shahadatul haq, ghazwul fikr

assalamualaikum wbt. salam dan selawat atas baginda RasulAllah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

 its been sooooo long. hihi. as stated in previous post, its going to be about the daurah that i went before coming home. couple of months ago i think. hihi. i'm not sure either what took me so long to start writing ths back :)

anyway, have u heard of shahadatul haq and ghazwul fikr? well, those 2 are the main point that i would like to share here. if  u never heard of them, its my pleasure if u could take some time and try to read this. it's going to be in the simplest layman term or precisely, my term. haha. sorry if the information is inadequate but u can always try to google more about it. i am writing solely based on what i have in mind rght now so it might be very simple. anyhow, i hope that u could put some thinking and appropriate efforts regarding this :)

SHAHADATUL HAQ.

what first comes to your mind when u read this? kalau korang fikirkn ttg 2 kalimah shahadah then well done, it is!

prkataan aku bersaksi itu sndiri. zahirnya kita akn fikir mksud dia ialah mengakui dan percaya ttg mnde tu. it is but, try to put it in another situation where u happen to witness an accident. that makes u a witness, right? saksi. dan sebagai saksi, kita harus bgtau org lain ttg mnde tu. hbis2 pn kne report polis. and this is what SH is all about. kita perlu menyampaikan mnde yg betul tu. kalau x bgtau org, people won't know jd di mana manfaatnya penyaksian anda kpd org lain. mase daurah tu akak usrah ad bagi beberapa ayt utk mnerangkn lg ttg SH ni. 

Dan (ingatlah), ketika Tuhanmu mengeluarkan keturunan anak anak Adam dari sulbi mereka dan Allah mengambil kesaksian terhadap jiwa mereka (seraya berfirman), “Bukankah Aku ini Tuhanmu?, mereka menjawab, BENAR (Engkau Tuhan Kami), Kami menjadi SAKSI… 

(Al A’raf 7: 172)

Dan kami jadikankanmu (wahai umat Muhammad) satu ‘umat pertengahan’ , supaya kamu layak menjadi orang yang memberi keterangan kepada umat manusia (sebagai SAKSI, tentang yang benar dan yang salah) dan Rasulullah (Muhammad) pula akan menjadi orang yang menerangkan kebenaran perbuatanmu.

(Al-Baqarah: 143)

kesimpulannya, adalah menjadi tnggungjwb kita sbgai seorg umat islam utk mnyampaikn agama islam itu sndiri. x smestinya kt org bkn islam je. org islam juga msih rmai yg belum sempurna imannya trmasuk sy. krna itu, adlah pnting utk kita  saling mengingatkan ke arah kebaikan. skrg korang dh tahu ttg mksud sbenar penyaksian kita jd, fikir-fikirkan :)

jujurnya, mnde ni sgt berat buat sy. when i frst heard of it,i was overwhelmed. i still am actually. didnt do much snce i frst and last heard about it. i dnt know how to act upon knowing so i hope this post can be of an help in some way to help us as muslims in understanding more about islam.

GHAZWUL FIKR.

ghazwul mksudnye serangan. fikr plk, fikiran. so there it is, serangan pemikiran. sbgaimana wasiat raja louise ke-6 (perancis) :

"tiada jalan utk mengalahkan dan mnuasai org2 islam mlalui jln perang.agama mreka mndorong mreka utk mlawan,  berjihad, mengorbankn jiwa... kita mesti lakukan jln lain iaitu mengubah pemikiran islam dan mnjinakkan org2 islam  melalui serangan pemikiran.  cendikiawan eropah harus mengkaji tamadun islam dan  mncipta senjata utk mrosakkn pmikiran org2 islam"

sbenarnya sejarah GF ni seawal syaitan laknatullah di mana:

Sesungguhnya Allah melarang kalian memakan buah ini  supaya kalian berdua tidak menjadi malaikat dan tidak dapat hidup abadi.

