perkhemahan perdana f5 . hermm . biase lar .
26th
my friends and me hd to prform once again speech choir and thts why we're knd of late going to smk bkit gntong . in fact we're the last one to arrive tht evening . upon arrival , all tents were set up and lckily arina , one of our group mmber is knd enough to set up our tent . thnk u and sory sbb kteorg lmbat . kung2 here and there .
mlm tu we'd to create our motto, logo, lagu ngn energizer .
moto nye ' bear them share them '. lagu gemilang, ella . energizer ermm , ' mamuhimmun ta'awun, mamuhimmun wafiun, mamuhimmun ikhlasun, mamuhimmun sohabatun '. haha hebat la kump 8 .
27th
jngle trekking for 4 hours . gile letih but exciting . mrangkak la harung air ngn selut la . mcm2 . habes hitam ksut putihku . hmpeh . but its knd of worth it if ksutku x jd mcm tu . to see lovely nature tht Allah hve given to us the humankind . yg kurang bes nye the fcilitator said tht kte sume kurang ad krjsame smpai terputus terus and sesat dh sket . and mnde yg x bes lg is one of my friend said tht i was one of them . seriously , i was hurt . my throat was sore yelling mcm org gile to keep people in front and behind of me to keep intact and she can blurt tht words to me . ermm .... pape la . mngkin mmg sy saloh kot . its jst tht sy x sdor . sory :(
petang explorace . kne ltk selut ats muke and msuk air sbb bg bndera yg diamanahkn kt cg . mcm2 la . mse kne susun mncis . ermm ahli kmp sy siap dh wk pstu ssdap hati je sy rosakkn sbb igtkan cg tgk dh . and thngs tht made me overwhelmed is tht one of the mmber in my group tht obviously saw me did all tht kte yg mncis2 tu kne tiup de angin sbb tu rosk . mmber llki hk laen x caye pn sbb dyeorg kte x kn la angin wk gerok smpai gtu skli . llki yg tlong cover td pn truskn cnvince mmber yg laen mmg angin yg buat . i was speechless . rse bsaloh sgt .
mlm tu our group didnt perform bcause we're asked to help the tcers wth chores of grilling chckens sausages fish and sotong . hbis bsuk baju bau asap . last2 byk gk ayam x bleh mkn sbb masam . siap2 tu rse letih sgt smpai rse mcm klu tdo brdiri pn bleh .
28th
msakan rimba .we're asked to msk telur 2 biji ngn roti yg dbuat sndri gne tepung . sy x wk mnde pn cme cri selut nk balut telur je . and sadisnye telur la hk mletup nye . haha . roti bes je . bak kte kimi ank ayam nk kuor . sprisingly , group kami la hk mnang ktegori mskn . haha .
ths prgram teaches me value of friendship , tolerance and patience . wth the help of many tcers willing to scrfice their time and mmbers of group 8 , i'm hppy to be there wlaupn x dk la bes mne . hehe . big thnks to kimi yusof frdaus bkhari arina fini tikah mira asma syuk aisyh fzah and kmah ngn ftin wlaupn dyeorg group laen . i'm very sory sbb spnjng ad kt sne mmg i admit tht i was tempered sgt . sory sgt2 espcially to asma . hehe . but in the end sme mnde tu la tht actually strengthen our friendship . even tht we all know rmai org yg x puas hati ngn kte . i jst hope tht all tht wont effect our tie . and hopefully we're able to go through all those hatred wth strong heart . lets jst wish tht they are good enough to stop those ugly fabrications .
as long as we know how to keep alive .
we'll be allrght .
:)
p/s : its time to reopen books left for ages and study . huhu . but whenever i open any of them , effortlessly , my eyes are shut closed . cmne ne . x pe , be strong . Allah is alwys there to help me and YOU .
