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas baginda . alhamdulillah .<br />
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bfore anythng , alhamdulillah , i dpt jgk brsary tu . after all those thousand calls and such , dpt jgk . kalu akak operator tu tau la sape yg call , agk2 x bh angkt dh kot . bosan tgk org same . hee . i calld bsary last week and they said tht ukm is on the list now . its kind of late at tht moment bcause actually i'm spposed to cmfirm my acceptance by 13th but i cnfirmd it on 15th so , its rather late la snce i knew about it later . and i called them again and again to know about my status la kn . whether my answer was accpted or not . there goes the unending calls again . and gratefully said , i'm in . so for now , sigh of relief . kne tnggu surat2 yg akn smpai , kate nye . i jst need to pay for all the expenses frst and claim blk la . alhamdulillah sbb ok sme . i had doubt at the bginning and strted to cnsider in accepting the allowance by kpt . fkir psl mnd tu smpai x wk ap pn psediaan nk msk u . hehe<br />
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talking about that , i'm going there tmrrow . how time flies , rght ? preparation nk msk u , sme buat hri ne . gile kn . thnks to kmah for helping me doing the shop . and tkah yg tjumpa kt sane accdentally . tnight , packing2 brg sme and last2 byk gile brg bwk . initial plan , sikit je nk bwk brg . then tnye org ne , tnye org tu , last2 ngn ak2 pn bwk byk . haha . mmg byk gile r beg . tnye org laen nseb baek mcm lbeh krg je . hee . ermm last sturday , syuk buat mkn2 so ad jmpe sme kwn2 la except for fni ngn aisyh . ap korang buat erk smpai x dtg . wee . i'm very glad to see them bfore going . extremely hppy bcause if i thnk about it , when else we'll be seeing each other like tht kn . then , the next day went to pkwan ngn tcer and few others . so pape pn puas hti sbb bleh jmpe . haha . crdits for tcer sbb tumpang tcer je bbrape hri ne . <br />
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so guys , i want to apologize for evrythng tht i've done bfore tht mght hurt u . for all those verbal fights espcially wth my families . those unheard voice , un-realized bitter feelings , friends , i'm very sorry . wish me the best and insyaAllah i'll wish yours . feel free to keep in touch . hehe .tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-47874479995344491782012-05-09T07:53:00.000-07:002012-05-09T07:54:29.840-07:00dingdongassalamualaikum wbt . selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah .<br />
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lama suda tarak bukak ini page . hee . erm sprisingly busy ths days . i'm so stressed thnking on how my future plan would be . seriously overwhelming . i keep thinking on how i'm going to srvive . fyi , i have mara intrview ths strday . and upu dah tau kt mane . i got asasipintar , ukm . actually , i'm kind of reluctant bcause of few thngs la . too much thngs i have to consider at frst but for now alhamdulillah dah ok . insyaAllah ths 23rd , i would be there . ermm , my aunt ckp , ukm ne duk kat cerok hutan . nk g jln pn g kt sate kajang je . nk msk bndar , bas , trnsport , mmg hampeh . erm dlm hati , biar betol mk ck ak ne . heh . all in all , alhamdulillah . evrythng has its own pro and cons kn so , choose well and leave the rest to Allah .<br />
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i got bursary actually but snce ukm is not on the list of institutions that it gives so , i guess , goodbye . kind of upset snce i have the rght utk dpt kn . plk tu , sy dtempatkn kt ukm oleh phak kpt kn so , i got ths x bes feeling . hehe . mcm x bsyukur je bnyinye . nauzubillah . if God wills it , evrthing would be jst fine . blessing in dsguise , rght ? another cncern , apparently , as far as i know , x dk sape pn tht i know pg kt ukm tu . huuu sdeh gk r . sebek sorang . join abg sebek . haha . the truth is , i'm talk-less when i'm wth smeone tht i dnt know. nk cri btol2 kwn plk bkn cncai2 . i mean if there's smone frm my school who will be there too , atleast bleh jd the eyes and ears kn . tp ble fkir2 , mase ne la nk test jati diri kn . mntak2 semuanya ok dan dpermudahkan . insyaAllah . i checkd mklumat psl kmasukn ke ukm tu . yuran pndftran gile mhal kot . 1K++ jgk la . i mean , syuk ckp klu usim 600++je . dh la nk tgk jgk mara cmane kn . klu dpt mara , kalau la kn , kalau , and terima offer tu , mcm burn je duit kn . ne kalau je . belum tentu dapat dan belum tentu terima .<br />
