exam . fast

hye2 . ermm snce lme x update theres knd of alot to share . its fsting mnth snce 11 august and tday is 26 and i bru nk ucap slamat bpuase . so HAVE A HAPPY FASTING . haha . hncur .

and exam . oti 2 . strted at 16 until 25 . i thnk la . spposedly over at 24th but we hve to re-sit the english paper . wht a nuisance . its so annoyng writing those 2 pages of essay u know . ngn letih tulis , dkwat pen , ketas jwpn bazir je . haha . gile kdekut .

ths time its not a fully frmat exam . 2 hours a sbject . even the questions are not as much as usual but frnkly i thnk it is damn hard . i'm helpless and clueless . and most of pruncingan given is actually half rght . hurmm . i wnder how my marks will look like .

wsh all yg exam . LUCK .

long long way ago , sabah

hye2 . its been awhile snce my last post . even tht i know its not tht ths thng is read but i like to ermm post smthng ?

3 4 5 and 6 august . i went to sabah . school trip or to be precise ko'op trip la . along wth other 7 kids . haha . nani dibah qilah ftriyyah syuk kimah tkah . im actually ina deep dlemma whether going to sabah or the tournment . im so freakng crave for the cmptition . i've missed it like thousnd times bfore . urrggh . so frstrating . last year i've some knd of crmony at umt for pmr cndidtes and i missed tht one . and jst months bfore i cnt bcause of my uncle's wdding . naseb la . nnti lame2 bkarat mmg hncur la . dh la skng pn cm x bpe nk oke dh . ish2 .

i've nthing to share about the exprience going there bcause hnestly , i dnt know where am i going or what i do over there . jst an amazng time wth friends and tcers .

hppy brthday me !

hye2 . errm .thnk u so much to spe2 yg wish and gve presents . parents siblings fmilies and friends . kimah syuk tikah pni asma' ftin fzah aisyah pika mira and ofkos my dear elia . thnk u so2 much . pndai korng buat tu sme ae . sdeh sy sbb cme sy sorng je awk sme x kbo . nanges dh pn . uuuh . im shocked seriously tp buat2 cool . haha . cool ke . malu plk . segan lg . sy x buat ap2 pn kt awk sme . sori ae . x pe nnti end year ne kte hang out rmai2 ae . bak kte pni la . asal mcm skema plk ne . heh . i thnk its mjorly caused by the excessive explosion of happiness . haha .

errmm . as i da jmpe kwn i tu and apparently she already know my result so here they are .
bm 74
bi 74
ba 78
mm 98
mt 78
fiz 70
kim 75
bio 84
pqs 80
psi 83
sej 76

mrkh ne igt2 lupe je . its around that la . ermm jst like bfore its jst that my number drop from 2 to 5 . but alhmdulillah from 9as to 11as . im a bit frstrated but im grateful wth it . its okey . faiz izan aqilah and hfiza cngratulation on u guys . i hope i can jst pass through them . haha . i dont thnk thts the rght word . anyhow they surely boost my cmpetitive side . thnks .

once again thnks a bunch all sbb igt my brthday . thnks alot .

odd (?)

hye2 . errm .

ths post is spcially made to express my errm oddness ?
well just now i wtched tv . its about mystery and spirit . ghost for simple . its about ths prgnant wman tht dsturb a hot spot . her child in her womb dsappear and she bcomes well how would i say ths . errm possessed ? after tht even the dctor said tht she'd nver prgnant but the day she went to the hot spot , her prgnancy is already on its 3rd mnths . so its bizzare . then her mother in law called a man known as 'iman' to help them . ths is where im very cnfused at . its very odd . that fmily are all indian and i dnt thnk they're muslim but then when ths kind of thng hppen they called a muslim to help . errm . weird . i mean shouldnt they called monk or smthng they believe in ? im not tryng to say tht ths shouldnt hppen but ths is rather weird and i found ths interesting . errm . then when the iman try to heal the wman , he pray to Allah wth al-Quran wth him . at the same time the woman's fmily is praying to their God . doing some ritual among them and recite their own pray . ermm .

