assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas Rasulullah dan alhamdulillah atas segalanya .
actually i have nothing to say but since i'm on it , i guess i have to at least make an effort in it . bkn selalu ade mse nk buat mnde2 ne .hee . erm how am i about to put ths ? ermm kuliah dh start since mnday and alhamdulillah as far as it goes , no problem , yet . its quite a burden as we have a lot to cover but then its fun to learn . fun , eh ? fkir2 lah sndri . in my point of view , yes but seeing those hardworking peers , i thought of how i really have to do my best which i'm not accustomed to . hehe . ntah la camane . might as well become one of them . haha . miracle do happen , rght ? erm , here , i have 8 sbjects tht have to be taken . fiz , kim , bio , statistics , research skill , logical reasoning , apresiasi bhasa and jati diri kebangsaan . some of them are sbjcts for those frst dgree students . haaa , tula sbb namenye asasipintar . blajor pn fast paced la sket . ak ne , yg x brape nk pntar trcungap nk catch up . hee . erm so , credit hour could be transfered laaa . jd , kalu msk ijazah nnti might boleh shortened the time span utk dpt dgree . but before all , pointer utk frst sem tht we have to get is 3.0 and above whch is quite high . kalu x , kne tendang . ermmm ap nk buat . as for scond sem , kalu x cpai trget , kne repeat sem . so the risks are there . same mcm asasi laen .
i told bfore about going to princeton and apprently , ths aflah named-guy dpt . cngrats and good luck . sbnrnye x knal pn dye . i know who he is but not a friend of mine . i mean , i dont know who i can cnsider as my friend . hehe . pape pn thniah . nk ckp dpn2 kn mcm buang tbiat plk snce i've never talking to him . wee .
mara results are out . and sadly enough , i'm not qualified . at frst , i cant deny my frustration . that lasted for about 5 minutes and how i realized , how lucky i am . i dont have to thnk more and make dcsion on whch both have their own pro and cons . i could jst live on my life and strive wth what i have now . alhamdulillah ap yg x baek tu ad bnde yg terbaik utk diri kite . ermm buat kwn2 di asasi pintar yg dpt mara , tahniah sgt2 . u guys deserved to be there . so do those tok jiring peers . tahniah spe2 yg dpt :)
p/s : rindunye kt fmily . ble dgr hasif nangis dlm phone bru ne , mcm nk nangis je . hee .
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Thursday, May 24, 2012
the very first day
assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah . alhamdulillah ats segala nikmat .
ermm i dont know how to start ths but yeah , as all of you might know , i went to ukm strting from wdnesday . the frst thng we did , dftar and then checkin blik . i got the whole one room for myself which is not smthing tht i adore (tp lps tu ad roomate) . dh la x bape nk cntik bilik tu . wee . hehe . zip2 mulut . erm and then they callled us back to give some kind of briefing . they talked about the PERMATApintar programme and such such ; how those kids could go to america at such age of 16 or 17 and how kids of primary school could do smthng extraordinary and how kids of 3 year-old could solve prblems of standard 6 . crazy , eh ? and they kind of expect us to do as much . i thnk tht i'm not at tht par yet . i mean i might be good in a small group of community but being a genius , erk , i dont thnk so . jst being in these kind of group , asasipintar ne la , i chickened out . serious x tipu . sorang2 mcm pergh , komunikasi mmg pergh r . cnfidence mmg , ak jd tukang respek je . dh la plk i'm the kind of talk-less around people tht i dont know . i mentioned ths bfore but ths time , i emphasize , i'm not as talkative when i dont have friend around . and i have to admit ths even when i hate ths , my confidence really loose when i'm not in my people . uhuk . malu je bile bace sndri mnde ne . haha .
erm anyhow , ths prgramme is created to really polish us in becoming human beings . the shiny-polished-mirror-like one . hee . there are like lots and loads of acctivities to join . i mean the very frst day , they asked us to write an essay about going to princeton in u.s. , which if selected , will be going there at 22nd or 23rd or smthng of june la to join the summer camp there for 3 weeks . one student will be selected among the asasipintar students an another one from the permatapintar la . and then tmorrow we have to sbmit the mathematics olimpiad prticipation form . ntah isi ke x and ntah dpt ke x . haha . org kt sini genius kot . ak ne kelip2 , sengih2 je tgk org . bijak pandai pn x msk lg , nk jd genius . wee . haha . but yeah , i'm putting my trust , fully on ukm , to hone my skills , my self-esteem , self-cnfidence and all those kind of stuff .haha .