Friday, April 29, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
knocked down
salam . sigh . extremely tired . extremely kuase 2 tired . huh . i actually nearly faint . never been like tht bfore . its horrifying . even when i run like miles bfore and sddnly jst sit , i'd never feel like ths . ths is far worse . knpa ye ?
every sngle word tht you spit out left deep wound in my heart . uhuk . i'm chocked whnever i thnk of ths . i'm strngled , forced to hold my tears (yg mmg dh kuar) . i hope tht i wont hve to hold my tears again . i hope tht i wont ....
hope . word tht gves me new dimension to thnk of . bilekah hati cg akan terbke . only hope that i can rely on for now .
debate . speech choir
18 and 20 april
at 18th , the quarter and semi final at smk chalok . we won over smk ajil as opp and smk sg tong as gov .
20th was the final leg . lost to smk sltan ismail . sory teachers and friends sbb sy x buat dgn baek . sdih ble fkir tht there are more tht i can show rather than stammering like tht . huhu but its good to thnk tht there'll be no more class skipping and busy + frenzy . thnk u tce wan dayang , tce salmi , tce mala and tce rokiah for stopping by and keep gving lesson and ideas to make sure tht we can prform good . peers tht is jst as pening as i am nk cri isi and sme la . so , thnk u too . qilah salma farhah zhirul fahim and sulaiman . korang sme mmg bgus la . mmg sme2 memerah otak utk tlong team debate . so i am proud to say tht i am proud to be one of the people dlm team debate tht is filled wth so many great people .
25 april
hoho . speech choir di smk lmbah bidong . too sweet to share lovely moments wth korang even kte kalah . kui2 . bkn kalah tp no 5 . ok ap . thnk u tce rosidah and tce sarina . ahli2 yg ske mkn sme nye , balqis, ayeesha, najihah, amin, adnin, hilmi, najwa, ada, mkhlis, zul, amirul, husni, maryam, bobo, insyirah, aimi, farah, ummi, amiera, dada, and few others ( x igt ) and mst imprtntly syuk fini asma kimah mira fizah tikah fatin and aisyah . in my opinion wht we'd done is jst the best . thumbs up :)
every sngle word tht you spit out left deep wound in my heart . uhuk . i'm chocked whnever i thnk of ths . i'm strngled , forced to hold my tears (yg mmg dh kuar) . i hope tht i wont hve to hold my tears again . i hope tht i wont ....
hope . word tht gves me new dimension to thnk of . bilekah hati cg akan terbke . only hope that i can rely on for now .
debate . speech choir
18 and 20 april
at 18th , the quarter and semi final at smk chalok . we won over smk ajil as opp and smk sg tong as gov .
20th was the final leg . lost to smk sltan ismail . sory teachers and friends sbb sy x buat dgn baek . sdih ble fkir tht there are more tht i can show rather than stammering like tht . huhu but its good to thnk tht there'll be no more class skipping and busy + frenzy . thnk u tce wan dayang , tce salmi , tce mala and tce rokiah for stopping by and keep gving lesson and ideas to make sure tht we can prform good . peers tht is jst as pening as i am nk cri isi and sme la . so , thnk u too . qilah salma farhah zhirul fahim and sulaiman . korang sme mmg bgus la . mmg sme2 memerah otak utk tlong team debate . so i am proud to say tht i am proud to be one of the people dlm team debate tht is filled wth so many great people .
25 april
hoho . speech choir di smk lmbah bidong . too sweet to share lovely moments wth korang even kte kalah . kui2 . bkn kalah tp no 5 . ok ap . thnk u tce rosidah and tce sarina . ahli2 yg ske mkn sme nye , balqis, ayeesha, najihah, amin, adnin, hilmi, najwa, ada, mkhlis, zul, amirul, husni, maryam, bobo, insyirah, aimi, farah, ummi, amiera, dada, and few others ( x igt ) and mst imprtntly syuk fini asma kimah mira fizah tikah fatin and aisyah . in my opinion wht we'd done is jst the best . thumbs up :)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
post yg TIZ
TAK IKUT ZAMAN . haha . frst2 cngrtltions for the spm cndidates 2010 . superbly cool to see how they mnge to actually hve 11a+ in grasp . 4 stdents 11a+ and 16 other sraight a . wnder how the result will look like ths year . im hoping tht its better . even if im nt one of them i jst hope for the best for all of us .
