Saturday, July 2, 2011

mid year obsession ?

hello3 .
result for mid year exam was out and alhamdulillah i got my frst 11a . hoho . and not to mention qilah and izan too . not to mention too but ths long list 10a , faiz syuk fizah and salma . and and other long list 9a 8a 7a 6a and all is like wow , INTIMIDATING . so , i've to push my own self to study harder but , did i ? haha . payoh2 . i've seen peers study like hell . work on sbject tht they are nt good in and learn by themselves thngs tht has not been taught yet and i am still , the old me . the one who live in a cozy life , erk i mean the one tht i thought cozy tht i am not realizing the fact tht i'm jst way too left behind . my cnclusion , i've to start doing thngs . thngs tht is jst not the way i was accustomed to . STUDY ! yes2 . i've to or else i'm doomed . huuuuu . cmne la nk survive ne . i'm pressured to get smthng tht i want but at the same time , i am absolutely nt the type who read books and keep revising thngs tht i learn all the time . i want to achieve as good as others but at the same time , i am not willing to work as hard as others . help me . i'm drowned in my own world . i guess my biggst rival is myself or , is it tv ? hoho . its jst that i cant do thngs in sanity if i'm not given the time to watch tv or is it jst what i think . i dnt know but by hook or by crook , i've to . i definitely have to hone my knowledge . insyaAllah , He'll give me the strength . amin .

by the way , since these few days are like everyone's birthdays , i'd like to wish me greatest wish for sbhgian person who help me lit up my life . i jst hope for the best to come to your upcoming days . and ths wish is also bestowed to these people . my mom, dad, ssters, brother, fmily, teachers, classmate, schoolmate and those who know me . my lovely friends syuk, tkah, kmah, fzah, fni, aisyh, ftin, asma, mira and elia .
bday girls , (CLAP)
28th june , aqilah hj mat amin .
30th june , syukriah yusof .
1st july , my mk cik yg x igt la nme pnoh , mk ma .
smoga Allah mrahmati hdup kite dan terus dtrangi hidayah Islam .

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