assalamualaikum
hello hello and hello again . how long has it been . its like forever since i last saw ths thng . heh . anyhow , greetings for the world thts coming . speaking of that , hve u ever watch history or discovery channel . alaa tht thing laa 553 ngn 555 . its like crzy there . i mean , i know that people prdict of apocalipse or smthng in 2012 , but still , i dnt know . i jst cant find a sanity answer to my quest . they keep emphasizing on how the world is going to collapse . gile woo . siap ad marathon lg psl mnde tu . ok2 enough of that . no offense or any hard feelings here . im just stating whats in my mind . i mean , they keep talking about that as far as i thnk that people will be scared to even live . in islam , one day , earth is for sure will be doomed and thts when kiamat happens . and ths actually makes me thnking again , hve i done the sfficient deeds to survive in lifeafter . well , have u ?
enough of that . about spm , ermm not bad la . some were excruciating and some were jst plain . haha . bio p2 and psi were some that ate me alive . what a bummer . seriously , im about to puke when i keep reading questions for bio and i actually saw few students cried for that . erggh gile er . but then , ironically , my bio tcer said that its easy so , what can be said . lckily enough , i asked my tcer to check my p1 and alhamdulillah , roughly , i got 49 or 50 because she was not sure for 1 question . thank God . other paper , jst like ones that i had bfore . but thnking of that again , sblum ne ak dpt sume a+ ke ? heh . x kan . then asal ko senang jiwe sgt . hmpeh .
i actually have tons to tell but once im at it , evrythng jst keep drifting away . hoho . till then .
p/s : kengkawan , bile nk kuar lg . hoho . syok jgk lepak2 tepi giant , org tgk pn pelik :)
Monday, December 19, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
where am i going
salam
sigh (huge one )
mne ak nk pegi lps spm ek . mtriks is like out of league . huaaa , i missed to fill the form . like hell . urghh . now , i mean prctically , rght now , i try to fill the form for UTP and it seems like nothing is going rght in my way . the line is so busy that i end up here . haha . and guess what ? i dont think i will be online for months so how am i spposed to fill it . heh . if i miss the upu rgstration , i cnt imagine where i would end up . lets wait and see .
sigh (huge one )
mne ak nk pegi lps spm ek . mtriks is like out of league . huaaa , i missed to fill the form . like hell . urghh . now , i mean prctically , rght now , i try to fill the form for UTP and it seems like nothing is going rght in my way . the line is so busy that i end up here . haha . and guess what ? i dont think i will be online for months so how am i spposed to fill it . heh . if i miss the upu rgstration , i cnt imagine where i would end up . lets wait and see .
TENGKU MUHAMMADD HASIF TENGKU NAZMI
CURRENTLY 49 DAYS
CURRENTLY 49 DAYS
i dedicate ths series of pictrs for those who dont hve the chance to see him yet . btw , its my new lil bro . cute , aint he ? haha . fini fatin aisyah and mira , im uploading ths for u . heh . tatau la korang tgk ke x . haha .
p/s : thse are the bfore pctre . the bold , thin (quite) and hairfull hasif ? heh . we'll see how he looks like in the after pcture next time . the bald , chubby and hairless hasif but anyhow , still very cute :) haha . ermm pray for my luck in spm and i will surely pray for yours . bi'iznillah , we'll be able to go through ths . good luck spm boarders out there !
p/s : thse are the bfore pctre . the bold , thin (quite) and hairfull hasif ? heh . we'll see how he looks like in the after pcture next time . the bald , chubby and hairless hasif but anyhow , still very cute :) haha . ermm pray for my luck in spm and i will surely pray for yours . bi'iznillah , we'll be able to go through ths . good luck spm boarders out there !
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
un-titled
assalamualaikum .
nothng much really . going to permai esk utk kem . nothng prepared yet . clothes are still damn wet outside my house . dryer broken already . cnnot be used so i guess i need to jst wait and see my clothes dry wth the help of sun that seems to be appearing like 2 hours a day (?) heh .
erm trial result are mostly reveald . one left and all done . chemistry o chemistry . bile kau nk jenguk ak ek . rindu laa . but the prblem is , mcm rndah je mrkah . paper 1 and 3 are like arghh . rndah gile la . takut la . im craving for mere a-
adios amigos .
nothng much really . going to permai esk utk kem . nothng prepared yet . clothes are still damn wet outside my house . dryer broken already . cnnot be used so i guess i need to jst wait and see my clothes dry wth the help of sun that seems to be appearing like 2 hours a day (?) heh .
erm trial result are mostly reveald . one left and all done . chemistry o chemistry . bile kau nk jenguk ak ek . rindu laa . but the prblem is , mcm rndah je mrkah . paper 1 and 3 are like arghh . rndah gile la . takut la . im craving for mere a-
adios amigos .
p/s : ths picture is my sister's . sy tibai je dye pnye . sory ye :)
Thursday, September 1, 2011
eid is a winning day for muslims
Thursday, August 25, 2011
i'm breathing . hmmfuuu
assalamualaikum .
trial ended ystrday and tday , thrsday is the lst day school bfore eid . i went to school and sspicious aroused .
ummi : wk npe g skolh hri ne
me : sje ( mne ad along pnh tnggal pn skolh *dlm hati la kn )
ummi : nk g cari ketas pkse r ne . kejor2 cg , bodek2 cg ok ?
me : haha . bole laa jgk
hari ne dpt ketas ba and alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah sgt , i got a . pheww . really , my ventilation rate was zero after i sat for arabic test . its like i suffocate my own lungs . heh . mmg gile la bak kate org . yeah i know , msti rmai mnyamph dgr ak asyk ckp yg ak takut ngn ktas ba last2 dpt a . ak tau la sbb klu ak pn kekdang ad gk mnympah sket2 but wht can i say , bile fkir2 blik , ak pn mcm tu gk . heh .tp kn , dh klu mmg ak rase exam ba pyoh , x kn ak nk kate senang kot kn . ke gane ? anyhow , sorry if my attitude annoys the people tht i love around me .
lega ble tau mrkh bhsa arab x steruk yg dsangka but another fear butt in . hmpeh . bi ngn pqs . pqs oh pqs . kelu doe . ku sngka pnas hngga ke ptang rupe2 nye hujan di tghari . hoho . x tau mnde gune prbhsa nth ap2 . spot sute habuk pn x dk hk betul . adlah hama debu sket2 hk msk .
hmmph , x tau la .
up until now , i know marks for arabic , admath , mthmod , and psi . gratefully said , i got pure a for all of them . of course i do hope tht i can get a+ but still , mine are not bad ( alat pnyedap jiwe raga ) . its jst that when i make comparison wth few of other classmates , i do feel ermm bad . hihi . x de la jeles jahat2 , jeles sikit2 tu ad la . hoho . kt faiz la cntoh . contohnye la kn . ba , mt , mm , psi , sume pn a+ . wht can be said . you reap what you sow . thniah la . nk ckp dpn2 malu . ckp dlm selimut dh la . haha . qilah pn , syuk pn , tkah pn , fzah pn , kmah pn , sme mrid kls ikhlas la senang , thniah la . klu ckp gune mulut , brbelit2 lidah nk kabo so , kt sini jela bleh kabo . kn senang . hehe . bior org x bace pn . heh .
trial ended ystrday and tday , thrsday is the lst day school bfore eid . i went to school and sspicious aroused .
ummi : wk npe g skolh hri ne
me : sje ( mne ad along pnh tnggal pn skolh *dlm hati la kn )
ummi : nk g cari ketas pkse r ne . kejor2 cg , bodek2 cg ok ?
me : haha . bole laa jgk
hari ne dpt ketas ba and alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah sgt , i got a . pheww . really , my ventilation rate was zero after i sat for arabic test . its like i suffocate my own lungs . heh . mmg gile la bak kate org . yeah i know , msti rmai mnyamph dgr ak asyk ckp yg ak takut ngn ktas ba last2 dpt a . ak tau la sbb klu ak pn kekdang ad gk mnympah sket2 but wht can i say , bile fkir2 blik , ak pn mcm tu gk . heh .tp kn , dh klu mmg ak rase exam ba pyoh , x kn ak nk kate senang kot kn . ke gane ? anyhow , sorry if my attitude annoys the people tht i love around me .
lega ble tau mrkh bhsa arab x steruk yg dsangka but another fear butt in . hmpeh . bi ngn pqs . pqs oh pqs . kelu doe . ku sngka pnas hngga ke ptang rupe2 nye hujan di tghari . hoho . x tau mnde gune prbhsa nth ap2 . spot sute habuk pn x dk hk betul . adlah hama debu sket2 hk msk .
hmmph , x tau la .
up until now , i know marks for arabic , admath , mthmod , and psi . gratefully said , i got pure a for all of them . of course i do hope tht i can get a+ but still , mine are not bad ( alat pnyedap jiwe raga ) . its jst that when i make comparison wth few of other classmates , i do feel ermm bad . hihi . x de la jeles jahat2 , jeles sikit2 tu ad la . hoho . kt faiz la cntoh . contohnye la kn . ba , mt , mm , psi , sume pn a+ . wht can be said . you reap what you sow . thniah la . nk ckp dpn2 malu . ckp dlm selimut dh la . haha . qilah pn , syuk pn , tkah pn , fzah pn , kmah pn , sme mrid kls ikhlas la senang , thniah la . klu ckp gune mulut , brbelit2 lidah nk kabo so , kt sini jela bleh kabo . kn senang . hehe . bior org x bace pn . heh .
