Thursday, November 15, 2012

perfect suavity

assalamualaikum. selawat dan salam atas baginda Rasulullah SAW. alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

hrmm. what did i miss? i guess a lot. fyi, i had my final exam startng from the frst of oct until 10th of oct. the papers that had to be taken were calculus, statistics, language and literary appreciation, physics, chemistry and biology. and i got home by 12th of oct and still am home. have my frst sem result in my hand and alhamdulillah even if it might be not enough for me to further in medic, nonetheless, i'm grateful with it. my sem break was disastrous. all days went by completely in vain except for days when i had my muet test and days that i think of as worthwhile since i could meet my best friends though the family were not complete. hihi. anyhow, it's good to be back :)

my break is going to meet its end very soon. sooner than i thought. i did nothing during these time. neither my bio fore-study nor the research thingy. what makes it worse is that the moment i'll be going back to ukm, i heard that we're going to take a test. an english test. a british council placement test to be precise. i'm doomed. and the fact that i have to read the bio notes for that there will be a diagnostic test carried on is not making me feel any better than this. as for my research, i dont even want to think about it. or else my head's going to explode. i want to start doing something but at times like this, i dont know where to start. once i make my kickstart then i think i'm good to go. to be honest, i dont know what am i blabbing about right now. i just feel like posting something since its been a while. well, i want to share some of works that i'd done in my language class. the poster and concrete poem. all these were for my carry marks. hihi.




SPM boarders out there, wishing you all the best. i might be of no help but i want you to think of the main purpose of why did you study all these while. is it all gets down to SPM? NO! so ikhlaskan hati untuk blajar. i know this sounds very cliche but u need to think of the real reason, the purpose of studying. as much as u hate ths fact, u need to accept that the learning process is never ending. face it and lapangkan dada mencari dan menerima ilmu. the more we learn, the more we dont know. kalau hati ikhlas mencari ilmu, insyaAllah x akan hadir rasa berat dlm hati kita mase belajar. my prayers are always with you. special dedication for my sister. please believe in yourself.