Tuesday, February 22, 2011

frenzy

join bahas for ermm lets say , 20 hours ? haha . its like dang hard . still syuk make it . bes2 . huhu . pdn mke and good luck . tkah and i , rjected ! :) tkah cndemn krjaan like over the top . heh . but really rspect her . even i was like aaaa . jaw dropped . pndai gle semek ne ckp .

about sukantara . yey2 umh merah MENANG no 2 . sy mnymbangkan 5 markah . hehe .biru frst and thrd is kuning and lstly hijau . keke .

dtg skolh hri slase , all the exercise books nowhere to be found . like in a blink . tadak . hush2 here and there . still dnt know the whreabout . wht can be said . then the next day salma told me tht its smwhere outside the class . mcm its thrown out or smthng . wht the heck . bengang nye no words can dscribe . i dnt know whether its accdntally or purposely but a thng tht im sure of is tht the prson who did ths , sy x kn maafkn unless ths prtcular prson cnfront me and admit it . thts so low . ths person gave me nausea and sick and ill and dsgusting and yuck . dont ever mke me hate u . another thng , even if ths person really hate me like beyond anythng dnt mess wth my work . dnt ever mess wth my fmily friends and teachers . im serious . dnt make me hate u . and plus the thng tht u throw is knwldge and take note tht u learn jst as much as i am . mnde yg kte blajo sme je . even if u x sygkn ilmu u , i love mine so back off . if u really freakng hate me come see me face to face . ths whole thng is jst wrong . its jst unaccptble . if pssble i dnt even wnt to involve tcers rgrding ths . im jst so annoyed . pardon me .

Friday, February 18, 2011

new begining

salam . a little bit late fr tht eh? jst so long nt updting smthng . its like im cutting myself off frm cyber world . evn in fb . heh . its jst tht im so nt in the mood grabbng pc and turn it alive . jst alot of time wasted in vain but thoroughly thnking, its nt like if i didnt open the pc i would do smthng benificial or smthng . huhu .

2 mnths pssd by so fast . im the one who seems to be a nescient . x sdr dri . tke thngs lghtly . for grnted . and tov is fnally ending . im so freakng out thnkng about ba . jst soo terrifying . its like im a total idiot answerng all those wicked questions . damn hard . ooh i cnt imgine . i know ths sound abit over the top but im going to keep my fnger cross hoping for no C .

ermm ive been on a thnking mode lately and i jst realise tht i really love nature . its like im ready to tke on their side . i dnt knw . i jst thnk that im willing to fght for the forest sea and jst the whole nature . its so heartbreakng to see people chop off the woods like a coward . its so awry . and another thng is that i really love peace . i jst hate it hearng the world is like tryng to start a war or smthng . thts so nt cool . cnt we jst stay neutral . frget about all the fray and hassle . i mean even our prophet and Islam itself dnt encourage thngs like tht huh . smtimes i even thnk of being an environmntlist or smthng like tht someday . or myb i'll cnsder being a mmber of PBB orgnstion . haha . who knws :)

wsh fr the best of luck tov ne ye pals . it would be jst as nice if all of us shre the same vctory . too good to be true but its a sure can if they're strived for .