Friday, August 12, 2011
practically,i could see birds flying around my head
assalamualaikum .
today , smpena hari jmaat di bln rmdhan ne , sy nk ckp ttg ... exam . haha . people are saying that my post are all about studying . hoho . btol ke ? i dont thnk so . let me correct smthing . its about , me , who're going to sit for exam ths year , are still so lazy , not revising anything yet . that one is right :)
i was totally overwhelmed by ths trial exam . TOTALLY . hmpeh .
bm was like ok la except for kmsas .
bi , i'm doomed . mati2 . i dnt want to thnk about ths but i jst cant stop thnking about it . seriously . arrgh mati2 . if i am able to pull ths out , i thnk its all thnks to paper 2 bcause my paper 1 is disastrous . essay mcm bce bku teks bdak drjh 1 . my vocab and grammar are scattered evrywhere , nowhere to be found . mmg .... saket hati . but hey , chill la (ayat nk sedapkn hati) .
sej is another hstory . hoho . structural qstion are so not friendly .
math je yg rse tenang je nk jwb . paper 1 for the frst time snce i step in f4 and f5 , i'm able to fnish answrng wthin the time given and alhamdulillah , smpat check jgk . its the same as paper 2 . thnk god , smpat jawab and smpat check sme skali . tp , air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya . ghalibnye , if i have good feeling about smthing , the outcome would be the opposite . heh . i guess , i jst need to keep my fnger cross and pray for the best . amin .
more is coming . keep our head up and cntnue our fight and strive .
today , smpena hari jmaat di bln rmdhan ne , sy nk ckp ttg ... exam . haha . people are saying that my post are all about studying . hoho . btol ke ? i dont thnk so . let me correct smthing . its about , me , who're going to sit for exam ths year , are still so lazy , not revising anything yet . that one is right :)
i was totally overwhelmed by ths trial exam . TOTALLY . hmpeh .
bm was like ok la except for kmsas .
bi , i'm doomed . mati2 . i dnt want to thnk about ths but i jst cant stop thnking about it . seriously . arrgh mati2 . if i am able to pull ths out , i thnk its all thnks to paper 2 bcause my paper 1 is disastrous . essay mcm bce bku teks bdak drjh 1 . my vocab and grammar are scattered evrywhere , nowhere to be found . mmg .... saket hati . but hey , chill la (ayat nk sedapkn hati) .
sej is another hstory . hoho . structural qstion are so not friendly .
math je yg rse tenang je nk jwb . paper 1 for the frst time snce i step in f4 and f5 , i'm able to fnish answrng wthin the time given and alhamdulillah , smpat check jgk . its the same as paper 2 . thnk god , smpat jawab and smpat check sme skali . tp , air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya . ghalibnye , if i have good feeling about smthing , the outcome would be the opposite . heh . i guess , i jst need to keep my fnger cross and pray for the best . amin .
more is coming . keep our head up and cntnue our fight and strive .
Friday, August 5, 2011
studzilla
assalamualaikum
first and foremost , slamat brpuasa buat sume umat islam kt dunia ne .
smoga tahun ne lbeh baek dr thun2 sebelumnya . amin .
ohho sape tgk jejak rasul ? rsenye ak sorang kot . almaklumlah , org sebuk stady buku, ak sebuk stady tv . haha . org kate tv ne peti neraka , betul ke ? knpa ak rse mcm ....... x tau la .
tahun ne tema dye , legasi nabi muhammad s.a.w di eropah timur . honestly , ble tgk cte ne , i feel extremely proud dgn muslim kt sane . extremely kuase 5 . bile bndingkn dgn umat islam kt mlaysia , jauh beza kot . i feel like there's someone staggering my heart when i see how hard they fought for the unending legacy of islam . time tu rse mcm mmg islam agama terbaek dan plg hebat la . ble tgk kt mlaysia , islam is still the very best but the people are jst ermm how can i put ths , not as good as they should be . i wont say tht im a good muslim and in fact , i might be the worst but im trying my very best and i know that Allah is always by my side .so i hope all of you do too . smtimes when i see how they push their dawaa (dkwah) off the limit , kind of thnking hard , seeing what hve i done for islam . i feel like nothing . smtimes i feel like i suck both , dunia and akhirat . tapi , dgn sekupit iman yg ad dlam jiwa ne , sy rase sy akn terus kuat dgn islam and i believe , strongly believe that ths Allah is the only place that i can turn to and nur of islam will protect me . amin .
and trial is coming soon . now do u see how the post come to be . haha . i thnk my previous post is about how i want to study but in the end , skrang pn mlas lg . warrgghh tlong . exam 2 3 hari je lg but i've done nothing . nothing . omagod . hancur2 . tlongla tg mardhiah tg nazmi . blajola . blajo2 . jgn la tido . doh2 la tgk tv nu . ades .
hereby , i would like to wish all my friends in tok jiring and all of them out there , best of luck and i hope all of you are not as freaking lazy as i am . and i hope i am not as lazy as i am now . may all of us get what we hope for . amin .
p/s : hppy brthday fatinnurasyikin . 04082011 . may Allah bless you and your fmly my dear friend . i love you and the whole sahabat . keke.
first and foremost , slamat brpuasa buat sume umat islam kt dunia ne .
smoga tahun ne lbeh baek dr thun2 sebelumnya . amin .
ohho sape tgk jejak rasul ? rsenye ak sorang kot . almaklumlah , org sebuk stady buku, ak sebuk stady tv . haha . org kate tv ne peti neraka , betul ke ? knpa ak rse mcm ....... x tau la .
tahun ne tema dye , legasi nabi muhammad s.a.w di eropah timur . honestly , ble tgk cte ne , i feel extremely proud dgn muslim kt sane . extremely kuase 5 . bile bndingkn dgn umat islam kt mlaysia , jauh beza kot . i feel like there's someone staggering my heart when i see how hard they fought for the unending legacy of islam . time tu rse mcm mmg islam agama terbaek dan plg hebat la . ble tgk kt mlaysia , islam is still the very best but the people are jst ermm how can i put ths , not as good as they should be . i wont say tht im a good muslim and in fact , i might be the worst but im trying my very best and i know that Allah is always by my side .so i hope all of you do too . smtimes when i see how they push their dawaa (dkwah) off the limit , kind of thnking hard , seeing what hve i done for islam . i feel like nothing . smtimes i feel like i suck both , dunia and akhirat . tapi , dgn sekupit iman yg ad dlam jiwa ne , sy rase sy akn terus kuat dgn islam and i believe , strongly believe that ths Allah is the only place that i can turn to and nur of islam will protect me . amin .
and trial is coming soon . now do u see how the post come to be . haha . i thnk my previous post is about how i want to study but in the end , skrang pn mlas lg . warrgghh tlong . exam 2 3 hari je lg but i've done nothing . nothing . omagod . hancur2 . tlongla tg mardhiah tg nazmi . blajola . blajo2 . jgn la tido . doh2 la tgk tv nu . ades .
hereby , i would like to wish all my friends in tok jiring and all of them out there , best of luck and i hope all of you are not as freaking lazy as i am . and i hope i am not as lazy as i am now . may all of us get what we hope for . amin .
p/s : hppy brthday fatinnurasyikin . 04082011 . may Allah bless you and your fmly my dear friend . i love you and the whole sahabat . keke.
Friday, July 8, 2011
k-wave la sgt ...
hello3 .
as we all know la kn , taufan korea mlanda kn skng . since alots of people espcially men seems to be very dsgusted wth these err phenomenon (?) , ermm , i'm intrested . haha . i cant say tht im not one of the people who watch korea , but im not a freak . not addicted at all . yea , i watch korean entertainment show but im a sure not a korean geek . as the matter of fact , i love mlaysia more . even if mlaysia is up against korea , i would say mlaysia without second doubt . even when people are saying korea is better , i would say mlaysia is far better . so , whats the prblem wth korea tht there are like tons of people despise it . i mean not korea but the people who love korean artists . i watch korea but does that means i love korea ? no way ! heh .
ohho , esok ad hi-tea wth the school . tgether wth qilah and aqil . kengkawan sume , trial nnti kte sume pegi yer ! amin .
and tmorrow is 9th july , hppy bday me ! haha . iyaad too , iwan too , zlaikha too , hakiki too , spe lg ek . x mari la . rse rmai lg , so , hppy bday sume . may all of us blessed .