asasipintar is smthng that i would recommend . its an excellent programme but in my point of view , we have to struggle . wickedly hard since its basically back to the basic , taking from scratch and innovate it to smthng thats worth to treasure . we dont have a fixed syllabus and such . mostly , its all about research . we're going to be paired with mentors and lecturers according to our likes and do some kind of research together . presentation is a must so as you can guess , communication skill is fundamental .
adios amigos .
p/s : skng dh pkul 2pagi . esok kalu smpat smbung la cite psl mnde ne .hehe . gedik melampau .
ermm i dont know how to start ths but yeah , as all of you might know , i went to ukm strting from wdnesday . the frst thng we did , dftar and then checkin blik . i got the whole one room for myself which is not smthing tht i adore (tp lps tu ad roomate) . dh la x bape nk cntik bilik tu . wee . hehe . zip2 mulut . erm and then they callled us back to give some kind of briefing . they talked about the PERMATApintar programme and such such ; how those kids could go to america at such age of 16 or 17 and how kids of primary school could do smthng extraordinary and how kids of 3 year-old could solve prblems of standard 6 . crazy , eh ? and they kind of expect us to do as much . i thnk tht i'm not at tht par yet . i mean i might be good in a small group of community but being a genius , erk , i dont thnk so . jst being in these kind of group , asasipintar ne la , i chickened out . serious x tipu . sorang2 mcm pergh , komunikasi mmg pergh r . cnfidence mmg , ak jd tukang respek je . dh la plk i'm the kind of talk-less around people tht i dont know . i mentioned ths bfore but ths time , i emphasize , i'm not as talkative when i dont have friend around . and i have to admit ths even when i hate ths , my confidence really loose when i'm not in my people . uhuk . malu je bile bace sndri mnde ne . haha .
erm anyhow , ths prgramme is created to really polish us in becoming human beings . the shiny-polished-mirror-like one . hee . there are like lots and loads of acctivities to join . i mean the very frst day , they asked us to write an essay about going to princeton in u.s. , which if selected , will be going there at 22nd or 23rd or smthng of june la to join the summer camp there for 3 weeks . one student will be selected among the asasipintar students an another one from the permatapintar la . and then tmorrow we have to sbmit the mathematics olimpiad prticipation form . ntah isi ke x and ntah dpt ke x . haha . org kt sini genius kot . ak ne kelip2 , sengih2 je tgk org . bijak pandai pn x msk lg , nk jd genius . wee . haha . but yeah , i'm putting my trust , fully on ukm , to hone my skills , my self-esteem , self-cnfidence and all those kind of stuff .haha .
asasipintar is smthng that i would recommend . its an excellent programme but in my point of view , we have to struggle . wickedly hard since its basically back to the basic , taking from scratch and innovate it to smthng thats worth to treasure . we dont have a fixed syllabus and such . mostly , its all about research . we're going to be paired with mentors and lecturers according to our likes and do some kind of research together . presentation is a must so as you can guess , communication skill is fundamental .
adios amigos .
p/s : skng dh pkul 2pagi . esok kalu smpat smbung la cite psl mnde ne .hehe . gedik melampau .