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gd luck guys on your ongoing lives and for those yg kne intrview mara . ganbatte kudasai .<br />
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<br />tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-12988236390883556202012-04-22T09:39:00.001-07:002012-04-22T09:44:31.588-07:00pengikut tegar . hihiassalamualaikum . salam dan selawat atas rasulullah .<br />
i'd like to share my MARA essay . hihi . gedik melampau .<br />
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<div class="MsoNormal">
Born to be a doctor . I can see that in me and I strongly
believe I am one of them . My name is
Tengku Mardhiah Binti Tengku Nazmi , first daughter of Tengku Nazmi Bin Tengku
Sulaiman and Nor Akma Binti Mohd Amin . Born in 9th July 1994 . I have 5 other
siblings and one of them is a new born . Both my parents are working , my
father is a radiographer whereas my mother is a teacher . </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Back then , I
received my early education at Sekolah Kebangsaan Tok Jiring and thank God , i
got 5As in UPSR . I was actively participating in martial art of Taekwondo at
that time that i managed to represent the state of Terengganu . I was nurtured
with determination and sense of responsibility all the way through . In 2007 ,
I continued my study at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Tok Jiring from form
1 to form 5 . With the support of all the people around me , I got 9As in PMR
which then led me to the science stream class . I found this special vibe when
learning Biology and this triggered my instinct of becoming a doctor . I tried
my very best in balancing my studies and my co-curricular activities . Debate
parliamentary style was one of the co-academic activities that I joined and
happily said , I learned a lot of things despite missing class . I discovered
my inner qualities that I never had the chance to find before . Gratefully said
, my self-confidence and self-esteem increased and I improved my general
knowledge as much . My position as the vice-president of Ping Pong club and
secretary of Girls Scout in my school definitely hone my leadership skill
besides many other good quality to be possessed . </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
I got 10As 1B (9A+ 1A 1B+) in SPM and that
moment I knew that the chance for me to further my study in medicine is bright
. I realized that this was it ! I could still
fight for my dream of becoming a doctor . It would be a great pleasure to
receive scholarship from MARA to further my study . I plan to study in Ireland
as that country is famous for the born of great doctors . In fact , I have an
aunt who studied there before and is now has her own clinic . I am inspired
mostly by her and not to mention , my father . I want to be specialised in
orthopedics because of him since his work involves in that branch . More than
that , i enjoy studying about human anatomy . Other than that , I also have the
desire to further my study in Jordan . Besides studying medicine , I can
also improve my Arabic language
knowledge since I got B for that subject . The main reason of why I’d like to
further my study abroad is because I want to get more experience of being out
of place at first and adapting myself in it . </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
When I get my degree
, I will begin with working with the Ministry of Health . When things are going
the way it should be , I’d like to further my study to get my Master and then
Phd , specializing in orthopedics . My ultimate goal is to help people to live
their lives in the healthiest way . I hope that I can be a doctor that grows .