p/s : my sster asked me to talk about her . i dnt know la about what . menyampah la kt ko . haha . sebok nk maen kmpter :p
as we all know la kn , taufan korea mlanda kn skng . since alots of people espcially men seems to be very dsgusted wth these err phenomenon (?) , ermm , i'm intrested . haha . i cant say tht im not one of the people who watch korea , but im not a freak . not addicted at all . yea , i watch korean entertainment show but im a sure not a korean geek . as the matter of fact , i love mlaysia more . even if mlaysia is up against korea , i would say mlaysia without second doubt . even when people are saying korea is better , i would say mlaysia is far better . so , whats the prblem wth korea tht there are like tons of people despise it . i mean not korea but the people who love korean artists . i watch korea but does that means i love korea ? no way ! heh .
ohho , esok ad hi-tea wth the school . tgether wth qilah and aqil . kengkawan sume , trial nnti kte sume pegi yer ! amin .
and tmorrow is 9th july , hppy bday me ! haha . iyaad too , iwan too , zlaikha too , hakiki too , spe lg ek . x mari la . rse rmai lg , so , hppy bday sume . may all of us blessed .
p/s : my sster asked me to talk about her . i dnt know la about what . menyampah la kt ko . haha . sebok nk maen kmpter :p
Saturday, July 2, 2011
mid year obsession ?
hello3 .
result for mid year exam was out and alhamdulillah i got my frst 11a . hoho . and not to mention qilah and izan too . not to mention too but ths long list 10a , faiz syuk fizah and salma . and and other long list 9a 8a 7a 6a and all is like wow , INTIMIDATING . so , i've to push my own self to study harder but , did i ? haha . payoh2 . i've seen peers study like hell . work on sbject tht they are nt good in and learn by themselves thngs tht has not been taught yet and i am still , the old me . the one who live in a cozy life , erk i mean the one tht i thought cozy tht i am not realizing the fact tht i'm jst way too left behind . my cnclusion , i've to start doing thngs . thngs tht is jst not the way i was accustomed to . STUDY ! yes2 . i've to or else i'm doomed . huuuuu . cmne la nk survive ne . i'm pressured to get smthng tht i want but at the same time , i am absolutely nt the type who read books and keep revising thngs tht i learn all the time . i want to achieve as good as others but at the same time , i am not willing to work as hard as others . help me . i'm drowned in my own world . i guess my biggst rival is myself or , is it tv ? hoho . its jst that i cant do thngs in sanity if i'm not given the time to watch tv or is it jst what i think . i dnt know but by hook or by crook , i've to . i definitely have to hone my knowledge . insyaAllah , He'll give me the strength . amin .
by the way , since these few days are like everyone's birthdays , i'd like to wish me greatest wish for sbhgian person who help me lit up my life . i jst hope for the best to come to your upcoming days . and ths wish is also bestowed to these people . my mom, dad, ssters, brother, fmily, teachers, classmate, schoolmate and those who know me . my lovely friends syuk, tkah, kmah, fzah, fni, aisyh, ftin, asma, mira and elia .
bday girls , (CLAP)
28th june , aqilah hj mat amin .
30th june , syukriah yusof .
1st july , my mk cik yg x igt la nme pnoh , mk ma .
smoga Allah mrahmati hdup kite dan terus dtrangi hidayah Islam .
result for mid year exam was out and alhamdulillah i got my frst 11a . hoho . and not to mention qilah and izan too . not to mention too but ths long list 10a , faiz syuk fizah and salma . and and other long list 9a 8a 7a 6a and all is like wow , INTIMIDATING . so , i've to push my own self to study harder but , did i ? haha . payoh2 . i've seen peers study like hell . work on sbject tht they are nt good in and learn by themselves thngs tht has not been taught yet and i am still , the old me . the one who live in a cozy life , erk i mean the one tht i thought cozy tht i am not realizing the fact tht i'm jst way too left behind . my cnclusion , i've to start doing thngs . thngs tht is jst not the way i was accustomed to . STUDY ! yes2 . i've to or else i'm doomed . huuuuu . cmne la nk survive ne . i'm pressured to get smthng tht i want but at the same time , i am absolutely nt the type who read books and keep revising thngs tht i learn all the time . i want to achieve as good as others but at the same time , i am not willing to work as hard as others . help me . i'm drowned in my own world . i guess my biggst rival is myself or , is it tv ? hoho . its jst that i cant do thngs in sanity if i'm not given the time to watch tv or is it jst what i think . i dnt know but by hook or by crook , i've to . i definitely have to hone my knowledge . insyaAllah , He'll give me the strength . amin .
by the way , since these few days are like everyone's birthdays , i'd like to wish me greatest wish for sbhgian person who help me lit up my life . i jst hope for the best to come to your upcoming days . and ths wish is also bestowed to these people . my mom, dad, ssters, brother, fmily, teachers, classmate, schoolmate and those who know me . my lovely friends syuk, tkah, kmah, fzah, fni, aisyh, ftin, asma, mira and elia .
bday girls , (CLAP)
28th june , aqilah hj mat amin .
30th june , syukriah yusof .
1st july , my mk cik yg x igt la nme pnoh , mk ma .
smoga Allah mrahmati hdup kite dan terus dtrangi hidayah Islam .
Monday, June 6, 2011
wonderfoooool
Alhamdulillah . happy thap indescribable . bcause ...... da dpt mrkah fzik and yes ! i nail it ! haha . mrkah sket tuet je but then i'm very happy wth even that :)
and i've fnished both essays for mini mag . yahooo ! ( kje skolh sme x buat ag ) adess .
ohho last nght i wtched tennis french open final btween nadal and fderer for the frst time sbb ayh nk tgk . frst set , from 2-5 , nadal won by 7-5 . byang r . straight 5 kali mnang . i'm impressed . tp lpas frst set tu x larat dh nk tgk ambe . saket mate je . lmbat thap siput nk abis . igtkn lpas 2 set nadal mnang , kre ye menang r . ghupernyer , ayhku ckp x mnang lg . tmbahnye lg 'sbb tu la biase maen smpai 3-5 jam' . i was like , hncur hrpan nk tgk cte laen mlm tu . hoho . nothng much . adioss .
and i've fnished both essays for mini mag . yahooo ! ( kje skolh sme x buat ag ) adess .
ohho last nght i wtched tennis french open final btween nadal and fderer for the frst time sbb ayh nk tgk . frst set , from 2-5 , nadal won by 7-5 . byang r . straight 5 kali mnang . i'm impressed . tp lpas frst set tu x larat dh nk tgk ambe . saket mate je . lmbat thap siput nk abis . igtkn lpas 2 set nadal mnang , kre ye menang r . ghupernyer , ayhku ckp x mnang lg . tmbahnye lg 'sbb tu la biase maen smpai 3-5 jam' . i was like , hncur hrpan nk tgk cte laen mlm tu . hoho . nothng much . adioss .
Saturday, June 4, 2011
is dreaming allowed ?
salam . ermm last night i dream about ckgu . and guess what . i get to see her smiling face again . boring , yeah i know but that meant a lot for me . bngun je tdor rse mcm bes sgt2 . sgt2 lega . like all the burden on me are all gone but then reality jst jerk me back to the horrifying truth . still , i love that smiling face and i want to see that more . at least mnde tu pssible dlm mmpi kn . heh . tp kn , i've read smwhere la . klu org tu baek+suka+sayang ngn kite dlm mmpi , kat luar dye opposite dgn mnde tu . ermm btol ke ? entah la kawe x tau gk . hrap x sbb mmpi ne bes that i want it to last . too good to be true eh? hoohoo . won't cost if i hope for that .
oh ye hri slase bru ne my mom's student , nasuha came to my house and sleep for a nght utk stdy . erk term stdy tu btol la tp utk dye , not for me . haha . kteorg bncang2 psl exam paper je . tu pn x hbes . kre mcm peer group dscussion la . the next day la yg x than tu . lpas solat sbuh , mataku ini bknnye than nk bngun . ssdap je tertutup . cnclusionnye , my sster said she stdy all by herself . and wow tbik r . klu daku la , hmpeh nk stdy . ouch . lps bngun , mkn , mop2 lntai , tengok tv la plk . busy ae rutin . haha . last2 she caught flu and wnt to go home tht evening so hntar la dye blik . dlm hati la kn , tfkir jgk , dye x ske ak ke ek . tatau la tp im so so sory bcause i dnt really came in handy . x ajor mne pn . yela cg mlas , ank murid plk rjen . actually my mom said that ths going to last for 3 to 4 days but then .... thts why i thnk im not really likeable . ehhe .
kata2 daku pnye mak tersayang
bgus jgk ummi bwk ank mrid ummi . bru along stdy sket duk umh .
khmes tu my mom cook . heh . mi kari . bes tau . dye msk tu pn sbb pmintaan rmai . ceh2 . x dk la . a little gathering for ummi's colleagues . kot la . ummi ckp , utk meraikan org pjabat . kkg klu nk mntk tlong snang . heh . pape la but a little ermm how can i say ths , tasteless ? haha . sbb sme mk cik-mk cik x dk . ki'il la , kteh la , stu , sni . kt mne2 la . heh . kngkwan pn x dtg tp kmah ngn syhda dtg . hoho .
satu lg quote dr mak tersayang
kmah , rajin2 la mri sni . ne mrdhiah ne cuti tidoo je mnjang .
p/s : sy syg mak sy sbb dye syg sy . klu x dye x kesah pn kn . huhu . ayat skema . lg , kje skolh x buat ag . ne sje je nk wk announcment .