i dnt know wht ths actually mean but to be honest i thnk ths is a compliment for islam . u know . well even non-muslim asked muslim to do ths knd of thng . and i dont see why cant they jst believe in Allah . i mean the proof is jst so vsible . errm .

p/s : ths story is kind of like ermm dicumentary . its non-fction . so it really hppen .

smbut menantu 12th june

hye2 . its been busy since wdnsday because the house're nt ready yet . i mean its nt even fnished . all the elctricity were done that thrsday and mjlis doa naik rmah were done that nght . my grndpa was like ' dang ke siap ari ne ni? ' snce tht evening . even my grnny were fed up . people hd been so busy yet he jst wndered around the house thnkng whether the house wll be done .thats why shes upset wth him . heh . and the house is cmplete wth lngsir for the ceremony . the day bfore mjlis pn looked like its packed . packed dgn org buat kje . org psng lngsir . org elektrik . org syiling .org lndskap . org rmai mcm da hri mjlis . heh . nme ja mjlis smbut mnantu tp siap bsnding and mkn bradab . heh . i dnt know . mayb mmg adat org utara kt . or myb sbb my new aunt tikah ank tunggal so mcm tu la . grand la . tht day mmg ad byk mjlis . dlm my fmly pn ad 2 wedding . belah mk 1 blah ayh 1 . i didnt go both . heh . but my prents went the one belah my dad . its held at TTI .

kedah and bkt merah

yg ptndingn pengguna tu . hehe . x cntek mne .

hye2 . my fmly and i went to kedah again strting friday . utk akd nikah plk and the wedding .





then on snday we went to bkt merah . been there for 3 days 1 nght . smpai sne snday evening . cme mndi2 kt pool aprtment je . the nxt day went to x tau kt mne . heh . frst went to org utan island then ecopark . i love the bear cat and squirrel mnkey there . so cute . then mndi2 kat waterpark . then back at about 7pm . been there snce mrning . heh . the nxt day went home straight away after mndi2 kt pool apartment . freezing cold . mcm mne la adek2 ak bleh msk . i caught flu and cough alot . but the sore throat startd snce the frst day holiday .

like finally

hye2 . phewww . exam's over . mid year ja . big fuss? yes ofkos . im tortured ths 3 weeks .

bm . paper 1 oke la . paper 2 gle . pnjng nye . no enough time . the questions are like tryng to kill me .
bi . scond essey la cndeng sgt2 . grammar,no where . points,no where . im dead .
ba . no komen la .
mm . paper 1 lots of careless mstakes .
mt . ths one pn no komen mne .
bio . knd of oke . paper 3 r reka je .
kmia . paper 1 like ko . i dnt even know what to answer . paper 2 n 3 jst so so .
physics . hncuss sehncur nye .
sej . my head burst out .
pqs . pn unprdctable question should i say .
psi . uuuh . ustzh check on my paper jst few days ago in frnt of me .
and the cross are everywhere . anywhere .

enough of that . its over anyway . over and over . fullstop .
im nt going to be in frnt of cmpter for quite some time . err for some reasn . im going to be dead meat . wht am i going to do ths hliday?

blablabla

hye2 . errm koko week . its fun and fun? idk . its like smthngs missing but i dnt know what . im in for the marching cmptition . humiliating should i say? anyhow its fun . much much well better than last year . number 6 over 9 . not goofy place . phew . as other team , they're jst superb .

and im sorry for my rage during prctsing . i really am . its jst that , its hot , my feet sore , with like zillions of prblems occur that week , i jst lost my temper . when i thnk back about it , its jst not rght for me to just blurt out my anger . i mean all of us are in the same stuation . so i guess err im so so sorry .