Learn new things as each day pass by . Perhaps going to be a lecturer so that I
could give back what I was given . Instead of growing alone , it
would be nice to help other people grow .<br />
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p/s : esei ini dbuat in 2 hours thnks to syuk kimah and fizah for the indirect guideline . thnks alot . kalu deadline lmbat lg sumpah x siap lg esei ne . haha</div>tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-15379345941226998292012-04-13T06:20:00.003-07:002012-04-13T07:09:10.147-07:00and the steep gets deeperassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas junjungan baginda .<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">every rose has its thorn<br />jst like every night has its dawn<br />jst like every cowboy sing his sad sad song<br />every rose has its thorn</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br /></span>i hear ths song these days and realize how close it is in my heart . and i cant help but to thnk of how well it rflects lives . ermm i'm jst saying tht everyone's not perfect and never would be so we have to learn how to give and take . hehe .<br /><br />sabar . a word tht is easy to pronounce but hard to comprehend . you never know the level of patience tht you have until you face wht you cannot handle . and yeah , you never know wht you cnt handle bcause you lose yourself first by then . thts when you act bfore thnking and thus regreting it later . so , sabar sblum buat ap2 . i'm nt the most patient prson out there and i have to tell tht i'm strggling hard in becoming one whch obviously not . hehe . if smthng rage you up , take few deep breath bfore throwing out your opinion . i thnk tht helps alot . ngehehe . i read ths smwhere in book and it says , sabar dalam mencari kelebihan diri . i read ths exactly when i had hard time and wthout doubt , i found solace in it . alhamdulillah , Allah gives His guidance to me at tht time and tenacity is wht i found .<br /><br />you could grief when rose has thorn or you could rejoice when thorn has rose so , always see the glass half full . whch then leads to a happy life :)<span style="font-style: italic;"><span 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mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-6031006286738555422012-03-21T05:20:00.002-07:002012-03-21T06:09:40.865-07:00shriveled up<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ke atas baginda rasulullah .</span><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">obviously , its about spm result . alhamdulillah , thnk Allah for all . yestrday , lst nght actually , i had ths weird dream . dreaming in a dream . sure korang prnh pnye . hehe . i dreamnt for about 5 dffrent dreams . bizzare eh . for each dreams , dffrent people got strgt a's . haha . none of them was me . rase mcm dejavu plk . haha . bcause yes , apparently i'm not .</span><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">when i got to school , there's ths small crmony going on . and they told tht theres 24 strgt a's . phew , i'm glad actually bcause id hear rumors going all around saying no strgt a+ . snce lst year our school had 4 strght a+ stdents , no doubt ths year the expectation would be hgher . and since we cant beat tht i guess it's cool that we outnumbered the strgt a students . hoho . then in mddle of the speech , my mom dragged me out of hall and wth ths cncern look on her face , she told me tht i'm not one of the 24 stdents . i'm shockd but i cant frget the look tht she had on her face . i felt bad actually bcause i was not as sad as she expcted me to be . heh . i had giggle in my heart . seriously . yeah i'm cool hearing that but its inevitable that i felt sad . in fact , extremely devastated but then , life must go on . its jst not good if i cry when my friend cried on my shoulder . that would look bad . isnt it ?</span><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">so thniah buat 24 pelajar yg mndpat smua a . for the boys , u rock . haha . i salute asship , no kidding . and the girls too . korang mmg terbaik la . syuk tkah fzah , i expected u tht much so , not sprised actually . haha . qilah and salma and farhah , debate buddy , cngratulations . table buddy , haha , engku and pkah , u too . kmah asma mira fini fatin aisyh , u guys too . i'm sooo hppy that all of us got no less than 8a's . all my classmates and schoolmates , u're the best . trima ksih krna mmbuatkan cg kita trsnyum .