oh ye hri slase bru ne my mom's student , nasuha came to my house and sleep for a nght utk stdy . erk term stdy tu btol la tp utk dye , not for me . haha . kteorg bncang2 psl exam paper je . tu pn x hbes . kre mcm peer group dscussion la . the next day la yg x than tu . lpas solat sbuh , mataku ini bknnye than nk bngun . ssdap je tertutup . cnclusionnye , my sster said she stdy all by herself . and wow tbik r . klu daku la , hmpeh nk stdy . ouch . lps bngun , mkn , mop2 lntai , tengok tv la plk . busy ae rutin . haha . last2 she caught flu and wnt to go home tht evening so hntar la dye blik . dlm hati la kn , tfkir jgk , dye x ske ak ke ek . tatau la tp im so so sory bcause i dnt really came in handy . x ajor mne pn . yela cg mlas , ank murid plk rjen . actually my mom said that ths going to last for 3 to 4 days but then .... thts why i thnk im not really likeable . ehhe .
kata2 daku pnye mak tersayang
bgus jgk ummi bwk ank mrid ummi . bru along stdy sket duk umh .
khmes tu my mom cook . heh . mi kari . bes tau . dye msk tu pn sbb pmintaan rmai . ceh2 . x dk la . a little gathering for ummi's colleagues . kot la . ummi ckp , utk meraikan org pjabat . kkg klu nk mntk tlong snang . heh . pape la but a little ermm how can i say ths , tasteless ? haha . sbb sme mk cik-mk cik x dk . ki'il la , kteh la , stu , sni . kt mne2 la . heh . kngkwan pn x dtg tp kmah ngn syhda dtg . hoho .
satu lg quote dr mak tersayang
kmah , rajin2 la mri sni . ne mrdhiah ne cuti tidoo je mnjang .
p/s : sy syg mak sy sbb dye syg sy . klu x dye x kesah pn kn . huhu . ayat skema . lg , kje skolh x buat ag . ne sje je nk wk announcment .
Friday, May 27, 2011
i'm grateful wth who i am
hehe . i jst wnt to express my appreciation . ermm . ths going to be vapid so piece of advice , dnt read ths .
i'm grateful to be one of science stream student . precisely , im happy to study biology . i jst thnk tht this sbject is really driving me closer towards a better faith of mine in Islam slain sbjek agma laen la . im overwhelmed to know tht a sngle creature is like WOW . i dnt know . i thnk there's no enough words to dscribe tht . from a single cell , we're formed into a more cmplex thng wth millions of cells . thousands of tissues . hndreds of organs . systems tht run smoothly in our bodies . a sngle system , for example circulatary . only for tht , i thnk , zillions of thngs hve to be thought of . how , where , when , whts involved and ths is miracle . and i can never thnk of ths if im not studying biology . its jst great to even feel closer from what Allah creates . now i understand more on the phrase tht sblum ne hnye hafalan smata2 ' mnghayati dan berfkir tntng cptaan mkhluk dan alam cptaan Allah '. im jst ermm grateful . yes! very grateful .
speedy quiz .
knpa msih ad dktor2 and pljar2 science stream yg x ad agame and ateis ?
why erk . i mean its obvious tht there mst be smthng tht creates all tht . i jst cant see why cant they see when the evidences are rght in front of them . i mean i hve no right to criticize them in believing wht they want but .... i dnt know . i jst hope tht Allah akn bg ptnjuk and hdayah utk mreka .
i love ths joke . jst sharing .
a robber tries to rob a bank and he says to the banker while pointng the gun at the banker's head
robber : tell me where's the money or you'll be geography .
banker : isn't it should be history instead of geography ?
robber : dont try to change the subject here !
haha . i love ths even when i share it dgn org laen , dteorg kte x lawak pn . heh .
i'm grateful to be one of science stream student . precisely , im happy to study biology . i jst thnk tht this sbject is really driving me closer towards a better faith of mine in Islam slain sbjek agma laen la . im overwhelmed to know tht a sngle creature is like WOW . i dnt know . i thnk there's no enough words to dscribe tht . from a single cell , we're formed into a more cmplex thng wth millions of cells . thousands of tissues . hndreds of organs . systems tht run smoothly in our bodies . a sngle system , for example circulatary . only for tht , i thnk , zillions of thngs hve to be thought of . how , where , when , whts involved and ths is miracle . and i can never thnk of ths if im not studying biology . its jst great to even feel closer from what Allah creates . now i understand more on the phrase tht sblum ne hnye hafalan smata2 ' mnghayati dan berfkir tntng cptaan mkhluk dan alam cptaan Allah '. im jst ermm grateful . yes! very grateful .
speedy quiz .
knpa msih ad dktor2 and pljar2 science stream yg x ad agame and ateis ?
why erk . i mean its obvious tht there mst be smthng tht creates all tht . i jst cant see why cant they see when the evidences are rght in front of them . i mean i hve no right to criticize them in believing wht they want but .... i dnt know . i jst hope tht Allah akn bg ptnjuk and hdayah utk mreka .
i love ths joke . jst sharing .
a robber tries to rob a bank and he says to the banker while pointng the gun at the banker's head
robber : tell me where's the money or you'll be geography .
banker : isn't it should be history instead of geography ?
robber : dont try to change the subject here !
haha . i love ths even when i share it dgn org laen , dteorg kte x lawak pn . heh .
buzz !
alert2
cuti dtg and ... ribut krja rmah mlnda . haha .
mid year exam's over and fnally im able to heave big sigh of relief . in short i would say tht ths one is harder than bfore . physics are doom for sure . chmistry paper 2 in desgning exp are wow . im speechless and im white as the paper . haha . bio paper 2 is a pain in my back . laen2 pn sme . and and all in all i jst hve to keep crossng my fngers hoping for a better tmorrow :(
its like wishing a snowman a happy summer . thehee . heard of tht?
ohh i've gotten results for psi ba and mm . gratefully said sy no B for now :) hnestly , i jumpd in joy lpas tau my mark for arabic . aaah . im extremely happy . and obviously i cant hide it . huhu . msuk je keta nk blik tu
me : ummi , i x dpt B ba . hahaha (laughng hard)
ummi : dh dpt bpe ?
me : dpt A biase .
ummi : dh wkpe x leh A+ .
me : .... (toing2 . haha . pnykit bjngkit)
woot2 lwak2 . ad ke . haha . x pe ummi . demi mu snggup ku redah lautan sekolah . sabar2 . even x blajo mne pn , i wnt u to know tht i've tried my best .
on the wdnesday , 2 days from freedom , sdang redaksi buat mkn2 . kte mkn byk2 . thnks to tcers esp tce yati sbb buat sme tu even rse mcm kteorg x buat byk kje pn . rse bsaloh pn ad . huhu . zhirul as the mc . asyraf dgn sepatah dua kate nye . cg bakor dgn ucapannye . katenye nk bngkus blik mknn . huhu . then kami mkn . apparently , dlm shy2 cat nk mkn tu , meja kami la yg byk skli berulang alik ambk mknn . haha . tu laa kn . kte nk dduk dkat sket ngn mja mknn tu .
my plate is so dull . heh . no colors at all . knp la im so picky wth thngs tht i eat . i want to eat as nrmal as others and i hate my diet . no veggies at all . tp uhuk, kelat wess sayur .
cuti ne ermm . i hve like 3 malay narratives to be written inclding the one for cmptition . notes to be cmpleted . mini mag tht i join , the frst and the last tht i can join . and for tht, 2 more narratives are following up . and2 i frgot other long-list-thngs-to-do-ths-holiday . uhuk .
cuti dtg and ... ribut krja rmah mlnda . haha .
mid year exam's over and fnally im able to heave big sigh of relief . in short i would say tht ths one is harder than bfore . physics are doom for sure . chmistry paper 2 in desgning exp are wow . im speechless and im white as the paper . haha . bio paper 2 is a pain in my back . laen2 pn sme . and and all in all i jst hve to keep crossng my fngers hoping for a better tmorrow :(
its like wishing a snowman a happy summer . thehee . heard of tht?
ohh i've gotten results for psi ba and mm . gratefully said sy no B for now :) hnestly , i jumpd in joy lpas tau my mark for arabic . aaah . im extremely happy . and obviously i cant hide it . huhu . msuk je keta nk blik tu
me : ummi , i x dpt B ba . hahaha (laughng hard)
ummi : dh dpt bpe ?
me : dpt A biase .
ummi : dh wkpe x leh A+ .
me : .... (toing2 . haha . pnykit bjngkit)
woot2 lwak2 . ad ke . haha . x pe ummi . demi mu snggup ku redah lautan sekolah . sabar2 . even x blajo mne pn , i wnt u to know tht i've tried my best .
on the wdnesday , 2 days from freedom , sdang redaksi buat mkn2 . kte mkn byk2 . thnks to tcers esp tce yati sbb buat sme tu even rse mcm kteorg x buat byk kje pn . rse bsaloh pn ad . huhu . zhirul as the mc . asyraf dgn sepatah dua kate nye . cg bakor dgn ucapannye . katenye nk bngkus blik mknn . huhu . then kami mkn . apparently , dlm shy2 cat nk mkn tu , meja kami la yg byk skli berulang alik ambk mknn . haha . tu laa kn . kte nk dduk dkat sket ngn mja mknn tu .
my plate is so dull . heh . no colors at all . knp la im so picky wth thngs tht i eat . i want to eat as nrmal as others and i hate my diet . no veggies at all . tp uhuk, kelat wess sayur .
cuti ne ermm . i hve like 3 malay narratives to be written inclding the one for cmptition . notes to be cmpleted . mini mag tht i join , the frst and the last tht i can join . and for tht, 2 more narratives are following up . and2 i frgot other long-list-thngs-to-do-ths-holiday . uhuk .
