Friday, May 27, 2011

i'm grateful wth who i am

hehe . i jst wnt to express my appreciation . ermm . ths going to be vapid so piece of advice , dnt read ths .

i'm grateful to be one of science stream student . precisely , im happy to study biology . i jst thnk tht this sbject is really driving me closer towards a better faith of mine in Islam slain sbjek agma laen la . im overwhelmed to know tht a sngle creature is like WOW . i dnt know . i thnk there's no enough words to dscribe tht . from a single cell , we're formed into a more cmplex thng wth millions of cells . thousands of tissues . hndreds of organs . systems tht run smoothly in our bodies . a sngle system , for example circulatary . only for tht , i thnk , zillions of thngs hve to be thought of . how , where , when , whts involved and ths is miracle . and i can never thnk of ths if im not studying biology . its jst great to even feel closer from what Allah creates . now i understand more on the phrase tht sblum ne hnye hafalan smata2 ' mnghayati dan berfkir tntng cptaan mkhluk dan alam cptaan Allah '. im jst ermm grateful . yes! very grateful .

speedy quiz .
knpa msih ad dktor2 and pljar2 science stream yg x ad agame and ateis ?
why erk . i mean its obvious tht there mst be smthng tht creates all tht . i jst cant see why cant they see when the evidences are rght in front of them . i mean i hve no right to criticize them in believing wht they want but .... i dnt know . i jst hope tht Allah akn bg ptnjuk and hdayah utk mreka .

i love ths joke . jst sharing .
a robber tries to rob a bank and he says to the banker while pointng the gun at the banker's head
robber : tell me where's the money or you'll be geography .
banker : isn't it should be history instead of geography ?
robber : dont try to change the subject here !

haha . i love ths even when i share it dgn org laen , dteorg kte x lawak pn . heh .

buzz !

alert2
cuti dtg and ... ribut krja rmah mlnda . haha .

mid year exam's over and fnally im able to heave big sigh of relief . in short i would say tht ths one is harder than bfore . physics are doom for sure . chmistry paper 2 in desgning exp are wow . im speechless and im white as the paper . haha . bio paper 2 is a pain in my back . laen2 pn sme . and and all in all i jst hve to keep crossng my fngers hoping for a better tmorrow :(
its like wishing a snowman a happy summer . thehee . heard of tht?

ohh i've gotten results for psi ba and mm . gratefully said sy no B for now :) hnestly , i jumpd in joy lpas tau my mark for arabic . aaah . im extremely happy . and obviously i cant hide it . huhu . msuk je keta nk blik tu
me : ummi , i x dpt B ba . hahaha (laughng hard)
ummi : dh dpt bpe ?
me : dpt A biase .
ummi : dh wkpe x leh A+ .
me : .... (toing2 . haha . pnykit bjngkit)
woot2 lwak2 . ad ke . haha . x pe ummi . demi mu snggup ku redah lautan sekolah . sabar2 . even x blajo mne pn , i wnt u to know tht i've tried my best .

on the wdnesday , 2 days from freedom , sdang redaksi buat mkn2 . kte mkn byk2 . thnks to tcers esp tce yati sbb buat sme tu even rse mcm kteorg x buat byk kje pn . rse bsaloh pn ad . huhu . zhirul as the mc . asyraf dgn sepatah dua kate nye . cg bakor dgn ucapannye . katenye nk bngkus blik mknn . huhu . then kami mkn . apparently , dlm shy2 cat nk mkn tu , meja kami la yg byk skli berulang alik ambk mknn . haha . tu laa kn . kte nk dduk dkat sket ngn mja mknn tu .
my plate is so dull . heh . no colors at all . knp la im so picky wth thngs tht i eat . i want to eat as nrmal as others and i hate my diet . no veggies at all . tp uhuk, kelat wess sayur .

cuti ne ermm . i hve like 3 malay narratives to be written inclding the one for cmptition . notes to be cmpleted . mini mag tht i join , the frst and the last tht i can join . and for tht, 2 more narratives are following up . and2 i frgot other long-list-thngs-to-do-ths-holiday . uhuk .