</span><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">i got 9a+ , 1a physics and 1b+ for arabic . i'm kind of not expecting tht since i found tht that test was the best answer that i could give . i mean in arabic test . thats the best sbb sblum ne mmg rse perit jwb ba . ths one was not as bad as bfore but yeah , myb thts not good enough . all in all , alhamdulillah . no regrets . i jst feel bad for the teachers and ummi and abah . they count on me and i feel like i let evrybody down . sorry and sorry espcially to ustz khairul . myb i'm nt that good student of yours but i'm glad to have all of you as my teachers . thank you sooo much . ummi ngn abah , maaf sbb x boleh naik pntas sama2 . hihi . i know you guys are proud of me so i'm learning to do so too . ummi abah tnggu angh alah abang nisa ngn hasif la nk naik pntas plk . hoho . </span><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><br style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">i'm hppy for evryone ! your hppiness makes me happy too .</span>tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-74861605434315855132012-03-12T09:28:00.002-07:002012-03-12T10:28:57.222-07:00sucking things aroundassalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ke atas nabi muhammad saw . may all of us be blessed .<br /><br />i've been busy these days helping my aunt pcking those small thngy for my cousins wedding . andd , last friday we went to jerantut for the wedding . and went back the next day . buttt , my sster and i went to kl wth my aunt . kunun2 nk beli cklat utk ltk dlm goody bag tu sbb tkot x ckup . konon laa . smpai sane around 5++pm . tht nght pegi tgk movie . cite the lorax . yg sadisnye , i went there wearing tracksuit . pulok tu paka lipa jepung . sadis2 . despite tht , tht movie is so cute . the cartoon is nicely done and conveys vivid lessons . the next morning , we went for breakfast kt sunway . tgh layan spgeti tu , perut buat hal pulakk . sah2 tndas kt sane tndas yg style air pancut tu soo , fham2 laa . buat derk jela . then , pegi silau2 org ice skate . the initial plan was to go ice skating but then , we had full meal jst bfore and seeing those bunch of people , x pe jela . bsides , kteorg sme bkn nye pndai . haha . last2 , tgk org je , mark org and eventually talked on how they skate . mcm stalk jgk la . lps tu , we went to the chocolate fctory, beryl's chocolate wonderland but in no vain bcause it's closed . then off we went to beryl's chocolate kingdom . survey2 tgk hrge mhal gile cmpare dgn beli kt kilang . x beli ap2 pn . another chocolate outlet there and as we went checkng it out , the price are jst about the same as bfore so , the main purpose of going to kl is up to nthing . sbb asal2 kn nk beli cklat . hoho . around 5pm , we went back to trg and sampai midnight .<br /><br />on monday , which was today , i had test for my driving lisence . gile kot . jumaat ngn sbtu ad kt jerantut . sbtu ngn ahad ad kt kl . isnin ad kt trg . Alhamdulilah , lulus test . semuanya dgn izin Allah sbb as long as i can see , it was merely pure solid luck . and big thnks to those big hearted jpjs and teachers .<br /><br />these few days , i noticed tht<br />1 . i have severe motion sickness<br />2 . i have inferiority and self-esteem that hit bottom ground ( still working on this one )<br />p/s : result dh dekat sgt dh . wishing all spm boarders the best of luck and nice sleep . pesanan utk dri sndri jgk . toing2tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-30665836560115228372012-02-16T06:42:00.000-08:002012-02-16T08:24:26.144-08:00seems too far<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFuuq0dIsgxZKxFXnwn1-26dtA2_dIPUm_gNajbMHTLFGgmrbqVkgAIsZzecd1bOwuQD-0tGG1YfFiBlpsYdM3SstRhRuJny5f9j1N7vfn03tAtBtNFTgDfnvc3FlyadXjyr3LF1QOYSQJ/s1600/IMG_4277.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFuuq0dIsgxZKxFXnwn1-26dtA2_dIPUm_gNajbMHTLFGgmrbqVkgAIsZzecd1bOwuQD-0tGG1YfFiBlpsYdM3SstRhRuJny5f9j1N7vfn03tAtBtNFTgDfnvc3FlyadXjyr3LF1QOYSQJ/s320/IMG_4277.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5709768740324422562" border="0" /></a>hasif with tot'tot<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpMLer9BaVkzWC8tinEplTJlpQ74ayQYui9M6-uLOLvOLVO8evEKlufwjf7zPFh0T-WyTG_9VArtnl5VRtvIxEtJs9ggH3mDQQPqzMohjjD1713NPu5FJQA-n6ZgFldBMLSY2Ev3cUIupW/s1600/IMG_4252.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpMLer9BaVkzWC8tinEplTJlpQ74ayQYui9M6-uLOLvOLVO8evEKlufwjf7zPFh0T-WyTG_9VArtnl5VRtvIxEtJs9ggH3mDQQPqzMohjjD1713NPu5FJQA-n6ZgFldBMLSY2Ev3cUIupW/s320/IMG_4252.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5709768735066076978" border="0" /></a>hasif went nude . haha<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwk3r-AKzTBIzwHed84zk6iZj1Oa4Cjtqp_MRvTZSplkTHRk2a59NLTP9LRUxUzQkZtWc1xEYBxaNnltMjEjNvY_qtRtI4soozM8HL3iFiXrhmHyCUOMaVkqTqT96atUuUus8qbD8SM-WF/s1600/IMG_4298.