Friday, April 29, 2011
we'll be alright
perkhemahan perdana f5 . hermm . biase lar .
26th
my friends and me hd to prform once again speech choir and thts why we're knd of late going to smk bkit gntong . in fact we're the last one to arrive tht evening . upon arrival , all tents were set up and lckily arina , one of our group mmber is knd enough to set up our tent . thnk u and sory sbb kteorg lmbat . kung2 here and there .
mlm tu we'd to create our motto, logo, lagu ngn energizer .
moto nye ' bear them share them '. lagu gemilang, ella . energizer ermm , ' mamuhimmun ta'awun, mamuhimmun wafiun, mamuhimmun ikhlasun, mamuhimmun sohabatun '. haha hebat la kump 8 .
27th
jngle trekking for 4 hours . gile letih but exciting . mrangkak la harung air ngn selut la . mcm2 . habes hitam ksut putihku . hmpeh . but its knd of worth it if ksutku x jd mcm tu . to see lovely nature tht Allah hve given to us the humankind . yg kurang bes nye the fcilitator said tht kte sume kurang ad krjsame smpai terputus terus and sesat dh sket . and mnde yg x bes lg is one of my friend said tht i was one of them . seriously , i was hurt . my throat was sore yelling mcm org gile to keep people in front and behind of me to keep intact and she can blurt tht words to me . ermm .... pape la . mngkin mmg sy saloh kot . its jst tht sy x sdor . sory :(
petang explorace . kne ltk selut ats muke and msuk air sbb bg bndera yg diamanahkn kt cg . mcm2 la . mse kne susun mncis . ermm ahli kmp sy siap dh wk pstu ssdap hati je sy rosakkn sbb igtkan cg tgk dh . and thngs tht made me overwhelmed is tht one of the mmber in my group tht obviously saw me did all tht kte yg mncis2 tu kne tiup de angin sbb tu rosk . mmber llki hk laen x caye pn sbb dyeorg kte x kn la angin wk gerok smpai gtu skli . llki yg tlong cover td pn truskn cnvince mmber yg laen mmg angin yg buat . i was speechless . rse bsaloh sgt .
mlm tu our group didnt perform bcause we're asked to help the tcers wth chores of grilling chckens sausages fish and sotong . hbis bsuk baju bau asap . last2 byk gk ayam x bleh mkn sbb masam . siap2 tu rse letih sgt smpai rse mcm klu tdo brdiri pn bleh .
28th
msakan rimba .we're asked to msk telur 2 biji ngn roti yg dbuat sndri gne tepung . sy x wk mnde pn cme cri selut nk balut telur je . and sadisnye telur la hk mletup nye . haha . roti bes je . bak kte kimi ank ayam nk kuor . sprisingly , group kami la hk mnang ktegori mskn . haha .
ths prgram teaches me value of friendship , tolerance and patience . wth the help of many tcers willing to scrfice their time and mmbers of group 8 , i'm hppy to be there wlaupn x dk la bes mne . hehe . big thnks to kimi yusof frdaus bkhari arina fini tikah mira asma syuk aisyh fzah and kmah ngn ftin wlaupn dyeorg group laen . i'm very sory sbb spnjng ad kt sne mmg i admit tht i was tempered sgt . sory sgt2 espcially to asma . hehe . but in the end sme mnde tu la tht actually strengthen our friendship . even tht we all know rmai org yg x puas hati ngn kte . i jst hope tht all tht wont effect our tie . and hopefully we're able to go through all those hatred wth strong heart . lets jst wish tht they are good enough to stop those ugly fabrications .
as long as we know how to keep alive .
we'll be allrght .
:)
p/s : its time to reopen books left for ages and study . huhu . but whenever i open any of them , effortlessly , my eyes are shut closed . cmne ne . x pe , be strong . Allah is alwys there to help me and YOU .
26th
my friends and me hd to prform once again speech choir and thts why we're knd of late going to smk bkit gntong . in fact we're the last one to arrive tht evening . upon arrival , all tents were set up and lckily arina , one of our group mmber is knd enough to set up our tent . thnk u and sory sbb kteorg lmbat . kung2 here and there .
mlm tu we'd to create our motto, logo, lagu ngn energizer .
moto nye ' bear them share them '. lagu gemilang, ella . energizer ermm , ' mamuhimmun ta'awun, mamuhimmun wafiun, mamuhimmun ikhlasun, mamuhimmun sohabatun '. haha hebat la kump 8 .
27th
jngle trekking for 4 hours . gile letih but exciting . mrangkak la harung air ngn selut la . mcm2 . habes hitam ksut putihku . hmpeh . but its knd of worth it if ksutku x jd mcm tu . to see lovely nature tht Allah hve given to us the humankind . yg kurang bes nye the fcilitator said tht kte sume kurang ad krjsame smpai terputus terus and sesat dh sket . and mnde yg x bes lg is one of my friend said tht i was one of them . seriously , i was hurt . my throat was sore yelling mcm org gile to keep people in front and behind of me to keep intact and she can blurt tht words to me . ermm .... pape la . mngkin mmg sy saloh kot . its jst tht sy x sdor . sory :(
petang explorace . kne ltk selut ats muke and msuk air sbb bg bndera yg diamanahkn kt cg . mcm2 la . mse kne susun mncis . ermm ahli kmp sy siap dh wk pstu ssdap hati je sy rosakkn sbb igtkan cg tgk dh . and thngs tht made me overwhelmed is tht one of the mmber in my group tht obviously saw me did all tht kte yg mncis2 tu kne tiup de angin sbb tu rosk . mmber llki hk laen x caye pn sbb dyeorg kte x kn la angin wk gerok smpai gtu skli . llki yg tlong cover td pn truskn cnvince mmber yg laen mmg angin yg buat . i was speechless . rse bsaloh sgt .
mlm tu our group didnt perform bcause we're asked to help the tcers wth chores of grilling chckens sausages fish and sotong . hbis bsuk baju bau asap . last2 byk gk ayam x bleh mkn sbb masam . siap2 tu rse letih sgt smpai rse mcm klu tdo brdiri pn bleh .
28th
msakan rimba .we're asked to msk telur 2 biji ngn roti yg dbuat sndri gne tepung . sy x wk mnde pn cme cri selut nk balut telur je . and sadisnye telur la hk mletup nye . haha . roti bes je . bak kte kimi ank ayam nk kuor . sprisingly , group kami la hk mnang ktegori mskn . haha .
ths prgram teaches me value of friendship , tolerance and patience . wth the help of many tcers willing to scrfice their time and mmbers of group 8 , i'm hppy to be there wlaupn x dk la bes mne . hehe . big thnks to kimi yusof frdaus bkhari arina fini tikah mira asma syuk aisyh fzah and kmah ngn ftin wlaupn dyeorg group laen . i'm very sory sbb spnjng ad kt sne mmg i admit tht i was tempered sgt . sory sgt2 espcially to asma . hehe . but in the end sme mnde tu la tht actually strengthen our friendship . even tht we all know rmai org yg x puas hati ngn kte . i jst hope tht all tht wont effect our tie . and hopefully we're able to go through all those hatred wth strong heart . lets jst wish tht they are good enough to stop those ugly fabrications .
as long as we know how to keep alive .
we'll be allrght .
:)
p/s : its time to reopen books left for ages and study . huhu . but whenever i open any of them , effortlessly , my eyes are shut closed . cmne ne . x pe , be strong . Allah is alwys there to help me and YOU .
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
knocked down
salam . sigh . extremely tired . extremely kuase 2 tired . huh . i actually nearly faint . never been like tht bfore . its horrifying . even when i run like miles bfore and sddnly jst sit , i'd never feel like ths . ths is far worse . knpa ye ?
every sngle word tht you spit out left deep wound in my heart . uhuk . i'm chocked whnever i thnk of ths . i'm strngled , forced to hold my tears (yg mmg dh kuar) . i hope tht i wont hve to hold my tears again . i hope tht i wont ....
hope . word tht gves me new dimension to thnk of . bilekah hati cg akan terbke . only hope that i can rely on for now .
debate . speech choir
18 and 20 april
at 18th , the quarter and semi final at smk chalok . we won over smk ajil as opp and smk sg tong as gov .
