hasif with tot'tot
hasif went nude . haha
he's jst irresistably cuteysterday , i went to a dntist snce my front teeth were in a bad shape . angah also needed to patch her teeth jst like me . frankly speaking , da lame bebeno ak x pegi jmpe dntist . last skali pn mse tadika . if not for annual checkup at school , i dont think i would go prsonally to meet any dntist . i'm kind of traumatize in a way . frst time i went to dntist was when my abah took me by force , pegi klinik tepi hspital . nk cabut 2 batang gigi depan . time tu kecik lg . mmg seramm r . lps tu plk kne kutuk de pk cik2 yg EEEVILLL , ckp gigi x cukup . lg r bengang . 2nd one was ermm i have blur vision about that tp igt lg pipi rse kebas . i still dont know what did they shot me with but one thng for sure , they shot me wth smthing that i cried and me cheeks went numb like senseless . time tu abah plk ckp , dktor tu punye jarum , msuk dr dlm mlut tembus kt pipi . time tu dh la naive , innocent plk tuu . caye habess r .
masuk2 je blik tu , dntist tu tegur . alaa borak2 la sket . she's a friend of my mom .tnye this and that . hows thngs going and stuff . pstu tnye kt mne nk smbung study . luar ke local kn , i was like , mne2 pn boleh . dye pn ckp , time ne la nk g oversea , lps kje nnti same ad x ckup duit atau x dk mse nk g . aaa , lebih kurang mcm tu laa dye ckp . fkir2 blik , instinct nk pegi australia tp ad ke offer medic kt sane . hoho . i guess , i'll jst go with the flow . then , dktor tu pn ambk mnde alah ne , tebuk ek , lebih kurang cmtu la , tebuk gigi dpn tu . sbb gigi i blubang kt dlm je . x nmpk dr luar . sakit woo . sengal x igt . msti dktor tu ngn assistant dye gelak dlm hati je looking at the expression drawn on my face . rasenye lahh . hehe . when she put down mnde alah tu , instantanuously , i heaved a big sigh of relieve . legaaa . then she patched the hole . yg tu x saket pn . lps siap tampal , igtkn finished for good la kn . ambik plk mnde alah tuuu . dlm hati rse mcm nk lari je . sakit doe . i know i really sound like a big fat coward but thnking back , ths is my frst experience . haha . malu sndiri bile fkir . nk buat cmane lg , dh mmg x bleh nk tipu2 x takut .
when i see how my peers are thnking hard on what they're going to do after ths , i kind of do my own . actually , i have a big interest in geography . thts why when utp opened up their offer , i was interested in taking geology . err i think thts what they call it . x igt mne . then , i told my mom . she sounded reluctant but she tried very hard not to make it obvious . she said that the choice was mine but it didnt sound promising . huhu . she said that it would be a waste since i'm a pure science student . she made it sound as soft as possible but its still noticable .
and since i have interest in medic , i thnk i'll be fine doing it . i heard thngs they say about how hard studying tht would be . then , my father talked wth my aunt about how the need of doctors is still on demand but acquiring it is very hard . i cant help to have this negative idea in my head . heh . then , i met my aunt and she askd me about my plan in future . time tu , i still have my doubts so i jst oooohhh , yeeelaaa , ermmm pstu senyum2 . hihi . then she said ' along ! gne2 pn along kne ambk medic . biar r abah ngn umi kate jgn ambik pn . ambk medic gk gne2 pn . tolong bonda lps ne .' toing2 , another reason to choose medic . now , i'm definite wth medic . and the rest is in His will . i'll jst pray for the best for all of us .
p/s : org laen bkrja , i pn krja . dr pkul 7-9++am jd babysitter . 9-11 jd surirumah x brtauliah . 11++ jd officeboy , tolong mk cik kemas ofis baru beliau . heh . x tau laa ble nk siap . rsenye da 3hari x bukak ofis .