Monday, May 21, 2012
bila hati ckp dah lewat , tangan buat derk
assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam atas baginda . alhamdulillah .
bfore anythng , alhamdulillah , i dpt jgk brsary tu . after all those thousand calls and such , dpt jgk . kalu akak operator tu tau la sape yg call , agk2 x bh angkt dh kot . bosan tgk org same . hee . i calld bsary last week and they said tht ukm is on the list now . its kind of late at tht moment bcause actually i'm spposed to cmfirm my acceptance by 13th but i cnfirmd it on 15th so , its rather late la snce i knew about it later . and i called them again and again to know about my status la kn . whether my answer was accpted or not . there goes the unending calls again . and gratefully said , i'm in . so for now , sigh of relief . kne tnggu surat2 yg akn smpai , kate nye . i jst need to pay for all the expenses frst and claim blk la . alhamdulillah sbb ok sme . i had doubt at the bginning and strted to cnsider in accepting the allowance by kpt . fkir psl mnd tu smpai x wk ap pn psediaan nk msk u . hehe
talking about that , i'm going there tmrrow . how time flies , rght ? preparation nk msk u , sme buat hri ne . gile kn . thnks to kmah for helping me doing the shop . and tkah yg tjumpa kt sane accdentally . tnight , packing2 brg sme and last2 byk gile brg bwk . initial plan , sikit je nk bwk brg . then tnye org ne , tnye org tu , last2 ngn ak2 pn bwk byk . haha . mmg byk gile r beg . tnye org laen nseb baek mcm lbeh krg je . hee . ermm last sturday , syuk buat mkn2 so ad jmpe sme kwn2 la except for fni ngn aisyh . ap korang buat erk smpai x dtg . wee . i'm very glad to see them bfore going . extremely hppy bcause if i thnk about it , when else we'll be seeing each other like tht kn . then , the next day went to pkwan ngn tcer and few others . so pape pn puas hti sbb bleh jmpe . haha . crdits for tcer sbb tumpang tcer je bbrape hri ne .
so guys , i want to apologize for evrythng tht i've done bfore tht mght hurt u . for all those verbal fights espcially wth my families . those unheard voice , un-realized bitter feelings , friends , i'm very sorry . wish me the best and insyaAllah i'll wish yours . feel free to keep in touch . hehe .
bfore anythng , alhamdulillah , i dpt jgk brsary tu . after all those thousand calls and such , dpt jgk . kalu akak operator tu tau la sape yg call , agk2 x bh angkt dh kot . bosan tgk org same . hee . i calld bsary last week and they said tht ukm is on the list now . its kind of late at tht moment bcause actually i'm spposed to cmfirm my acceptance by 13th but i cnfirmd it on 15th so , its rather late la snce i knew about it later . and i called them again and again to know about my status la kn . whether my answer was accpted or not . there goes the unending calls again . and gratefully said , i'm in . so for now , sigh of relief . kne tnggu surat2 yg akn smpai , kate nye . i jst need to pay for all the expenses frst and claim blk la . alhamdulillah sbb ok sme . i had doubt at the bginning and strted to cnsider in accepting the allowance by kpt . fkir psl mnd tu smpai x wk ap pn psediaan nk msk u . hehe
talking about that , i'm going there tmrrow . how time flies , rght ? preparation nk msk u , sme buat hri ne . gile kn . thnks to kmah for helping me doing the shop . and tkah yg tjumpa kt sane accdentally . tnight , packing2 brg sme and last2 byk gile brg bwk . initial plan , sikit je nk bwk brg . then tnye org ne , tnye org tu , last2 ngn ak2 pn bwk byk . haha . mmg byk gile r beg . tnye org laen nseb baek mcm lbeh krg je . hee . ermm last sturday , syuk buat mkn2 so ad jmpe sme kwn2 la except for fni ngn aisyh . ap korang buat erk smpai x dtg . wee . i'm very glad to see them bfore going . extremely hppy bcause if i thnk about it , when else we'll be seeing each other like tht kn . then , the next day went to pkwan ngn tcer and few others . so pape pn puas hti sbb bleh jmpe . haha . crdits for tcer sbb tumpang tcer je bbrape hri ne .
so guys , i want to apologize for evrythng tht i've done bfore tht mght hurt u . for all those verbal fights espcially wth my families . those unheard voice , un-realized bitter feelings , friends , i'm very sorry . wish me the best and insyaAllah i'll wish yours . feel free to keep in touch . hehe .