knpe ye bgtu rmai cg2 yg kte klas ikhlas smbong . are we really are conceited ? or is it matter of perception ? i dnt know but honestly , if thts how we're bhaving , we're so sorry . im so sorry . smtimes when i thnk back , am i talking in a way , bragging myself ? if i did , its unconciously hppen so im sory . i dnt know whether i did self-praise myself or not but i hve ths heavy uneasy feelings . kekdang from others point of view , i did seems arrogant ( x tau btol ke x tp dlm fkran sy mcm ne la ) . but from my own lenses , i thnk , i thnk la i've set so many boundaries in my cnvrstion . and im actually afraid of talkng about others matter tht it always talk about my own self . so sgt2lah mntak maaf . i wnt to seal my mouth for once and stop talking but its hard . its damn hard . i always want to keep my mouth shut but whenever im excited , the stories jst went on and on effortlessly . in the end , when i thnk back , it make me feel so bad . the ngative side of me seems to cndemn my own system . other people arent blaming me but i do blame myself . when im in a nrmal cndtion , i'll question my own thoughts . why did i burden myself wth those unnecessary negtive thnking ? under certain circumstnces , i cntinue on blaming myself . im pressured wth those thoughts . smtimes it does effect my studies . i tend to thnk about ths more than i thnk of the real prblems im facing .
do i hve some kind of mental disorder ? huhu . jst curious sbb fkiran sy teramatlah negatif ttg diri sy sndri . tp kekadng normal je . knp sy x bleh tgk dri sy on the bright side jst like i do towards the people around me ? herm pape la . btol la ustzah kte , Allah nk uji kte ada mcm2 cara . dari skecil2 mslah mcm ne pn ad org nmpk bsar . org yg kne hdpi mnde yg lg truk plk nmpk mslah mreka sbgai mnde yg kecik je . btapa fragile nye sy dbndingkn dgn org laen yg ad mslah lg besar tp seems not to be bothered wth it .
dnt worry be happy :)
knpe ye bgtu rmai cg2 yg kte klas ikhlas smbong . are we really are conceited ? or is it matter of perception ? i dnt know but honestly , if thts how we're bhaving , we're so sorry . im so sorry . smtimes when i thnk back , am i talking in a way , bragging myself ? if i did , its unconciously hppen so im sory . i dnt know whether i did self-praise myself or not but i hve ths heavy uneasy feelings . kekdang from others point of view , i did seems arrogant ( x tau btol ke x tp dlm fkran sy mcm ne la ) . but from my own lenses , i thnk , i thnk la i've set so many boundaries in my cnvrstion . and im actually afraid of talkng about others matter tht it always talk about my own self . so sgt2lah mntak maaf . i wnt to seal my mouth for once and stop talking but its hard . its damn hard . i always want to keep my mouth shut but whenever im excited , the stories jst went on and on effortlessly . in the end , when i thnk back , it make me feel so bad . the ngative side of me seems to cndemn my own system . other people arent blaming me but i do blame myself . when im in a nrmal cndtion , i'll question my own thoughts . why did i burden myself wth those unnecessary negtive thnking ? under certain circumstnces , i cntinue on blaming myself . im pressured wth those thoughts . smtimes it does effect my studies . i tend to thnk about ths more than i thnk of the real prblems im facing .
do i hve some kind of mental disorder ? huhu . jst curious sbb fkiran sy teramatlah negatif ttg diri sy sndri . tp kekadng normal je . knp sy x bleh tgk dri sy on the bright side jst like i do towards the people around me ? herm pape la . btol la ustzah kte , Allah nk uji kte ada mcm2 cara . dari skecil2 mslah mcm ne pn ad org nmpk bsar . org yg kne hdpi mnde yg lg truk plk nmpk mslah mreka sbgai mnde yg kecik je . btapa fragile nye sy dbndingkn dgn org laen yg ad mslah lg besar tp seems not to be bothered wth it .
dnt worry be happy :)
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