20th was the final leg . lost to smk sltan ismail . sory teachers and friends sbb sy x buat dgn baek . sdih ble fkir tht there are more tht i can show rather than stammering like tht . huhu but its good to thnk tht there'll be no more class skipping and busy + frenzy . thnk u tce wan dayang , tce salmi , tce mala and tce rokiah for stopping by and keep gving lesson and ideas to make sure tht we can prform good . peers tht is jst as pening as i am nk cri isi and sme la . so , thnk u too . qilah salma farhah zhirul fahim and sulaiman . korang sme mmg bgus la . mmg sme2 memerah otak utk tlong team debate . so i am proud to say tht i am proud to be one of the people dlm team debate tht is filled wth so many great people .
25 april
hoho . speech choir di smk lmbah bidong . too sweet to share lovely moments wth korang even kte kalah . kui2 . bkn kalah tp no 5 . ok ap . thnk u tce rosidah and tce sarina . ahli2 yg ske mkn sme nye , balqis, ayeesha, najihah, amin, adnin, hilmi, najwa, ada, mkhlis, zul, amirul, husni, maryam, bobo, insyirah, aimi, farah, ummi, amiera, dada, and few others ( x igt ) and mst imprtntly syuk fini asma kimah mira fizah tikah fatin and aisyah . in my opinion wht we'd done is jst the best . thumbs up :)
every sngle word tht you spit out left deep wound in my heart . uhuk . i'm chocked whnever i thnk of ths . i'm strngled , forced to hold my tears (yg mmg dh kuar) . i hope tht i wont hve to hold my tears again . i hope tht i wont ....
hope . word tht gves me new dimension to thnk of . bilekah hati cg akan terbke . only hope that i can rely on for now .
debate . speech choir
18 and 20 april
at 18th , the quarter and semi final at smk chalok . we won over smk ajil as opp and smk sg tong as gov .
20th was the final leg . lost to smk sltan ismail . sory teachers and friends sbb sy x buat dgn baek . sdih ble fkir tht there are more tht i can show rather than stammering like tht . huhu but its good to thnk tht there'll be no more class skipping and busy + frenzy . thnk u tce wan dayang , tce salmi , tce mala and tce rokiah for stopping by and keep gving lesson and ideas to make sure tht we can prform good . peers tht is jst as pening as i am nk cri isi and sme la . so , thnk u too . qilah salma farhah zhirul fahim and sulaiman . korang sme mmg bgus la . mmg sme2 memerah otak utk tlong team debate . so i am proud to say tht i am proud to be one of the people dlm team debate tht is filled wth so many great people .
25 april
hoho . speech choir di smk lmbah bidong . too sweet to share lovely moments wth korang even kte kalah . kui2 . bkn kalah tp no 5 . ok ap . thnk u tce rosidah and tce sarina . ahli2 yg ske mkn sme nye , balqis, ayeesha, najihah, amin, adnin, hilmi, najwa, ada, mkhlis, zul, amirul, husni, maryam, bobo, insyirah, aimi, farah, ummi, amiera, dada, and few others ( x igt ) and mst imprtntly syuk fini asma kimah mira fizah tikah fatin and aisyah . in my opinion wht we'd done is jst the best . thumbs up :)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
post yg TIZ
TAK IKUT ZAMAN . haha . frst2 cngrtltions for the spm cndidates 2010 . superbly cool to see how they mnge to actually hve 11a+ in grasp . 4 stdents 11a+ and 16 other sraight a . wnder how the result will look like ths year . im hoping tht its better . even if im nt one of them i jst hope for the best for all of us .
knpe ye bgtu rmai cg2 yg kte klas ikhlas smbong . are we really are conceited ? or is it matter of perception ? i dnt know but honestly , if thts how we're bhaving , we're so sorry . im so sorry . smtimes when i thnk back , am i talking in a way , bragging myself ? if i did , its unconciously hppen so im sory . i dnt know whether i did self-praise myself or not but i hve ths heavy uneasy feelings . kekdang from others point of view , i did seems arrogant ( x tau btol ke x tp dlm fkran sy mcm ne la ) . but from my own lenses , i thnk , i thnk la i've set so many boundaries in my cnvrstion . and im actually afraid of talkng about others matter tht it always talk about my own self . so sgt2lah mntak maaf . i wnt to seal my mouth for once and stop talking but its hard . its damn hard . i always want to keep my mouth shut but whenever im excited , the stories jst went on and on effortlessly . in the end , when i thnk back , it make me feel so bad . the ngative side of me seems to cndemn my own system . other people arent blaming me but i do blame myself . when im in a nrmal cndtion , i'll question my own thoughts . why did i burden myself wth those unnecessary negtive thnking ? under certain circumstnces , i cntinue on blaming myself . im pressured wth those thoughts . smtimes it does effect my studies . i tend to thnk about ths more than i thnk of the real prblems im facing .
do i hve some kind of mental disorder ? huhu . jst curious sbb fkiran sy teramatlah negatif ttg diri sy sndri . tp kekadng normal je . knp sy x bleh tgk dri sy on the bright side jst like i do towards the people around me ? herm pape la . btol la ustzah kte , Allah nk uji kte ada mcm2 cara . dari skecil2 mslah mcm ne pn ad org nmpk bsar . org yg kne hdpi mnde yg lg truk plk nmpk mslah mreka sbgai mnde yg kecik je . btapa fragile nye sy dbndingkn dgn org laen yg ad mslah lg besar tp seems not to be bothered wth it .
dnt worry be happy :)
knpe ye bgtu rmai cg2 yg kte klas ikhlas smbong . are we really are conceited ? or is it matter of perception ? i dnt know but honestly , if thts how we're bhaving , we're so sorry . im so sorry . smtimes when i thnk back , am i talking in a way , bragging myself ? if i did , its unconciously hppen so im sory . i dnt know whether i did self-praise myself or not but i hve ths heavy uneasy feelings . kekdang from others point of view , i did seems arrogant ( x tau btol ke x tp dlm fkran sy mcm ne la ) . but from my own lenses , i thnk , i thnk la i've set so many boundaries in my cnvrstion . and im actually afraid of talkng about others matter tht it always talk about my own self . so sgt2lah mntak maaf . i wnt to seal my mouth for once and stop talking but its hard . its damn hard . i always want to keep my mouth shut but whenever im excited , the stories jst went on and on effortlessly . in the end , when i thnk back , it make me feel so bad . the ngative side of me seems to cndemn my own system . other people arent blaming me but i do blame myself . when im in a nrmal cndtion , i'll question my own thoughts . why did i burden myself wth those unnecessary negtive thnking ? under certain circumstnces , i cntinue on blaming myself . im pressured wth those thoughts . smtimes it does effect my studies . i tend to thnk about ths more than i thnk of the real prblems im facing .
do i hve some kind of mental disorder ? huhu . jst curious sbb fkiran sy teramatlah negatif ttg diri sy sndri . tp kekadng normal je . knp sy x bleh tgk dri sy on the bright side jst like i do towards the people around me ? herm pape la . btol la ustzah kte , Allah nk uji kte ada mcm2 cara . dari skecil2 mslah mcm ne pn ad org nmpk bsar . org yg kne hdpi mnde yg lg truk plk nmpk mslah mreka sbgai mnde yg kecik je . btapa fragile nye sy dbndingkn dgn org laen yg ad mslah lg besar tp seems not to be bothered wth it .
dnt worry be happy :)
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
jst sweet huh
salam .
uuh schools about to open and books nt even touchd yet . ades . bm ooh bm . ths bm thngy is entngled in my head . please dnt poke me around lg . psi pn sme . my txt book is at school . how come i frgot to brng it home . runsing2 .
and my habit is coming back . wth . i hate it when im about to be crazing over movies or drmas again . the prblem is they're online . so i hve to wait like millions hour to wtch them . it keeps buffering and stuck and eventually.... crashed ! mozilla strikes it again . and the crazy waitng was up to nothng . hmpeh . and ouh last nght i wtchd ths horror movie . keke . in the mddle of nght . at about 12 or smthng . cucko isnt it . i actually wrapped myself in blnket that even sweat trickld down , i act as if nothng hppen . hoho . its a miracle tht the movie went so smoothly tht it hrdly buffer . lps abis cte bkk page laen kn . sddnly the youtube page popped blik and smoothly runs the movie . part org kne bnuh plk tuh . time org tgh jerit mcm hntu . huh . gile scary . i still wonder about tht . cmne la boleh blik smle kt cte tu . and the fact tht i actually try to avoid turning the lghts off bfore going to bed is jst .. i dnt know . never did i 've done tht bfore . heh . last2 ttup jgk sbb x leh tdur . lmpu terang sgt . nk bkk table lamp yg wrne merh lg la tkut sbb jd lg seram . heh . and i sleep in tht thick blnket wrapped all around me . hmpeh . cmne la sbb cte tu i actually end up like tht . its beyond my imgnation .
ooh about the earthquake in japan . tht hs been a cynosure and talk of people . ermm agaknye Allah nk tnjuk kuasa-Nya . even neg maju mcm japan tu pn x boleh buat ap2 ble jd mcm tu . klu mnde ne jd kat mlaysia gne la erk . jst thnkng about it mkes my hair stand straight . moga Allah pelihara neg ne dan sluruh umat islam dr sgale bncana . amin .