ths weekend is great though . at frday my friends came to my house . and im so glad to see them . so so glad that i talked so loud . keke . i talk crap when im excited . at nght i go to gym class . supposely start on 8.30 but i go there by 8 bcause i thnks it starts on 8 . keke .

saturday nothng much . long slumber . tired .

snday . ahh we went to sekayu since 9am . its been awhile we've been there . its like all the problems instantly fly away . almajaz . keke . and for sure these guys sure know how to hve fun . we head home at about 3pm . on the way home stop by shop to hve a look on tiles for the toilets . in the end kne pgi dgn boss bsar jgk x da bli ape2 . then pick up my lil sis specs . kcik2 da pkai spek .

overwhelmed

hye2 . ermm .

how im going to start ths . err pqa frst told me during tnggu turn nk bli abj hri ahad tht elia's gnna trnsfer to another school . its like my heart tore in 2 . rse nk nangis je tp when i looked at her , she too looked err sdih so i dnt wnt to mke her feel much2 more guilty . then i nekad la the nxt day i dnt want to drop a sngle tear in frnt on her last day . i tried my best not to but then she did . i nangis ke erk? i x nk nangis dpn dye! nnti dye sdeh then feel guilty . thats the lst thng i wnt her to feel or do or anything . and i didnt buy a sngle thng for her bcause i dnt wnt me myself to feel like shes gnna drift away from me . i wnt to act like she is nt trnsfering or anythng .

im dnt hve much screts but the least screts , i told her . she is among the frst tht i told if wnt to share smthng . sigh . but nvermind la its not like we're nt gnna meet again . she promised me tht she'll cme to my house . u're gnna come rght? keke .

the kittens , narla and simba died ths week . narla tht snday , wthout dfnite reason died . the leg looked swollen abit . the mom , toffee was like tryng to wke her kitten . trgicly its nt workng . then when my mum's home , toffee mew and mew tryng to brng my mum twards her kitten . its so sad . the nxt day simba whch is mine kne lnggr . died at the crime scene . heh . i told my brother to err tanam kcing tu cpt2 so tht toffee x prasan . nth la rse nye x . overwhelming enough for a week . and bundles of hmework . sme yg blaku ad hkmah .

p/s : lps ne nk stay back at school dgn spe erk? take a vry good care of urself ye mek elia . i'll doakn u always .

share em know em

hye2 . tday i went to school for a prgram . like a bunch of thngs we did . and the part that i lke most is when we're asked about each others first opinion . ths is my group and opinion dyeorg about me
kak amalina
kak syahirah-cari kyakinan.tnye ap yg x tau kpd yg lbih tau.truskan usaha
kak hkmah-merupakan seorg yg pndiam
kak huda-org yg lasak dan serius
kak ain-lihat kat muka mcm bdak bjak
kak ina-agk pndiam.bckap bla dtanye.pasif
kak hdayah-bjak and pndai.gnekn klbhan ne utk tlng kwn.truskn usaha
kak ayu-pendiam
kak fzah-takut je nk tgur tp boleh msk kwn kot
hfzah-bijak
tasha-nmpk mcm pndiam tp rsenye...enthlah.yekot.suke snyum

thnks for being frank . well when i look at ths i starts to thnk 'am i that quiet' . but then still i am quiet jst now . its jst that people needs time to adapt . i guess im not the only one . nonetheless evrythng is superb . i hope in other time it wont be awkward when i meet them . im referring ths to myself .

sharing the grief is half the sorrow, happiness when shared is doubled . and my tov result . its neither so good nor so bad .
bm 81
bi 77
ba 68
mm 95
mt 66
pqs 74
psi 93
bio 73
fzik 84
kmia 85
sej 78

alhamdulillah . better luck next time . best wishes for all of us .

holiday . exam

hye2 . keke . its been awhile since my lst post. smtimes i do login but then i dnt know what to write . for instnce rght now . my mind's blank . im absorbed in wdding dash (again) . im playng it rght now but the levels too hgh . heh . so i jst try to post smthng .

