shriveled up

assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ke atas baginda rasulullah .

obviously , its about spm result . alhamdulillah , thnk Allah for all . yestrday , lst nght actually , i had ths weird dream . dreaming in a dream . sure korang prnh pnye . hehe . i dreamnt for about 5 dffrent dreams . bizzare eh . for each dreams , dffrent people got strgt a's . haha . none of them was me . rase mcm dejavu plk . haha . bcause yes , apparently i'm not .

when i got to school , there's ths small crmony going on . and they told tht theres 24 strgt a's . phew , i'm glad actually bcause id hear rumors going all around saying no strgt a+ . snce lst year our school had 4 strght a+ stdents , no doubt ths year the expectation would be hgher . and since we cant beat tht i guess it's cool that we outnumbered the strgt a students . hoho . then in mddle of the speech , my mom dragged me out of hall and wth ths cncern look on her face , she told me tht i'm not one of the 24 stdents . i'm shockd but i cant frget the look tht she had on her face . i felt bad actually bcause i was not as sad as she expcted me to be . heh . i had giggle in my heart . seriously . yeah i'm cool hearing that but its inevitable that i felt sad . in fact , extremely devastated but then , life must go on . its jst not good if i cry when my friend cried on my shoulder . that would look bad . isnt it ?

so thniah buat 24 pelajar yg mndpat smua a . for the boys , u rock . haha . i salute asship , no kidding . and the girls too . korang mmg terbaik la . syuk tkah fzah , i expected u tht much so , not sprised actually . haha . qilah and salma and farhah , debate buddy , cngratulations . table buddy , haha , engku and pkah , u too . kmah asma mira fini fatin aisyh , u guys too . i'm sooo hppy that all of us got no less than 8a's . all my classmates and schoolmates , u're the best . trima ksih krna mmbuatkan cg kita trsnyum .

i got 9a+ , 1a physics and 1b+ for arabic . i'm kind of not expecting tht since i found tht that test was the best answer that i could give . i mean in arabic test . thats the best sbb sblum ne mmg rse perit jwb ba . ths one was not as bad as bfore but yeah , myb thts not good enough . all in all , alhamdulillah . no regrets . i jst feel bad for the teachers and ummi and abah . they count on me and i feel like i let evrybody down . sorry and sorry espcially to ustz khairul . myb i'm nt that good student of yours but i'm glad to have all of you as my teachers . thank you sooo much . ummi ngn abah , maaf sbb x boleh naik pntas sama2 . hihi . i know you guys are proud of me so i'm learning to do so too . ummi abah tnggu angh alah abang nisa ngn hasif la nk naik pntas plk . hoho .

i'm hppy for evryone ! your hppiness makes me happy too .

sucking things around

assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ke atas nabi muhammad saw . may all of us be blessed .

i've been busy these days helping my aunt pcking those small thngy for my cousins wedding . andd , last friday we went to jerantut for the wedding . and went back the next day . buttt , my sster and i went to kl wth my aunt . kunun2 nk beli cklat utk ltk dlm goody bag tu sbb tkot x ckup . konon laa . smpai sane around 5++pm . tht nght pegi tgk movie . cite the lorax . yg sadisnye , i went there wearing tracksuit . pulok tu paka lipa jepung . sadis2 . despite tht , tht movie is so cute . the cartoon is nicely done and conveys vivid lessons . the next morning , we went for breakfast kt sunway . tgh layan spgeti tu , perut buat hal pulakk . sah2 tndas kt sane tndas yg style air pancut tu soo , fham2 laa . buat derk jela . then , pegi silau2 org ice skate . the initial plan was to go ice skating but then , we had full meal jst bfore and seeing those bunch of people , x pe jela . bsides , kteorg sme bkn nye pndai . haha . last2 , tgk org je , mark org and eventually talked on how they skate . mcm stalk jgk la . lps tu , we went to the chocolate fctory, beryl's chocolate wonderland but in no vain bcause it's closed . then off we went to beryl's chocolate kingdom . survey2 tgk hrge mhal gile cmpare dgn beli kt kilang . x beli ap2 pn . another chocolate outlet there and as we went checkng it out , the price are jst about the same as bfore so , the main purpose of going to kl is up to nthing . sbb asal2 kn nk beli cklat . hoho . around 5pm , we went back to trg and sampai midnight .