p/s : kps rkan sklasku yg prgi mngerjakn umrah , smga korang slmat pegi dan blik . slmat mnjlnkan ibadah .
uuh schools about to open and books nt even touchd yet . ades . bm ooh bm . ths bm thngy is entngled in my head . please dnt poke me around lg . psi pn sme . my txt book is at school . how come i frgot to brng it home . runsing2 .
and my habit is coming back . wth . i hate it when im about to be crazing over movies or drmas again . the prblem is they're online . so i hve to wait like millions hour to wtch them . it keeps buffering and stuck and eventually.... crashed ! mozilla strikes it again . and the crazy waitng was up to nothng . hmpeh . and ouh last nght i wtchd ths horror movie . keke . in the mddle of nght . at about 12 or smthng . cucko isnt it . i actually wrapped myself in blnket that even sweat trickld down , i act as if nothng hppen . hoho . its a miracle tht the movie went so smoothly tht it hrdly buffer . lps abis cte bkk page laen kn . sddnly the youtube page popped blik and smoothly runs the movie . part org kne bnuh plk tuh . time org tgh jerit mcm hntu . huh . gile scary . i still wonder about tht . cmne la boleh blik smle kt cte tu . and the fact tht i actually try to avoid turning the lghts off bfore going to bed is jst .. i dnt know . never did i 've done tht bfore . heh . last2 ttup jgk sbb x leh tdur . lmpu terang sgt . nk bkk table lamp yg wrne merh lg la tkut sbb jd lg seram . heh . and i sleep in tht thick blnket wrapped all around me . hmpeh . cmne la sbb cte tu i actually end up like tht . its beyond my imgnation .
ooh about the earthquake in japan . tht hs been a cynosure and talk of people . ermm agaknye Allah nk tnjuk kuasa-Nya . even neg maju mcm japan tu pn x boleh buat ap2 ble jd mcm tu . klu mnde ne jd kat mlaysia gne la erk . jst thnkng about it mkes my hair stand straight . moga Allah pelihara neg ne dan sluruh umat islam dr sgale bncana . amin .
p/s : kps rkan sklasku yg prgi mngerjakn umrah , smga korang slmat pegi dan blik . slmat mnjlnkan ibadah .
Thursday, March 10, 2011
unsangkanabla
hye2 . salam .
tov result . alhamdulillah its jst fine . ba is knd of expcted so i'll jst deal wth it . fuhh nseb baek dpt b . its slghtly at the edge . nt really slghtly actually bcuse its 59 so sbnrnye already at a slump . haha . other peers did very well indeed :)
and about debate . gratefully said tht smkatj strike it again (bahas) . haha . happy2 but its sort of unthninkable (?) . so unexpcted . the fnal leg against sm tknik kt . they're damn good so when its time the speaker ws about to announce the wnner i was like , let us down frst . its embarrassng . but then madam speaker said tht 'the winner is the from the opposition team and the best speaker is tg mrdhiah' . im dumbfounded . am i in a will o' the wisp dream . theres no way tht it could get ths good . heh . seriously im so not believng it . even now .
semi final against belara . we're the opposition tht oppose motion of internet is the cause of moral dcline in todays youth . salma as the 1st speaker me as 2nd and qilah is 3rd . rgrdng ths motion , we're knd of cnfdent bcause we're well-prepared . so the 3 of us ermm how should i say ths , mke it through la . knd of scared at frst but hearng the 1st speaker is jst as par as us mke me loosen up abit . bsides we hd enough dscussion the nght bfore . so thniah kpd salma n aqilah yg mmbwa skolh tj kpd kmnangn d semi fnal .
and the final . jeng3 vs teknik . i wtchd them the day bfore and i was like 'they're fluent and talk fast tht i cant ctch up' . ths is it . klu skolh tj jmpe skool ne cmne la erk . last2 jmpe jgk . farhah as the 1st speaker fahim 2nd and im 3rd . kteorg cbut undi and we got opposition once again . the prblem is , its a dfferent motion . history is cmpulsory to produce patriotic citizens . i've no idea about ths motion and knd of pressured . kteorg kne kuarantin for an hour . i ws cmpletely dizzy and emotionless . heh . maaf kpd kwn2 yg bckap dan sy x blas blik . im so sleepy and actually sleep mse org tgh dscuss . mmg tekad nk redah je . bsides wht else can the 3rd debater buat . they need to do the rebuttal tht can only be done when the issues hd been raisd by the gvrnmnt . so i thought tht i jst need to clear my mind and sort off sme thngs . but my mind keep rebelling saying tht 2nd motion jst now menang bcause we hve a vry strong caseline and ths motion , i've no idea about it . ble fkir2 blik yg 3rd motion tu pn team tj ad strong caseline and issue jgk but im jst too occupied . i guess . time lwan plk . adess . the govrnmnt team fuhh mntap r bi . fluent bagai nk rak . esp the 2nd speaker . 3rd speaker is nt malay so its nt really shocking . time sy plk hncurr . rse mcm x tau bnde je jwb . i cant really hear wht the 2nd speaker ask jst now ...... i thnk tht the other sbject tht can help other than hstry (bru prasan sbnornye ak dgr soaln dye) ..... err if ths is the rght question .. is ... err civic and mayb socialising wth other people .... as we're multiracial.....err country . hncurr . if the bgnning pn cmne what more can be said . after tht statemnt im knd of lose cnfdence so ckp pn mrapu je . after done wth my speech i was like mlu nye nk jmpe tce lps ne . ckp gagap2 . points x dk . adess . and thts why rse mcm nk trun pntas je mse nk umum kptusan . last2 the opposition team is the wnner ! i really2 thought tht myb the emcee hd the same envelope as the semi fnal round . my jaw dropped and im stunned . so UNSANGKANABLE . farhah ws jst as clueless and fahim was like its the judges who said so . to farhah and fahim yg btngkuslumus mncri mklumat dan akhrnya brjya . thniah la sme .
i hd a little chat wth my mom .
ummi : org melayu mmg fobia ble dgr psl india ngn cina .
me : dh dyeorg ckp english kt umah . msti la fluent .
ummi : x smstinye . smpai skolh kmplks gng badak pn kte kt cg ye nseb baek kaloh ngn bkit tnggal . klu x kne lwn sm tknik . ad ke smpai gtu .
me : dh nk wk gne .....(mmg ye pndai pn bi)
to team bhas tht will be cmpeting again ths april , the vry best of luck ! as for team debate korng mmg the best la . heh .
tov result . alhamdulillah its jst fine . ba is knd of expcted so i'll jst deal wth it . fuhh nseb baek dpt b . its slghtly at the edge . nt really slghtly actually bcuse its 59 so sbnrnye already at a slump . haha . other peers did very well indeed :)
Subjek | Markah | Gred |
BAHASA MELAYU | 75 | A- |
BAHASA INGGERIS | 80 | A |
SEJARAH | 94 | A+ |
MATEMATIK | 96 | A+ |
BAHASA ARAB TINGGI | 60 | B |
MATEMATIK TAMBAHAN | 70 | A- |
FIZIK | 73 | A- |
KIMIA | 82 | A |
BIOLOGI | 81 | A |
PENDIDIKAN AL QURAN DAN AS SUNNAH | 89 | A |
PENDIDIKAN SYARIAH ISLAMIAH | 83 | A |
and about debate . gratefully said tht smkatj strike it again (bahas) . haha . happy2 but its sort of unthninkable (?) . so unexpcted . the fnal leg against sm tknik kt . they're damn good so when its time the speaker ws about to announce the wnner i was like , let us down frst . its embarrassng . but then madam speaker said tht 'the winner is the from the opposition team and the best speaker is tg mrdhiah' . im dumbfounded . am i in a will o' the wisp dream . theres no way tht it could get ths good . heh . seriously im so not believng it . even now .
semi final against belara . we're the opposition tht oppose motion of internet is the cause of moral dcline in todays youth . salma as the 1st speaker me as 2nd and qilah is 3rd . rgrdng ths motion , we're knd of cnfdent bcause we're well-prepared . so the 3 of us ermm how should i say ths , mke it through la . knd of scared at frst but hearng the 1st speaker is jst as par as us mke me loosen up abit . bsides we hd enough dscussion the nght bfore . so thniah kpd salma n aqilah yg mmbwa skolh tj kpd kmnangn d semi fnal .