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwk3r-AKzTBIzwHed84zk6iZj1Oa4Cjtqp_MRvTZSplkTHRk2a59NLTP9LRUxUzQkZtWc1xEYBxaNnltMjEjNvY_qtRtI4soozM8HL3iFiXrhmHyCUOMaVkqTqT96atUuUus8qbD8SM-WF/s320/IMG_4298.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5709768753516486194" border="0" /></a>he's jst irresistably cute<br /><br /></div>assalamualaikum . been quite a while snce my last post . hehe . anyhow , how's thngs going ?<br /><br />ysterday , i went to a dntist snce my front teeth were in a bad shape . angah also needed to patch her teeth jst like me . frankly speaking , da lame bebeno ak x pegi jmpe dntist . last skali pn mse tadika . if not for annual checkup at school , i dont think i would go prsonally to meet any dntist . i'm kind of traumatize in a way . frst time i went to dntist was when my abah took me by force , pegi klinik tepi hspital . nk cabut 2 batang gigi depan . time tu kecik lg . mmg seramm r . lps tu plk kne kutuk de pk cik2 yg EEEVILLL , ckp gigi x cukup . lg r bengang . 2nd one was ermm i have blur vision about that tp igt lg pipi rse kebas . i still dont know what did they shot me with but one thng for sure , they shot me wth smthing that i cried and me cheeks went numb like senseless . time tu abah plk ckp , dktor tu punye jarum , msuk dr dlm mlut tembus kt pipi . time tu dh la naive , innocent plk tuu . caye habess r .<br /><br />masuk2 je blik tu , dntist tu tegur . alaa borak2 la sket . she's a friend of my mom .tnye this and that . hows thngs going and stuff . pstu tnye kt mne nk smbung study . luar ke local kn , i was like , mne2 pn boleh . dye pn ckp , time ne la nk g oversea , lps kje nnti same ad x ckup duit atau x dk mse nk g . aaa , lebih kurang mcm tu laa dye ckp . fkir2 blik , instinct nk pegi australia tp ad ke offer medic kt sane . hoho . i guess , i'll jst go with the flow . then , dktor tu pn ambk mnde alah ne , tebuk ek , lebih kurang cmtu la , tebuk gigi dpn tu . sbb gigi i blubang kt dlm je . x nmpk dr luar . sakit woo . sengal x igt . msti dktor tu ngn assistant dye gelak dlm hati je looking at the expression drawn on my face . rasenye lahh . hehe . when she put down mnde alah tu , instantanuously , i heaved a big sigh of relieve . legaaa . then she patched the hole . yg tu x saket pn . lps siap tampal , igtkn finished for good la kn . ambik plk mnde alah tuuu . dlm hati rse mcm nk lari je . sakit doe . i know i really sound like a big fat coward but thnking back , ths is my frst experience . haha . malu sndiri bile fkir . nk buat cmane lg , dh mmg x bleh nk tipu2 x takut .<br /><br />when i see how my peers are thnking hard on what they're going to do after ths , i kind of do my own . actually , i have a big interest in geography . thts why when utp opened up their offer , i was interested in taking geology . err i think thts what they call it . x igt mne . then , i told my mom . she sounded reluctant but she tried very hard not to make it obvious . she said that the choice was mine but it didnt sound promising . huhu . she said that it would be a waste since i'm a pure science student . she made it sound as soft as possible but its still noticable .<br /><br />and since i have interest in medic , i thnk i'll be fine doing it . i heard thngs they say about how hard studying tht would be . then , my father talked wth my aunt about how the need of doctors is still on demand but acquiring it is very hard . i cant help to have this negative idea in my head . heh . then , i met my aunt and she askd me about my plan in future . time tu , i still have my doubts so i jst oooohhh , yeeelaaa , ermmm pstu senyum2 . hihi . then she said ' along ! gne2 pn along kne ambk medic . biar r abah ngn umi kate jgn ambik pn . ambk medic gk gne2 pn . tolong bonda lps ne .' toing2 , another reason to choose medic . now , i'm definite wth medic . and the rest is in His will . i'll jst pray for the best for all of us .<br /><br />p/s : org laen bkrja , i pn krja . dr pkul 7-9++am jd babysitter . 9-11 jd surirumah x brtauliah . 