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
dingdong
assalamualaikum wbt . selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah .
lama suda tarak bukak ini page . hee . erm sprisingly busy ths days . i'm so stressed thnking on how my future plan would be . seriously overwhelming . i keep thinking on how i'm going to srvive . fyi , i have mara intrview ths strday . and upu dah tau kt mane . i got asasipintar , ukm . actually , i'm kind of reluctant bcause of few thngs la . too much thngs i have to consider at frst but for now alhamdulillah dah ok . insyaAllah ths 23rd , i would be there . ermm , my aunt ckp , ukm ne duk kat cerok hutan . nk g jln pn g kt sate kajang je . nk msk bndar , bas , trnsport , mmg hampeh . erm dlm hati , biar betol mk ck ak ne . heh . all in all , alhamdulillah . evrythng has its own pro and cons kn so , choose well and leave the rest to Allah .
i got bursary actually but snce ukm is not on the list of institutions that it gives so , i guess , goodbye . kind of upset snce i have the rght utk dpt kn . plk tu , sy dtempatkn kt ukm oleh phak kpt kn so , i got ths x bes feeling . hehe . mcm x bsyukur je bnyinye . nauzubillah . if God wills it , evrthing would be jst fine . blessing in dsguise , rght ? another cncern , apparently , as far as i know , x dk sape pn tht i know pg kt ukm tu . huuu sdeh gk r . sebek sorang . join abg sebek . haha . the truth is , i'm talk-less when i'm wth smeone tht i dnt know. nk cri btol2 kwn plk bkn cncai2 . i mean if there's smone frm my school who will be there too , atleast bleh jd the eyes and ears kn . tp ble fkir2 , mase ne la nk test jati diri kn . mntak2 semuanya ok dan dpermudahkan . insyaAllah . i checkd mklumat psl kmasukn ke ukm tu . yuran pndftran gile mhal kot . 1K++ jgk la . i mean , syuk ckp klu usim 600++je . dh la nk tgk jgk mara cmane kn . klu dpt mara , kalau la kn , kalau , and terima offer tu , mcm burn je duit kn . ne kalau je . belum tentu dapat dan belum tentu terima .
gd luck guys on your ongoing lives and for those yg kne intrview mara . ganbatte kudasai .
lama suda tarak bukak ini page . hee . erm sprisingly busy ths days . i'm so stressed thnking on how my future plan would be . seriously overwhelming . i keep thinking on how i'm going to srvive . fyi , i have mara intrview ths strday . and upu dah tau kt mane . i got asasipintar , ukm . actually , i'm kind of reluctant bcause of few thngs la . too much thngs i have to consider at frst but for now alhamdulillah dah ok . insyaAllah ths 23rd , i would be there . ermm , my aunt ckp , ukm ne duk kat cerok hutan . nk g jln pn g kt sate kajang je . nk msk bndar , bas , trnsport , mmg hampeh . erm dlm hati , biar betol mk ck ak ne . heh . all in all , alhamdulillah . evrythng has its own pro and cons kn so , choose well and leave the rest to Allah .
i got bursary actually but snce ukm is not on the list of institutions that it gives so , i guess , goodbye . kind of upset snce i have the rght utk dpt kn . plk tu , sy dtempatkn kt ukm oleh phak kpt kn so , i got ths x bes feeling . hehe . mcm x bsyukur je bnyinye . nauzubillah . if God wills it , evrthing would be jst fine . blessing in dsguise , rght ? another cncern , apparently , as far as i know , x dk sape pn tht i know pg kt ukm tu . huuu sdeh gk r . sebek sorang . join abg sebek . haha . the truth is , i'm talk-less when i'm wth smeone tht i dnt know. nk cri btol2 kwn plk bkn cncai2 . i mean if there's smone frm my school who will be there too , atleast bleh jd the eyes and ears kn . tp ble fkir2 , mase ne la nk test jati diri kn . mntak2 semuanya ok dan dpermudahkan . insyaAllah . i checkd mklumat psl kmasukn ke ukm tu . yuran pndftran gile mhal kot . 1K++ jgk la . i mean , syuk ckp klu usim 600++je . dh la nk tgk jgk mara cmane kn . klu dpt mara , kalau la kn , kalau , and terima offer tu , mcm burn je duit kn . ne kalau je . belum tentu dapat dan belum tentu terima .
gd luck guys on your ongoing lives and for those yg kne intrview mara . ganbatte kudasai .
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