overwhelmed

hye2 . ermm .

how im going to start ths . err pqa frst told me during tnggu turn nk bli abj hri ahad tht elia's gnna trnsfer to another school . its like my heart tore in 2 . rse nk nangis je tp when i looked at her , she too looked err sdih so i dnt wnt to mke her feel much2 more guilty . then i nekad la the nxt day i dnt want to drop a sngle tear in frnt on her last day . i tried my best not to but then she did . i nangis ke erk? i x nk nangis dpn dye! nnti dye sdeh then feel guilty . thats the lst thng i wnt her to feel or do or anything . and i didnt buy a sngle thng for her bcause i dnt wnt me myself to feel like shes gnna drift away from me . i wnt to act like she is nt trnsfering or anythng .

im dnt hve much screts but the least screts , i told her . she is among the frst tht i told if wnt to share smthng . sigh . but nvermind la its not like we're nt gnna meet again . she promised me tht she'll cme to my house . u're gnna come rght? keke .

the kittens , narla and simba died ths week . narla tht snday , wthout dfnite reason died . the leg looked swollen abit . the mom , toffee was like tryng to wke her kitten . trgicly its nt workng . then when my mum's home , toffee mew and mew tryng to brng my mum twards her kitten . its so sad . the nxt day simba whch is mine kne lnggr . died at the crime scene . heh . i told my brother to err tanam kcing tu cpt2 so tht toffee x prasan . nth la rse nye x . overwhelming enough for a week . and bundles of hmework . sme yg blaku ad hkmah .

p/s : lps ne nk stay back at school dgn spe erk? take a vry good care of urself ye mek elia . i'll doakn u always .