holding in there

assalamualaikum . selawat dan salam ats baginda . syukur ala kulli hal .

frst and foremost , hmmmphh , let me heave a big sigh . hee . smpuuuttt la . smput dgn assgnment yg x ptus2 anddd smput dgn unending stairs . nk mkn pg kafe , trun tngga . bfore going down , blok 4 tngkat kne redah dlu . belum ap2 dh collapse . haha . anyhow , i'm still breathing and alive . alhamdulillah .

last weekend , i joined PpMO , which stands for permatapintar mathematic olimpiad . and as expected , i got .... nothing . weee . haha . the exam took about 3hours for 3questions . and i got no ruler , which was necessary to do the proving . no ruler , no mood . haha . thus , x buat la . i left it bare and i think i had good sleep for an hour . teruk kn . but its jst inevitable . its not that i dont know at all nk jwb soaln2 tu but then it needs a lot of thinking and i'm exhausted . my eyes wont open that i'm forced to sleep . its kind of unintentional that i sleep . but yeah , it went wth benefits of being empowered and reenergized . hihi . thniah utk mreka yg dpt hnorable mention , bronze , silver and gold .

one thing that i learned from ths PpMO , mathematics is not jst about counting . its not jst about arithmatics . its more . in fact , i jst know about it . jst realized that we are deceived so much that we are not aware of whats true and whts not . ermphh , we are jst too naive . being ignorance of the happenings that keep occuring . i'm terrified actually to know those truth about wht mathematics really is . its actually an odyssey in finding God . and how we dont know about it . insane , huh ? for instance , albert einstein . korang tau x that he's converted to Islam after dscovering smthing about line . there are no strraight lines in life actually . korang boleh bayang x mcm mne ? straight line x wujud . msti rase mcm ak ne melalut kn but then theres smthng about the speaker that cnvince me , he's telling the truth . and going back to einstein , he dscovered that and found the evidence in Quran . and somehow , thts why its not acceptable . try surf mklumat psl einstein and u'll know that he's dead in 1955 but his history are not told ten yers bfore . meaning that his hstory of life is deleted since 1945 . the truth are hidden . bummer kn ? time tu rse mcm ignorant sgt . jahil sgt . sume nk ambik dr phak laen . kn ? wht do u think ? no offence but i'm jst trying to express wht i thnk about wht i jst happen to find out . hee .

p/s : korang tahu x perdana menteri tu penggunaan yg salah . yg betul , menteri perdana . heeee .