(Al A'raf 7:20)

serangan pmikiran ni byk bidang. even bidang yg x disngka2. pendidikan, sejarah, ekonomi, paling senang, media massa. ad lg bidang lain tp sy lupa. boleh la lps ni silau2 kt mne cari psl mnde ni eh. tp mmg betul kn. dlm kita hidup sng2 ni, mmg prnh trlintas psl mnde ni but never give it a deep thought. fikir sikit2 then biar je. terus hidup lg ikut arus. i was and sadly, i am. tp insyaAllah, dgn skeping ilmu yg ada ni, i'll try to bear these in mind and try to make up the best out of it. aminn.

just to make it clear. GF ni bhya tau. korang x sedar pn kekadang tu. mngkin ad antara kita yg hidup fikir nk brjaya je. cuba fikir balik, apa erti sbnar hidup kita ni. nk brjaya semata2 ke? tula apa  yg musuh2 islam cuba sematkn sbnarnye. nk buat kita mkin jauh dgn agama. wallahualam.

i think this is it. maaf kalau ad silap dlm post ni. kalau prasan tolong tegur. hehe. and if u wnt to know more about these two, try to search for it. boleh jgk kalau nk tnye sy and insyaAllah kalau sy tau, jwblah. tp kalau x tahu, ermm sy cuba cari and tnye sesape. wee. lps dh tahu psl ni, apa tndakan korang? fikir2 kan :)

asasi dah habis!

assalamualaikum wbt. selawat dan salam atas baginda SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

wee finally asasi dh habis. glad to say that i am free from the outrageous year of foundation. fyi, i was in asasipintar ukm as i mentioned before. hihi see the underline there. lol.

erm we had our final exam from 1st of april to 8th and i think we wrapped that up pretty well except that i cried like a baby after that chemistry paper. seriously, in my whole life, that was the most disastrous paper that i ever took. bfore, even if i did not know the answer, i had the main idea of what i didnt know. i mean, i just didnt know how to put it as words in paper but this, i was freaked out, out of my mind. i just blanked. more than half of the questions were hard for me that i could not answer and i think in the history of my life, this is the paper that i did not answer the most. i just freaked out.

right after the last exam, we went out to buy things for dinner the next day. horrendous right? nyehehe. tgh tnggu smpai mid dlm ktm, i messaged mdm suganty. lol. never did i did things like that. i just felt the need of that so that she wont be so disappointed in me when she check my chemstry paper. anyhow, we went to buy things until midnight. practically. and when we got back, they did this roll call thingy  that never was done before. at least not that i am aware of. super lol. kteorg x penah2 balik lewat cenggitu and for the frst time, boom! haha.

dinner on 9th april and though it was not quite as expected, i have to say that i enjoyed each tick with these precious guys. i'm surprised myself actually to see that even its not as grand, i felt the warmth of the companionship.

11th april we had to present our research. surprise surprise! at frst it should be done on 12th but somehow it became 11th. my research had no progress at all for like months and in 1-day time, i had to finish it all and i think quite a bunch of us did as well. please imagine this; most of us stayed up   the night before  chemistry paper bcause the syllabus was quite a lot. the next day we were busy for the preparation of dinner and stayed up. next day, the dinner itself wrapped up late, early morning, should i say. the next day on 10th, we had to start doing research for presentation and once again, stayed up to finish it all by 11th, the next day. for 4 days straight, my sleep was not as usual. my biological clock was terribly messed up. and the streak actually went on until 17th, the day we had to submit our thesis. imagine that. for the frst time again, i slept at 6++ in the morning, the last day to finish up all this big thingyyy. my biological clock was one massive mess. i slept irregularly for roughly 10days. these 10 days were seriously packed and jammed with mostly research. lol. most of us did. once the thesis was submitted, it was like a big burden finally lifted off my shoulder. alhamdulillah. and we hanged out for the last time ramai2 kt mines. hik2.

i want to put pictures in this post but maybe in the next post. insyaAllah nk kongsi sikit pasal daurah yg kami pergi. insyaAllah kalau ad kelapangan.

p/s: my grandather is admitted in hospital now. haemorrhage. mohon semua doakan yg terbaik utk dia. amin2.

don't be afraid to read Quran

assalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

just realized that i've posted just one miserable post this year. lol. haha. well i'm so not good in describing my life what's more writing it up. anyway, i don't know what to write but i make an effort, at least.

An old man lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa wakes up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.  One day the grandson asked, 'Grandpa! I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur'an do?'  The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, 'Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water.' The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, 'You'll have to move a little faster next time,' and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.  The old man said, 'I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough,' and he went out the door to watch the boy try again. At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, 'See Grandpa, it's useless!'  'So you think it is useless?' The old man said, 'Look at the basket.' The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out. 
'Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives.' 

honestly, i am not accustomed to read the meaning of Quran but i am trying. still, seeing this article somehow makes me rest assured that whatever it is, try to read Quran though you may not understand. i'm not saying that you shouldn't try, but make the most effort that you can do. you can read, so read it to your hearts' content. 

p/s: i don't know how to start my research. plus my final is going to be this 1st april. what to do -.-'