Sunday, March 10, 2013

don't be afraid to read Quran

assalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

just realized that i've posted just one miserable post this year. lol. haha. well i'm so not good in describing my life what's more writing it up. anyway, i don't know what to write but i make an effort, at least.


An old man lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa wakes up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.  One day the grandson asked, 'Grandpa! I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur'an do?'  The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, 'Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water.' The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, 'You'll have to move a little faster next time,' and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.  The old man said, 'I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough,' and he went out the door to watch the boy try again. At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, 'See Grandpa, it's useless!'  'So you think it is useless?' The old man said, 'Look at the basket.' The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out. 
'Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives.' 

honestly, i am not accustomed to read the meaning of Quran but i am trying. still, seeing this article somehow makes me rest assured that whatever it is, try to read Quran though you may not understand. i'm not saying that you shouldn't try, but make the most effort that you can do. you can read, so read it to your hearts' content. 

p/s: i don't know how to start my research. plus my final is going to be this 1st april. what to do -.-'

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

bridging the gap

assalamualaikum wbt. selawat dan salam atas baginda rasul Allah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

ermm regarding my research, alhamdulillah i finally have my mentor for sure. very grateful for that since i feel that at least i have someone to back me up.hehe andd she's going to be here in bangi this tuesday. yay2. my mentor is prof amara and because of her and other doctors, i feel certain, again! that i do want to be a doctor. they are just extremely nice :)

talking about that, ermm mdm roz asked us to fill up a paper with what we're going to further in later. its as if upu laaa. and i hope i make the right choice. hehe. my frst choice, as you might have guessed, medicine. geology and economy as my 2nd and 3rd choice rspectively. i really am crossing my fingers hoping for the best. i've given a lot of thoughts in making these choices so i think i'm not going to regret for any of them :)

ohh and i went to kem sinergi just a few days before at melaka. its somewhere in melaka laa. forgot the name of the place but it was fun. i did the repel thing where you turun guna tali from above. tinggi woo. i am severely afraid of height and you can just imagine how i felt doing that. btw its held by kuim which i myself frst heard of it. it's kolej universiti islam melaka. the way i see this kem is to strengthen the bond of muslims. in a good way.  so muslims, lets strive for for the betterment of Islam. bersatu atas nama Islam insyaAllah.
p/s : abg2 long hensem. lololo. gatai naa. and akak2 sgt manis brpurdah dan brtudung labuh :)

my mid term exam was done and i am in the process of getting back the papers and scores. cuak jgk sbb wktu jawab exam macam ape je. haha. i'm  just hoping for the best insyaAllah.

adios amigos. dont know when else i'll have the chance to post again so ganbatte kudasai.



Saturday, December 29, 2012

state of confusion

assalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

honestly, i have not turned on my laptop since the last post that i made bfore apart from doing assignments and catching up some movies that i cant hold back and u can do the calculation of how long was i being so isolated from the 'great' IT world. lolol. haha. anyhow, i'm so not emotionally stable this days mainly because of the insecurities that i have rght now. things are getting wayy out of hand. janji ditabur seperti menanam tebu di tepi bibir. ehh sejak bila pulak ni pndai brmadah. haha. i'm cnsidering my future. greatly. well i'm not the kind of person who's keen of thinking about things like that but rght now, i cant really help it. its like we're so much at the edge and i must say that its quite hard. everyone's getting emotional and i could see some 'hopes' drifting away. its hard. for all of us. i guess. but buckle up! its the spice of lives or else we wont feel the real taste of what life really is about. special dedication for AP though i know they will never read this. hihi.

blessing in disguise. i encounter 1 almost every day but not that i realize of. pity huh. i know but its inevitable that i need time to actually figure it out. this  occurrence for instance. i never know that i really am interested in medicine bfore. i thought that i might just go with the flow and i do doubt what i am going to do next. its like for once, i do feel the need of why i am going to apply for mdicine. alhamdulillah. but yeah, life's not as smooth as it seen.

my  research project is not budging AT ALL. and i'm at my wits end. for now, i cant even see the light of hope but i must gather myself and wish for the better tmorrow. in syaa Allah. other subjects are okay for now and i hope they will always be. amin2 and i have to say, i am looking frward in doing some charity work this sem for jati diri class. i'd like to feel the frst-hand exprience of doing such thing. sy tahu sy jakun. maaf. its my frst time. what do u expect. hihi :)

p/s : great time spent today wth high school mate, kimah. appreciate each second and i hope to see the others as well. lets bear this for just another 4 months and off the hook bfore starting the horrendous degree years. hihi ;)

p.p/s : rmember the thing that i said bfore about changing to the better? alhamdulillah and i did with quite hesitation at frst. hehe. doakan sy terus kuat. in syaa Allah