mid year obsession ?

hello3 .
result for mid year exam was out and alhamdulillah i got my frst 11a . hoho . and not to mention qilah and izan too . not to mention too but ths long list 10a , faiz syuk fizah and salma . and and other long list 9a 8a 7a 6a and all is like wow , INTIMIDATING . so , i've to push my own self to study harder but , did i ? haha . payoh2 . i've seen peers study like hell . work on sbject tht they are nt good in and learn by themselves thngs tht has not been taught yet and i am still , the old me . the one who live in a cozy life , erk i mean the one tht i thought cozy tht i am not realizing the fact tht i'm jst way too left behind . my cnclusion , i've to start doing thngs . thngs tht is jst not the way i was accustomed to . STUDY ! yes2 . i've to or else i'm doomed . huuuuu . cmne la nk survive ne . i'm pressured to get smthng tht i want but at the same time , i am absolutely nt the type who read books and keep revising thngs tht i learn all the time . i want to achieve as good as others but at the same time , i am not willing to work as hard as others . help me . i'm drowned in my own world . i guess my biggst rival is myself or , is it tv ? hoho . its jst that i cant do thngs in sanity if i'm not given the time to watch tv or is it jst what i think . i dnt know but by hook or by crook , i've to . i definitely have to hone my knowledge . insyaAllah , He'll give me the strength . amin .

by the way , since these few days are like everyone's birthdays , i'd like to wish me greatest wish for sbhgian person who help me lit up my life . i jst hope for the best to come to your upcoming days . and ths wish is also bestowed to these people . my mom, dad, ssters, brother, fmily, teachers, classmate, schoolmate and those who know me . my lovely friends syuk, tkah, kmah, fzah, fni, aisyh, ftin, asma, mira and elia .
bday girls , (CLAP)
28th june , aqilah hj mat amin .
30th june , syukriah yusof .
1st july , my mk cik yg x igt la nme pnoh , mk ma .
smoga Allah mrahmati hdup kite dan terus dtrangi hidayah Islam .

wonderfoooool

Alhamdulillah . happy thap indescribable . bcause ...... da dpt mrkah fzik and yes ! i nail it ! haha . mrkah sket tuet je but then i'm very happy wth even that :)

and i've fnished both essays for mini mag . yahooo ! ( kje skolh sme x buat ag ) adess .

ohho last nght i wtched tennis french open final btween nadal and fderer for the frst time sbb ayh nk tgk . frst set , from 2-5 , nadal won by 7-5 . byang r . straight 5 kali mnang . i'm impressed . tp lpas frst set tu x larat dh nk tgk ambe . saket mate je . lmbat thap siput nk abis . igtkn lpas 2 set nadal mnang , kre ye menang r . ghupernyer , ayhku ckp x mnang lg . tmbahnye lg 'sbb tu la biase maen smpai 3-5 jam' . i was like , hncur hrpan nk tgk cte laen mlm tu . hoho . nothng much . adioss .

is dreaming allowed ?

salam . ermm last night i dream about ckgu . and guess what . i get to see her smiling face again . boring , yeah i know but that meant a lot for me . bngun je tdor rse mcm bes sgt2 . sgt2 lega . like all the burden on me are all gone but then reality jst jerk me back to the horrifying truth . still , i love that smiling face and i want to see that more . at least mnde tu pssible dlm mmpi kn . heh . tp kn , i've read smwhere la . klu org tu baek+suka+sayang ngn kite dlm mmpi , kat luar dye opposite dgn mnde tu . ermm btol ke ? entah la kawe x tau gk . hrap x sbb mmpi ne bes that i want it to last . too good to be true eh? hoohoo . won't cost if i hope for that .

oh ye hri slase bru ne my mom's student , nasuha came to my house and sleep for a nght utk stdy . erk term stdy tu btol la tp utk dye , not for me . haha . kteorg bncang2 psl exam paper je . tu pn x hbes . kre mcm peer group dscussion la . the next day la yg x than tu . lpas solat sbuh , mataku ini bknnye than nk bngun . ssdap je tertutup . cnclusionnye , my sster said she stdy all by herself . and wow tbik r . klu daku la , hmpeh nk stdy . ouch . lps bngun , mkn , mop2 lntai , tengok tv la plk . busy ae rutin . haha . last2 she caught flu and wnt to go home tht evening so hntar la dye blik . dlm hati la kn , tfkir jgk , dye x ske ak ke ek . tatau la tp im so so sory bcause i dnt really came in handy . x ajor mne pn . yela cg mlas , ank murid plk rjen . actually my mom said that ths going to last for 3 to 4 days but then .... thts why i thnk im not really likeable . ehhe .
kata2 daku pnye mak tersayang
bgus jgk ummi bwk ank mrid ummi . bru along stdy sket duk umh .

khmes tu my mom cook . heh . mi kari . bes tau . dye msk tu pn sbb pmintaan rmai . ceh2 . x dk la . a little gathering for ummi's colleagues . kot la . ummi ckp , utk meraikan org pjabat . kkg klu nk mntk tlong snang . heh . pape la but a little ermm how can i say ths , tasteless ? haha . sbb sme mk cik-mk cik x dk . ki'il la , kteh la , stu , sni . kt mne2 la . heh . kngkwan pn x dtg tp kmah ngn syhda dtg . hoho .
satu lg quote dr mak tersayang
kmah , rajin2 la mri sni . ne mrdhiah ne cuti tidoo je mnjang .

p/s : sy syg mak sy sbb dye syg sy . klu x dye x kesah pn kn . huhu . ayat skema . lg , kje skolh x buat ag . ne sje je nk wk announcment .