shriveled up

assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ke atas baginda rasulullah .

obviously , its about spm result . alhamdulillah , thnk Allah for all . yestrday , lst nght actually , i had ths weird dream . dreaming in a dream . sure korang prnh pnye . hehe . i dreamnt for about 5 dffrent dreams . bizzare eh . for each dreams , dffrent people got strgt a's . haha . none of them was me . rase mcm dejavu plk . haha . bcause yes , apparently i'm not .

when i got to school , there's ths small crmony going on . and they told tht theres 24 strgt a's . phew , i'm glad actually bcause id hear rumors going all around saying no strgt a+ . snce lst year our school had 4 strght a+ stdents , no doubt ths year the expectation would be hgher . and since we cant beat tht i guess it's cool that we outnumbered the strgt a students . hoho . then in mddle of the speech , my mom dragged me out of hall and wth ths cncern look on her face , she told me tht i'm not one of the 24 stdents . i'm shockd but i cant frget the look tht she had on her face . i felt bad actually bcause i was not as sad as she expcted me to be . heh . i had giggle in my heart . seriously . yeah i'm cool hearing that but its inevitable that i felt sad . in fact , extremely devastated but then , life must go on . its jst not good if i cry when my friend cried on my shoulder . that would look bad . isnt it ?

so thniah buat 24 pelajar yg mndpat smua a . for the boys , u rock . haha . i salute asship , no kidding . and the girls too . korang mmg terbaik la . syuk tkah fzah , i expected u tht much so , not sprised actually . haha . qilah and salma and farhah , debate buddy , cngratulations . table buddy , haha , engku and pkah , u too . kmah asma mira fini fatin aisyh , u guys too . i'm sooo hppy that all of us got no less than 8a's . all my classmates and schoolmates , u're the best . trima ksih krna mmbuatkan cg kita trsnyum .

i got 9a+ , 1a physics and 1b+ for arabic . i'm kind of not expecting tht since i found tht that test was the best answer that i could give . i mean in arabic test . thats the best sbb sblum ne mmg rse perit jwb ba . ths one was not as bad as bfore but yeah , myb thts not good enough . all in all , alhamdulillah . no regrets . i jst feel bad for the teachers and ummi and abah . they count on me and i feel like i let evrybody down . sorry and sorry espcially to ustz khairul . myb i'm nt that good student of yours but i'm glad to have all of you as my teachers . thank you sooo much . ummi ngn abah , maaf sbb x boleh naik pntas sama2 . hihi . i know you guys are proud of me so i'm learning to do so too . ummi abah tnggu angh alah abang nisa ngn hasif la nk naik pntas plk . hoho .

i'm hppy for evryone ! your hppiness makes me happy too .