on monday , which was today , i had test for my driving lisence . gile kot . jumaat ngn sbtu ad kt jerantut . sbtu ngn ahad ad kt kl . isnin ad kt trg . Alhamdulilah , lulus test . semuanya dgn izin Allah sbb as long as i can see , it was merely pure solid luck . and big thnks to those big hearted jpjs and teachers .

these few days , i noticed tht
1 . i have severe motion sickness
2 . i have inferiority and self-esteem that hit bottom ground ( still working on this one )
p/s : result dh dekat sgt dh . wishing all spm boarders the best of luck and nice sleep . pesanan utk dri sndri jgk . toing2

seems too far

hasif with tot'tot

hasif went nude . haha

he's jst irresistably cute

assalamualaikum . been quite a while snce my last post . hehe . anyhow , how's thngs going ?

ysterday , i went to a dntist snce my front teeth were in a bad shape . angah also needed to patch her teeth jst like me . frankly speaking , da lame bebeno ak x pegi jmpe dntist . last skali pn mse tadika . if not for annual checkup at school , i dont think i would go prsonally to meet any dntist . i'm kind of traumatize in a way . frst time i went to dntist was when my abah took me by force , pegi klinik tepi hspital . nk cabut 2 batang gigi depan . time tu kecik lg . mmg seramm r . lps tu plk kne kutuk de pk cik2 yg EEEVILLL , ckp gigi x cukup . lg r bengang . 2nd one was ermm i have blur vision about that tp igt lg pipi rse kebas . i still dont know what did they shot me with but one thng for sure , they shot me wth smthing that i cried and me cheeks went numb like senseless . time tu abah plk ckp , dktor tu punye jarum , msuk dr dlm mlut tembus kt pipi . time tu dh la naive , innocent plk tuu . caye habess r .

masuk2 je blik tu , dntist tu tegur . alaa borak2 la sket . she's a friend of my mom .tnye this and that . hows thngs going and stuff . pstu tnye kt mne nk smbung study . luar ke local kn , i was like , mne2 pn boleh . dye pn ckp , time ne la nk g oversea , lps kje nnti same ad x ckup duit atau x dk mse nk g . aaa , lebih kurang mcm tu laa dye ckp . fkir2 blik , instinct nk pegi australia tp ad ke offer medic kt sane . hoho . i guess , i'll jst go with the flow . then , dktor tu pn ambk mnde alah ne , tebuk ek , lebih kurang cmtu la , tebuk gigi dpn tu . sbb gigi i blubang kt dlm je . x nmpk dr luar . sakit woo . sengal x igt . msti dktor tu ngn assistant dye gelak dlm hati je looking at the expression drawn on my face . rasenye lahh . hehe . when she put down mnde alah tu , instantanuously , i heaved a big sigh of relieve . legaaa . then she patched the hole . yg tu x saket pn . lps siap tampal , igtkn finished for good la kn . ambik plk mnde alah tuuu . dlm hati rse mcm nk lari je . sakit doe . i know i really sound like a big fat coward but thnking back , ths is my frst experience . haha . malu sndiri bile fkir . nk buat cmane lg , dh mmg x bleh nk tipu2 x takut .

when i see how my peers are thnking hard on what they're going to do after ths , i kind of do my own . actually , i have a big interest in geography . thts why when utp opened up their offer , i was interested in taking geology . err i think thts what they call it . x igt mne . then , i told my mom . she sounded reluctant but she tried very hard not to make it obvious . she said that the choice was mine but it didnt sound promising . huhu . she said that it would be a waste since i'm a pure science student . she made it sound as soft as possible but its still noticable .

and since i have interest in medic , i thnk i'll be fine doing it . i heard thngs they say about how hard studying tht would be . then , my father talked wth my aunt about how the need of doctors is still on demand but acquiring it is very hard . i cant help to have this negative idea in my head . heh . then , i met my aunt and she askd me about my plan in future . time tu , i still have my doubts so i jst oooohhh , yeeelaaa , ermmm pstu senyum2 . hihi . then she said ' along ! gne2 pn along kne ambk medic . biar r abah ngn umi kate jgn ambik pn . ambk medic gk gne2 pn . tolong bonda lps ne .' toing2 , another reason to choose medic . now , i'm definite wth medic . and the rest is in His will . i'll jst pray for the best for all of us .

p/s : org laen bkrja , i pn krja . dr pkul 7-9++am jd babysitter . 9-11 jd surirumah x brtauliah . 11++ jd officeboy , tolong mk cik kemas ofis baru beliau . heh . x tau laa ble nk siap . rsenye da 3hari x bukak ofis .