few days ago i talked wth my two sisters .
sister : spe artis yg gelap cntek ?
me : jssica alba , eva lngoria , jada pinkett and so on .
sister : oprah ?
me : ....
last sister : ( laugh out loud )
sister : wkpe ske sgt oo . knal x spe oprah ?
last sister : x .
me and sister : dh wkpe ske ?
last sister : sbb nme dye klako .

keke. bosan and i thnk thats funny . boleh nye dye x knal oprah . i mean its oprah .

ahh actually hliday is near the end . and the exam is near the start ? keke .
ths holiday is urrm . plain . nthing much . jst busying up myself wth addmth . for exam . klu x exam x bce kn . i did some prepration for tov . well kind of . i did flip the bio mthmode addmth chmistry txt book . first time . bfore ths i thnk i dont or nver (?) jst open up my text book to stdy . if its for the hmework, i mean evryday ofcourse i do open the the book . tp utk ulngkaji . not once i suppose . bru dtg ksedarn ne .

i thnk its bcause i dnt know what to expect wht kind of question will pop out . so im feelng insecure and and and i dnt know . i jst dnt wnt my mom to feel disappointed bcause of me . my result . i mean if i do show some effort , that will make her thnk that i do try my best .

do the best ye kwn2 . my best wishes on all of us . amin .

trip to kedah

hye2 . journey to kedah .

satrday 13 feb .
the trip from trg to there took about a day . g rmai2 x rse bsan sgt . on the way there we stoppd bfore msk hghway . mkn dlu bcause we brought along food . heh . mkn celah bkit .

msk hghway kuar hghway tup2 smpai . waitng for fmily aunt tkah dtg dkat tol nk msk alor setar . tnggu pnye tnggu smpai sdh . as we went there like about 8 cars , mine was lost . mkn buah lngsat . the other 7 da smpai hmestay kteorg je blm . heh .

snday 14 feb.

i dnt go anywhere kat sne . bfore we went to aunt tkah's house utk tnang my mum and my aunt went to pkan labu . i ddnt go . mlas . heh . or to be precise not invited? g umh aut tkah's then blik . then went to ummi's cousin's place at err lpe sdh . went bck late .

mnday 15 feb.

next day went to pdang besar perlis . ocean of people should i say? idk . then went home to trg .

ths whole thng really wore me out but its fun as we were there wth the whole other fmily .

chnese new year

hye2 . theres alots of bizzare thngs hppening ths week . heh .

errm its day off ths snday and mnday . chnese new year kn . yeah merely snday and mnday . not tuesday wdnsday nor thrsday . sigh . still teachers are like enjoy giving hmworks and toturng us . is it really that good by gving such burden on us . we're on leave jst for 4 days . its like jst two weeknds rght . the hmworks are piling up for months . heh .

my uncle is going to brtunang ths week . ths snday kot . we're headng to kedah . my aunt plan jln kat lngkawi but since the school(my school) is opening ths tuesday mayb skjp je . at first im nt fellng good about it sbb we're back early bcause im schoolng on slase kn . bt then my mum said that my dad hve to work on tuesday too . so its nt like all my fault . heh . kuno pnye pmkirn .

pen off .

tick tock

hye2 . hmeworks calling me . heh . like 24/7 . kacau btol .

errm i thnk f4 aint that bad . i mean im feelng im learning more and now tht i know theres alot more i dnt know about . i mean a lot lot lot more . heh . i thnk learning is fun . haha . lame rght .

urrm i thnk im gettng to start undrstnd physics . heh . not fully but like finally i know what the teacher is tlkng about in class . heh . bfore ths whenever its physics period i'll turn moody . its like my mouth is sealed . yeah . i talk less . do nothng . thnkng about how im dead when the exam come . haha . like hell funny . im tortured .