and the final . jeng3 vs teknik . i wtchd them the day bfore and i was like 'they're fluent and talk fast tht i cant ctch up' . ths is it . klu skolh tj jmpe skool ne cmne la erk . last2 jmpe jgk . farhah as the 1st speaker fahim 2nd and im 3rd . kteorg cbut undi and we got opposition once again . the prblem is , its a dfferent motion . history is cmpulsory to produce patriotic citizens . i've no idea about ths motion and knd of pressured . kteorg kne kuarantin for an hour . i ws cmpletely dizzy and emotionless . heh . maaf kpd kwn2 yg bckap dan sy x blas blik . im so sleepy and actually sleep mse org tgh dscuss . mmg tekad nk redah je . bsides wht else can the 3rd debater buat . they need to do the rebuttal tht can only be done when the issues hd been raisd by the gvrnmnt . so i thought tht i jst need to clear my mind and sort off sme thngs . but my mind keep rebelling saying tht 2nd motion jst now menang bcause we hve a vry strong caseline and ths motion , i've no idea about it . ble fkir2 blik yg 3rd motion tu pn team tj ad strong caseline and issue jgk but im jst too occupied . i guess . time lwan plk . adess . the govrnmnt team fuhh mntap r bi . fluent bagai nk rak . esp the 2nd speaker . 3rd speaker is nt malay so its nt really shocking . time sy plk hncurr . rse mcm x tau bnde je jwb . i cant really hear wht the 2nd speaker ask jst now ...... i thnk tht the other sbject tht can help other than hstry (bru prasan sbnornye ak dgr soaln dye) ..... err if ths is the rght question .. is ... err civic and mayb socialising wth other people .... as we're multiracial.....err country . hncurr . if the bgnning pn cmne what more can be said . after tht statemnt im knd of lose cnfdence so ckp pn mrapu je . after done wth my speech i was like mlu nye nk jmpe tce lps ne . ckp gagap2 . points x dk . adess . and thts why rse mcm nk trun pntas je mse nk umum kptusan . last2 the opposition team is the wnner ! i really2 thought tht myb the emcee hd the same envelope as the semi fnal round . my jaw dropped and im stunned . so UNSANGKANABLE . farhah ws jst as clueless and fahim was like its the judges who said so . to farhah and fahim yg btngkuslumus mncri mklumat dan akhrnya brjya . thniah la sme .
i hd a little chat wth my mom .
ummi : org melayu mmg fobia ble dgr psl india ngn cina .
me : dh dyeorg ckp english kt umah . msti la fluent .
ummi : x smstinye . smpai skolh kmplks gng badak pn kte kt cg ye nseb baek kaloh ngn bkit tnggal . klu x kne lwn sm tknik . ad ke smpai gtu .
me : dh nk wk gne .....(mmg ye pndai pn bi)
to team bhas tht will be cmpeting again ths april , the vry best of luck ! as for team debate korng mmg the best la . heh .
Friday, March 4, 2011
olahraga
yay ! red team wins . huhu . semut smurai kn . its worth it to come late at nght to school nk hias the tent . alas 2nd place . even went home at about 12 . mngntuk thap ap nth . sme yg ssah pyah buat untk rmh merah . korng mmg best la . syuk pkah ngn che wan yg jg sme2 dtg mlm tu . and few boarders . overall rmh merah frst place . pebarisan frst . tent scnd .
debate! thnkng about tht makes me cringe . erk . seriously bhas bm pn rject whts more can be said if its in english . heh . whtver it is, jst going to gve it a try . gud luck salma qilah farhah and zhirul :)
hrmm tday is fmily day for the staff of hsnz . i thnk la . hehe . hve lunch at riyaz .
my sis is blabbering bcause i keep tlkng like 'rilek la bro' . she said tht im too influencd by supa strikas . heh . she's been jelous snce its not her fvourite show but then all my sblngs like supa strikas. haha . but i wnt to chnge it too . tht sounds rude isnt it .
debate! thnkng about tht makes me cringe . erk . seriously bhas bm pn rject whts more can be said if its in english . heh . whtver it is, jst going to gve it a try . gud luck salma qilah farhah and zhirul :)
hrmm tday is fmily day for the staff of hsnz . i thnk la . hehe . hve lunch at riyaz .
my sis is blabbering bcause i keep tlkng like 'rilek la bro' . she said tht im too influencd by supa strikas . heh . she's been jelous snce its not her fvourite show but then all my sblngs like supa strikas. haha . but i wnt to chnge it too . tht sounds rude isnt it .
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
frenzy
join bahas for ermm lets say , 20 hours ? haha . its like dang hard . still syuk make it . bes2 . huhu . pdn mke and good luck . tkah and i , rjected ! :) tkah cndemn krjaan like over the top . heh . but really rspect her . even i was like aaaa . jaw dropped . pndai gle semek ne ckp .
about sukantara . yey2 umh merah MENANG no 2 . sy mnymbangkan 5 markah . hehe .biru frst and thrd is kuning and lstly hijau . keke .
dtg skolh hri slase , all the exercise books nowhere to be found . like in a blink . tadak . hush2 here and there . still dnt know the whreabout . wht can be said . then the next day salma told me tht its smwhere outside the class . mcm its thrown out or smthng . wht the heck . bengang nye no words can dscribe . i dnt know whether its accdntally or purposely but a thng tht im sure of is tht the prson who did ths , sy x kn maafkn unless ths prtcular prson cnfront me and admit it . thts so low . ths person gave me nausea and sick and ill and dsgusting and yuck . dont ever mke me hate u . another thng , even if ths person really hate me like beyond anythng dnt mess wth my work . dnt ever mess wth my fmily friends and teachers . im serious . dnt make me hate u . and plus the thng tht u throw is knwldge and take note tht u learn jst as much as i am . mnde yg kte blajo sme je . even if u x sygkn ilmu u , i love mine so back off . if u really freakng hate me come see me face to face . ths whole thng is jst wrong . its jst unaccptble . if pssble i dnt even wnt to involve tcers rgrding ths . im jst so annoyed . pardon me .
about sukantara . yey2 umh merah MENANG no 2 . sy mnymbangkan 5 markah . hehe .biru frst and thrd is kuning and lstly hijau . keke .
dtg skolh hri slase , all the exercise books nowhere to be found . like in a blink . tadak . hush2 here and there . still dnt know the whreabout . wht can be said . then the next day salma told me tht its smwhere outside the class . mcm its thrown out or smthng . wht the heck . bengang nye no words can dscribe . i dnt know whether its accdntally or purposely but a thng tht im sure of is tht the prson who did ths , sy x kn maafkn unless ths prtcular prson cnfront me and admit it . thts so low . ths person gave me nausea and sick and ill and dsgusting and yuck . dont ever mke me hate u . another thng , even if ths person really hate me like beyond anythng dnt mess wth my work . dnt ever mess wth my fmily friends and teachers . im serious . dnt make me hate u . and plus the thng tht u throw is knwldge and take note tht u learn jst as much as i am . mnde yg kte blajo sme je . even if u x sygkn ilmu u , i love mine so back off . if u really freakng hate me come see me face to face . ths whole thng is jst wrong . its jst unaccptble . if pssble i dnt even wnt to involve tcers rgrding ths . im jst so annoyed . pardon me .
Friday, February 18, 2011
new begining
salam . a little bit late fr tht eh? jst so long nt updting smthng . its like im cutting myself off frm cyber world . evn in fb . heh . its jst tht im so nt in the mood grabbng pc and turn it alive . jst alot of time wasted in vain but thoroughly thnking, its nt like if i didnt open the pc i would do smthng benificial or smthng . huhu .
2 mnths pssd by so fast . im the one who seems to be a nescient . x sdr dri . tke thngs lghtly . for grnted . and tov is fnally ending . im so freakng out thnkng about ba . jst soo terrifying . its like im a total idiot answerng all those wicked questions . damn hard . ooh i cnt imgine . i know ths sound abit over the top but im going to keep my fnger cross hoping for no C .
ermm ive been on a thnking mode lately and i jst realise tht i really love nature . its like im ready to tke on their side . i dnt knw . i jst thnk that im willing to fght for the forest sea and jst the whole nature . its so heartbreakng to see people chop off the woods like a coward . its so awry . and another thng is that i really love peace . i jst hate it hearng the world is like tryng to start a war or smthng . thts so nt cool . cnt we jst stay neutral . frget about all the fray and hassle . i mean even our prophet and Islam itself dnt encourage thngs like tht huh . smtimes i even thnk of being an environmntlist or smthng like tht someday . or myb i'll cnsder being a mmber of PBB orgnstion . haha . who knws :)
wsh fr the best of luck tov ne ye pals . it would be jst as nice if all of us shre the same vctory . too good to be true but its a sure can if they're strived for .
2 mnths pssd by so fast . im the one who seems to be a nescient . x sdr dri . tke thngs lghtly . for grnted . and tov is fnally ending . im so freakng out thnkng about ba . jst soo terrifying . its like im a total idiot answerng all those wicked questions . damn hard . ooh i cnt imgine . i know ths sound abit over the top but im going to keep my fnger cross hoping for no C .
ermm ive been on a thnking mode lately and i jst realise tht i really love nature . its like im ready to tke on their side . i dnt knw . i jst thnk that im willing to fght for the forest sea and jst the whole nature . its so heartbreakng to see people chop off the woods like a coward . its so awry . and another thng is that i really love peace . i jst hate it hearng the world is like tryng to start a war or smthng . thts so nt cool . cnt we jst stay neutral . frget about all the fray and hassle . i mean even our prophet and Islam itself dnt encourage thngs like tht huh . smtimes i even thnk of being an environmntlist or smthng like tht someday . or myb i'll cnsder being a mmber of PBB orgnstion . haha . who knws :)
wsh fr the best of luck tov ne ye pals . it would be jst as nice if all of us shre the same vctory . too good to be true but its a sure can if they're strived for .
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