Friday, April 29, 2011

we'll be alright

perkhemahan perdana f5 . hermm . biase lar .
26th
my friends and me hd to prform once again speech choir and thts why we're knd of late going to smk bkit gntong . in fact we're the last one to arrive tht evening . upon arrival , all tents were set up and lckily arina , one of our group mmber is knd enough to set up our tent . thnk u and sory sbb kteorg lmbat . kung2 here and there .
mlm tu we'd to create our motto, logo, lagu ngn energizer .
moto nye ' bear them share them '. lagu gemilang, ella . energizer ermm , ' mamuhimmun ta'awun, mamuhimmun wafiun, mamuhimmun ikhlasun, mamuhimmun sohabatun '. haha hebat la kump 8 .
27th
jngle trekking for 4 hours . gile letih but exciting . mrangkak la harung air ngn selut la . mcm2 . habes hitam ksut putihku . hmpeh . but its knd of worth it if ksutku x jd mcm tu . to see lovely nature tht Allah hve given to us the humankind . yg kurang bes nye the fcilitator said tht kte sume kurang ad krjsame smpai terputus terus and sesat dh sket . and mnde yg x bes lg is one of my friend said tht i was one of them . seriously , i was hurt . my throat was sore yelling mcm org gile to keep people in front and behind of me to keep intact and she can blurt tht words to me . ermm .... pape la . mngkin mmg sy saloh kot . its jst tht sy x sdor . sory :(
petang explorace . kne ltk selut ats muke and msuk air sbb bg bndera yg diamanahkn kt cg . mcm2 la . mse kne susun mncis . ermm ahli kmp sy siap dh wk pstu ssdap hati je sy rosakkn sbb igtkan cg tgk dh . and thngs tht made me overwhelmed is tht one of the mmber in my group tht obviously saw me did all tht kte yg mncis2 tu kne tiup de angin sbb tu rosk . mmber llki hk laen x caye pn sbb dyeorg kte x kn la angin wk gerok smpai gtu skli . llki yg tlong cover td pn truskn cnvince mmber yg laen mmg angin yg buat . i was speechless . rse bsaloh sgt .
mlm tu our group didnt perform bcause we're asked to help the tcers wth chores of grilling chckens sausages fish and sotong . hbis bsuk baju bau asap . last2 byk gk ayam x bleh mkn sbb masam . siap2 tu rse letih sgt smpai rse mcm klu tdo brdiri pn bleh .
28th
msakan rimba .we're asked to msk telur 2 biji ngn roti yg dbuat sndri gne tepung . sy x wk mnde pn cme cri selut nk balut telur je . and sadisnye telur la hk mletup nye . haha . roti bes je . bak kte kimi ank ayam nk kuor . sprisingly , group kami la hk mnang ktegori mskn . haha .

ths prgram teaches me value of friendship , tolerance and patience . wth the help of many tcers willing to scrfice their time and mmbers of group 8 , i'm hppy to be there wlaupn x dk la bes mne . hehe . big thnks to kimi yusof frdaus bkhari arina fini tikah mira asma syuk aisyh fzah and kmah ngn ftin wlaupn dyeorg group laen . i'm very sory sbb spnjng ad kt sne mmg i admit tht i was tempered sgt . sory sgt2 espcially to asma . hehe . but in the end sme mnde tu la tht actually strengthen our friendship . even tht we all know rmai org yg x puas hati ngn kte . i jst hope tht all tht wont effect our tie . and hopefully we're able to go through all those hatred wth strong heart . lets jst wish tht they are good enough to stop those ugly fabrications .

as long as we know how to keep alive .
we'll be allrght .
:)

p/s : its time to reopen books left for ages and study . huhu . but whenever i open any of them , effortlessly , my eyes are shut closed . cmne ne . x pe , be strong . Allah is alwys there to help me and YOU .