11++ jd officeboy , tolong mk cik kemas ofis baru beliau . heh . x tau laa ble nk siap . rsenye da 3hari x bukak ofis .tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-18408204745018213702012-01-14T00:32:00.000-08:002012-01-14T01:18:06.352-08:00missing puzzles<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">assalamualaikum</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">theme of the day ,'thinking back' . hehe . as i've been cnstantly off , i had no chance of story-mory-ing about my cats . my used to be cats . names are titambu whch the idea came from its color which are pu<span style="font-weight: bold;">ti</span>h hi<span style="font-weight: bold;">tam</span> kela<span style="font-weight: bold;">bu</span> and the other one is kokotam whch obviously its color is<span style="font-weight: bold;"> koko</span> and hi<span style="font-weight: bold;">tam</span> . so much for creativity eh? they both have cute bushy tails whch made my mom very thrilled to have them after death of several cats . huhu . sriously , we thought tht we're never going to have a pet after that .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">titambu and kokotam both came from pk ck saiko tht lives next door . the scond day home , my sster whom extremely allergic to cats kickd titambu and rght then , nowhere to be seen . kokotam stayd but once , its cage borrowd by my aunt and i guess he thought tht we forgt about him . haha . lost and not found yet . sedih2 . both are still nowhere to be found . huu .</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiexivyvpmNAsvCETSev7GVyJUibpeD_dCH-FSJQ_Xj6w83ofiyS72NiPBEDKN7u64kXAl58BYFpGHYUKhLAatgASJCPMcTk9XKShhSt5TknG7fcscnwGEZXMcfYi5ht0isgYG6H_KEwG4B/s1600/Photo1078.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" 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/></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">more pctures of baby hasif . hehe . elia , these are for u :)</span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbT1bhATL6yg6tpCP9LtqLnPT6UyYDndH9iJ49Afni-5Sgxq1yo3qRTjlAqLWbdrFyw1IW15POYJ9CcGllz1AImEEKIASfWuT1geNfsu_UDmaGM2i576CD7rf-4YyNFzTJr5m2Zl77AsZ0/s1600/Photo5310.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbT1bhATL6yg6tpCP9LtqLnPT6UyYDndH9iJ49Afni-5Sgxq1yo3qRTjlAqLWbdrFyw1IW15POYJ9CcGllz1AImEEKIASfWuT1geNfsu_UDmaGM2i576CD7rf-4YyNFzTJr5m2Zl77AsZ0/s320/Photo5310.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697407541509165826" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 284px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKoDFAKgN5j8ZjLPMleOUB4HncS8bTa586f1zH2fL1kkM5ppV8EcYL8WutbsNYBi4W4W6EJhU-XJfTCPqu0S1-0cLZccQxqPW4CM58i4KjyYoLj2w0AYi7GZCWgbsQ3uXkzE2y4Lrp2zsh/s320/photo6416.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697406333666839682" border="0" /></a>tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6494547226141594515.post-45518360002310351072011-12-19T21:07:00.000-08:002011-12-19T21:46:36.172-08:00life is . . .<span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">assalamualaikum</span><br />hello hello and hello again . how long has it been . its like forever since i last saw ths thng . heh . anyhow , greetings for the world thts coming . speaking of that , hve u ever watch history or discovery channel . alaa tht thing laa 553 ngn 555 . its like crzy there . i mean , i know that people prdict of apocalipse or smthng in 2012 , but still , i dnt know . i jst cant find a sanity answer to my quest . they keep emphasizing on how the world is going to collapse . gile woo . siap ad marathon lg psl mnde tu . ok2 enough of that . no offense or any hard feelings here . im just stating whats in my mind . i mean , they keep talking about that as far as i thnk that people will be scared to even live . in islam , one day , earth is for sure will be doomed and thts when kiamat happens . and ths actually makes me thnking again , hve i done the sfficient deeds to survive in lifeafter . well , have u ?<br /><br />enough of that . about spm , ermm not bad la . some were excruciating and some were jst plain . haha . bio p2 and psi were some that ate me alive . what a bummer . seriously , im about to puke when i keep reading questions for bio and i actually saw few students cried for that . erggh gile er . but then , ironically , my bio tcer said that its easy so , what can be said . lckily enough , i asked my tcer to check my p1 and alhamdulillah , roughly , i got 49 or 50 because she was not sure for 1 question . thank God . other paper , jst like ones that i had bfore . but thnking of that again , sblum ne ak dpt sume a+ ke ? heh . x kan . then asal ko senang jiwe sgt . hmpeh .<br /><br />i actually have tons to tell but once im at it , evrythng jst keep drifting away . hoho . till then .<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">p/s : kengkawan , bile nk kuar lg . hoho . syok jgk lepak2 tepi giant , org tgk pn pelik :)</span></span>tg mardhiahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01908520590834848270noreply@blogger.com1