im losng kind a bunch of friend . heh . tkar skool la . sdeh jgk . org yg tuka2 tu x tau kwn2 dye sme brat hti kn . heh . wsh all of u prosperous and hppness .

annoyed

hye2 . ermm id like to express my feelings about the whole thng that hppened at skool tknik . heh . i suppose evryone share the same one . annoyed . yeah . i know . i mean more than the half of what was said was all about politics . politics o politics . i trmendously hate people who talks about party and stuff like that especially when it cmes to campaigning . hello , we're students . rmember? what mkes thngs worse is that the sjil that should be given tslh bg kat skool laen . big chaos . heh . one of my clasmate jokes la kte klu x jmpe gk kte sewa bas serang pjbat yayasn . ye2 ja . dspite of all that the cremony safely end . heh . way home i tell my mum about all the incdents . she rsponds 'mjor la umi x pg kn . klu x msti boring' . as i keep telling the story she keeps on repeatng the same words . heh . i got ur point . u dnt hve to rpeat it .

one psitive thng is that i hve the chnce to meet my long-time-no-see friends . heh . nbila amira zwani nadhirah ayeh and paan . even if dyeorg da lupe pn i still cnsder them as my friend . lntak dyeorg la nk igt ke x asalkn i do rmember . heh .

urrm . school is doing well . i get the clear vision in almost evry sbject except for physics . seems so blur . and frankly i hate ths . i hate to study wthout knowing what i'm studying about . its jst the same as not studying at all . hurmm . i thnk i hve to read the book again and again until its crystal clear . haha . we'll see . mcm la ak ne rjen sgt . ganbatte kdasai .

ooh and my best wishes to my friend . cpat smbuh and bia sme2 pning blajo addmath .

salam .

suffocated

hye2 . umm uh im drowning in the deep ocean of hmework . heh . i feel a tight strngle at my throat rght now . each techer seems wnt to gve us like tonnes of hmework . mayb im exagerating thngs abit but really . im cnfused .

even ths is the frst week blajo , i'd kne dnda . heh . last tuesday ustzh pauziah came in the class then asked us to cme infront and read out loud tasrif . its a chaos fr quite a while bcause err i dnt know about the boys but the girls majority x igt tp ad la yg ingt . so kteorg yg x igt ne dsprately tnye la yg igt . i did rmember the tasrif for 'zahaba' but when i chnged the word to 'kataba' my mind went blank . so i ended up stndng on the chair . embarrassing . heh . thn je la .

pen off . salam .

delayed new year

hye2 . its 2010 now . jst in a trice im f4 now . gettng older without realizng it is suck . im one of them . x sdr2 yg prngai msh bdk2 . heh .

frst week being a f4 stdent . erm . dpends on ones opinion but i thnk its quite great . mayb sbb x start study lg . heh . bunch of people said naek f4 da ssh mnde nk blajo . even my mom said 'nnti naek f4 x dk dh nk maen2 mcm f3 . x leh dh nk exam bru bce . kne bce bce dr awl la .' blom blajo blom tau kn . we'll see .

ooh we the f4 ad prgram pmurnian for ths week . we hd to tke an exam to classified us . haha . its outstndingly hard . math specially . x jwb 2 soaln plk tuh . ades . good thng tht sme stdent who askd for sains tulen hve the chnce to be in tht class . phew .

smtimes i wnder knp bdk2 nkal nk gk msk skool tj . dyeorg tau skool tuh put attitude in first prior . so redha je la ble cg sruh buat this and that . klu nk buat jht sgt pg la skolowh laen . jgn brukkn nme skolowh . i smtimes do did smthng nt appropriate too . but at least i tried nt to . and them . they seems nt feelng guilty at all ble cg2 trase hti . whats that . so lame . so barbarian . heh .

btter stop now or else smthng worse wll come out . sorry if ths whole thng is rude .
good luck la sme . thn bru azam bru . hpefully we'll cntinue to be excellent .